I Might Not Wake Up!

"He-he's my boyfriend." Levi's breath hitched as he felt tears form in his eyes. 'I can't slip.' Levi thought to himself as he fought back the emotions. 'I came here to help him, not drowned him in my problems.' Levi thought as the tears in his eyes slowly disappeared and the emotionless mask was slipped on once again.

"What happened to him, if you don't mind me asking?" Molbit said in a soft voice trying his best not to be disrespectful. "He looked well a few days ago." He watched as Levi's mask began to slip away again.

"What?" Levi asked his voice cracking as he looked up at the man. 'That's the one question I don't want to answer.' Levi told himself. He took a deep breath and answered. "He's in a coma." Levi said choking on the words that out of his mouth before breaking down ever so slightly. Tears slowly slipped down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry." Molbit said as he had not realized how much pain Levi was really in at the moment. "I should let you get back to him. I will definitely be texting you, so you don't have to worry about me at the moment. Go back to your boyfriend. He probably needs you more than I do." Molbit said giving him a soft kind smile.

Levi nodded. He thanked him and stood up to leave the room. He made it to the doorway before Molbit spoke up. "Hey if you see the nurse could you send her in? Molbit asked, "I'm going to try to convince her that I don't need to be restrained. I won't try anything." Molbit said sincerely. Levi nodded and went to look for the nurse.

Eren had watched as the two talked for almost an hour. He watched Levi and noticed when Molbit asked him anything about him that the walls he put up would crumble ever so slightly more and more each time. He watched Levi walk away he took one last look at the man in the room, who seemed to be battling his own demons, before running to catch up with Levi.

Levi had already sent the nurse to Molbit and was walking into the room as Eren caught up with him. He watched as Levi returned to his usual seat next to his unconscious body. Levi took his hand and Eren could feel the ghostly warmth of it. 

He watched as a few hours of silence had passed. All he could do was watch his friends sit there in misery as he watched on with heartache. He couldn't take it he was starting to get frustrated that he couldn't do anything. He stepped out of the room to catch his breath and regain his composure. He noticed his nurse who he presumed was coming in to check on him.

She was stopped by the doctor who had some news. The doctor went over all of Eren's injuries and his condition. Eren didn't really seemed surprised at what they had found since he remembered the feeling of his father kicking him so hard and the cracking noise that followed.However when his condition popped up his head shot up. "He is currently comatose, His chance of waking up is still pretty low Instead of 15% I would say it's closer to 12%. I don't advised telling them this, they already know there is a great possibility that he may never wake up." The doctor said explaining the recent finding with the nurse.

"I what?" Eren whispered hoping he heard them wrong. "I might not wake up." Eren said repeating the phrase that hadn't quite sunk in yet. When it did something in his heart snapped. "You're lying! Say it's not true!" Eren said screaming at the nurse who didn't even acknowledge his presence. "I have to wake up! Do you see how devastated they are?" Eren yelled pointing at the room where his friends were in tears. " They need me to wake up!" Eren continued as the nurse ran past him. He started to have a pain in his chest. "What's happening?" He asked himself as the pain was getting to be unbearable. He dropped to his knees as the sharp pained increased.

That's when he heard it, his heart rate monitor was going crazy."I'm doing it." Eren whispered realizing he was losing his cool again. "Stop. Eren stop this." He said taking deep breaths to calm himself. He listened as the heart monitor began to slow back down. The pain in his chest had went away for now. He looked around to see that his friend were freaking out. Mikasa seemed to be trembling. Levi looked on at Eren wide eyed and scared. Jean's eyes were watering as he bit his lip to stop his cries from escaping. 

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