28th December, 2024 - Sydney, Australia

Justin

I smiled to myself as I felt the cold ring around my finger. I can't believe we're getting married again.

To be honest, I don't know why we divorced. We could of just broken up and left at that. But we thought, it was the end. The end of us. Ignoring our feelings.

I never stopped loving him. I worried every hour not knowing where they were. After the papers were signed. We went separate ways without a goodbye. Maybe because it was harder. Yeah?

Though our feelings were way stronger which is why it was so easy to get back together and put everything behind.

I smiled to myself again and snuggled into Jason as he slept peacefully.

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I smiled as Jason spoke through the baby monitor. It just been a couple of minutes since I woke up to an empty bed.

"You're a cute little baby, aren't you?" He cooed smiling.

I watched as he held Judah in his arms safely and walked over to the rocking chair placing in the corner and sat down.

Judah made a little crying noise.

"Nuh uh, chicken, we have to be quiet. Daddy just got to sleep," He whispered looking down at our beautiful baby boy.

It's been almost three days since Judah arrived in the world and it's actually been really quiet.

We got released the day after which was Boxing Day.

We were expecting to get up all hours of the night to tend to him but nope. Only once or twice.

Though Jason and I found ourselves up and in his nursery every so often the past few days.

We realised, Judah is a huge sleeper. That's gonna be problem when he's older.

"Now my little sweetheart, why don't you go back to sleep? Huh? You had a feed and a song now all there is left to do is sleep!" Jason grinned making Judah gurgle happily.

He stared at him with a fond smile. "You're so cute it hurts!" I laughed.

Jason got up and walked over to the crib and placed him in gently

He switched on the little music box above his crib as it started moving and played a soft soothing tune.

"Goodnight my little angel, sweet dreams," He whispered before placing a kiss on his hair.

I smiled and pulled the blanket up. Soon Jason came in and crawled into his side. He wrapped his arm over my waist and pulled me closer.

"I love you," He whispered, not knowing I'm awake.

"I love you too," I smiled turning around.

"You're awake darling?" He questioned. I nodded. "Yeah,"

"Did I wake you?" He asked worry in his eyes. I shook my head.

"Not really, I turned over to hug you and you weren't there," I explained.

"Oh, I'm sorry baby, I'm here now," he whispered. Recently Jason's been letting me rest. Like a lot. Which I appreciate but I can still do stuff too. Ya know.

"Nice singing baby, maybe we should do a duet," I said.

"You heard?" He blushed. "Yes and I've always said this, we could of been a duo,"

"Yeah, I remember but it was your dream darling not mine," He whispered now sleepy.

"True,"

Jason sighed and wrapped his arms tighter around me. "What a year we've had,"

"Yeah, from meeting again to moving back in together, to getting pregnant to now," He said. Which made me think. Wow it really has been a year. A lot can happen, eh?

"I'm super glad, you moved here, or otherwise I would have never seen you in person again," Jason said.

"Me too," I smiled leaning up to peck his lips.

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"Remember when that one time were you tried to prank me, putting my hand in warm when you thought I was asleep but I wasn't so I punched your balls!" I laughed. He nodded. "Yeah! Major fail!"

"You were so violent though!" Jason pouted. "No!" I said before smacking his chest.

He looked at me and smirked. "What was that than?" He asked. I huffed.

"It was a smack but admit it, you used to love the pain and pleasure," I said sticking my tongue out.

"You were a kinky bastard!" "No!" "Yes!" "No!" "Stop denying, you loved that bdsm shit," I said standing my ground. "Alright, whatever!" He huffed knowing he lost.

Aww he looks so cute, but I'll never tell him. Lol of course I would.

"I won," I sang. "Okay okay, my turn,"

"Remember when you ran into the glass door and you couldn't move your eyebrow?" He laughed. I laughed when I remembered. "Yes! Oh my god! Jase! That was some weird stuff!" I chuckled.

"Okay, okay remember when we were playing outside of the arena having a water fight? And you were running and slipped. Your ass hurt for days!" I laughed

"Yes! Man I thought I busted my ass!"

I laughed and wiped the small tear in my eyes. We have been awake for at least three hours doing remember when's. We got a whole lot of shit.

"Remember when, you were filming one less lonely girl and one of the puppies peed on you?!" He laughed.

As soon as he said that the a vision of it appeared. "Oh my lord, those puppies were savage, had the while crew laughing,"

"Okay, I got another one! Remember when the crew did a prank on you on stage with one less lonely girl? But it back fired and you sung one less lonely boy without missing a beat,"

"Omg yes! I didn't wanna give him the roses, I thought it was a joke," I laughed.

"The pranking days were mad," we sighed in content reminiscing.

"Yeah even better when you were there, we were unstoppable," I said.

"We were, greatest partners in crime for life," Jason smile kissing my cheek. I smiled.

"We were little shits to be honest," I commented making him nod. "I can't deny that because we were," He chuckled.

"Remember when you were on Jimmy Fallon and he asked you a where would you find yourself with sharks and you were like when I swim in the ocean, like it was so obvious," he laughed.

"Yeah! Like I mean where else would I find sharks?" I chuckled. "That interview was funny, his shrek voice was on point," (an: I can't ever watch shrek again after shrek is love, shrek is life😭😣)

"Ohhh! Remember the hand hug?" He asked.

"Yeah!"

We finally settled down and it was a comfortable silence. "We should do these again," Jason said his voice laced with sleep.

"Yeah, though they were mostly about me," I yawned smiling still. I looked over at the clock to see it was 4.32am. Damn we did a lot of remember when's.

"Goodnight handsome," I whispered kissing his cheek, he never gets enough compliments from me.

"Goodnight beautiful," he kissed my temple.

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1143 words! -not edited-

Baby Judah is a saint👼🏼😍

Just some last night convos😋 Jastin are fiancés!

I have no ideas left for this story🙁  but I have a lot to talk about...

I apologise for my lacking of updating, though it been like two weeks? Idk but it feels longer when I don't update frequently. I like updating and seeing your comments.

But yeah haven't had the time.🙄

I've been having some hard times with my best friend, I can feel we're drifting apart. And to make worse, we hardly talk anymore. A mere hi nowadays. I just need someone to talk to and now I can't even come to my best friend. It feels awful😔😢

Also, I will be wrapping up jastin's journey soon, as I've lost interest with this story. Tbh I don't know where this story is going now... But if I get ideas, I'll be sure to continue and write it.

And I have had thoughts of leaving wattpad. But if I decide I actually will, I'll definitely make sure that my stories are completed for you guys.😌

Deleting a/n later

On a happy note. Happy Mother's Day, mumma! (For tomorrow) I love you! Thank you for all the stuff you do for me and just everything in general. You have the sweetest heart. You're a legend in my eyes.❤️❤️

QOTC: How are you? I haven't talked/ interacted with you in ages!

💋S.