I can't do this anymore. I'm gonna write in here when I'm just really out of it
4/21 I was drawing something for someone important but it deleted when I was almost done. Months worth of tears and sweat, gone. It's all my fault. I'm the reason my stupid computer crashes, I'm just a worthless piece of human crap that no one likes, just tolerates. I don't know why I put up with the stupid idea that everything isn't my fault.