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I THINK I'VE MADE YOU ALL WAIT LONG ENOUGH

PRINXIETY

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Words : 3803 hAvE fUn (this is the longest chapter I've written in a while and this took me hours to write, sO ApPrEciAte iT)

Virgil POV
I took another long sip of my coffee.  I am exhausted.  Nobody was able to get too much sleep last night.  Especially me considering anxiety tends to keep me awake.

Deceit and Quinn were really going at it.  Let's just say Quinn is a screamer.  So being able to actually sleep was interrupted for a good hour plus.

I haven't seen Roman since I woke up.  Wonder were he is.  Evan and Wylan are hanging out.  Wylan likes showing off his lightening and Evan is probably the most wowed by it.  Logan and Patton are in the kitchen cooking.  Remus is god knows where.  Ever since whatever happened between him and Evan we don't see as much anymore.  Deceit and Quinn are still in their room.  Same with Remy and Emile.

I got up slowly, going into the kitchen to dump the rest of my coffee.  I didn't say anything to Patton and Logan. 

I headed back upstairs, planning on hibernating in my room.  If Roman isn't around, why be social?

But there was a note tapped to my door.  It was addressed to me in fancy calligraphy.  I pulled it off the door and opened it.

Dearest Virgil,
I fell in love with all of you

I didn't just fall in love with the best parts of you, like;
The way your eyes light up when you're happy
The way your laugh makes me smile
The way your hand fits in mine
The way your smile gives you butterflies
Or the way you fit perfectly in my arms

I fell in love with all of you

I fell in love with your scars
The way you make sarcastic remarks
The way you feel helpless at 2am
The way you cry about something from years ago
The way you get angry
Or the way you sometimes want to be alone

I fell in love with all of you

I fell in love with the good in you
I fell in love with the "bad" you see in yourself
But the bad is the good that I see
Because I love every part of you

I fell in love with all of you

Love, Roman <3

My face turned a bright red as I red the note. Of course. I should've known Roman was up to something.

I held the note against my chest and entered my room. I set the note gently on my desk, a faint smile on my lips.

There was another note on my bed, resting on my pillow. I walked over to it and picked it up.

Please stay in your room for a while love, I need to set something up.

It would be wonderfully amazing if you would grace me with your presence at 7 pm in the kitchen.

~Roman <3

This time I let out a sigh. What is Roman up to? I set the note with the other one on my desk.

I don't mind staying in my room all day. I was already planning on doing that. I grabbed the remote and flopped down on my bed.

I turned on the tv, switching it to Buzzfeed Unsolved. I grabbed my laptop and started scrolling through Tumblr. Only about ten hours until 7.

~•~

I glanced over at the clock. 6:56 pm. My anxiety has risen a bit as I waited apprehensively for 7.  Who knows what Roman has planned.

I got up off my bed and looked in the mirror.  I ran my hands a few times through my hair, trying to make myself look at least a little presentable.

I sighed while looking at myself in the mirror.  Ugly as fuck.  I moved away from the mirror and to my door

I opened the door, only to come face to face with another letter. It was hanging from a string in the middle of the hallway.

My eyes widened as I took in the rest of the hallway. The lights were off. Rose petals littered the ground, lit candles leading down the hallway to the stairs. All along the way were more notes, laying in the rose petals.

If I didn't know that Roman was behind this, I would think I was in a horror movie and about to get murder. Even still, my anxiety was still very high.

I reached for the note in front of me and pulled it off the sting. It was also addressed to me in large, beautiful calligraphy.

Virgil,
I love you oh so much. I can't explain to you how deeply I am in love with you. I am madly in love with you and everything about you. Your smirk, your laugh, your gentle smiles you make when you think no one is looking. The little kisses you give me. The way you hold onto me in the night, pulling me in closer to you whenever you get scared. The way you comfort me when I'm down and how you aren't afraid to let me see the real you. The precious, adorable you behind all the eyeshadow, pessimistic attitude, and emo clothing. The way you are soft. They way your are just as brave as I am, even more so sometimes. The way you let me hold you in my arms when you break. These are all the reasons I am so passionately in love with you. You are the one I want to wake up to every morning and fall asleep next to every night. You're the only one I can imagine spending the rest of my life with. It's you and only you, my love.

~Roman <3

I felt tears in my eyes this time. I can't even fathom how someone can love me this much. If you had told me a half year ago when I tried to kill myself that Roman of all people would fall in love with me, I would have laughed at you.

Oh how wrong I was. Roman loves me so much. I couldn't be happier and more in love with this romantic dork.

I walked down the hall picking up all the smaller letters.  Each of them had a loving, but sometimes silly, nickname.

My emo nightmare

My storm cloud

My starlight

My sweet rose

My kitten

My cherry blossom (you're a cherry blossom, you're about to bloom, you look so pretty but you're gone so soon)

My angel

My sweetest

My nightingale

The fairest (palest) of them all

My snowflake

My sun and moon

It was a little cheesy, but I could appreciate the Fall Out Boy reference.  The last note however made me burst into laughter. But also blush profusely.

List of cute things :
-Virgil
-also Virgil
-Virgil Sanders
-hey look, Virgil
-Anxiety
-and Virgil
-Anxiety Sanders
-wait wait wait, Virgil
-Virgil Anxiety Sanders
-Virgil again
-Virgil, you are cute

I held tightly to all the letters. I will cherish these forever. I wanted to run back to my room and add them to my collection of letters from Roman. But I wanted to get downstairs to see what Roman has planned more.

I made my way slowly down the stairs. I paused at the bottom, my mouth dropping open in shock.

The lights were off but fairy lights were strung all around the room.  They gave off a soft glow that lit up the room enough.  Along with the fairy lights were long strings of beautiful red and purple flowers of all shapes and sizes.

The couch and kitchen table had switched places.  Candles in a fancy candelabra sat on the table with a lace tablecloth with fancy plates and silver.  There was a glass vase with red and purple roses.  In the corner next to the tv was a large phonograph, it was the one from our first date.

And there was Roman.  He was standing in front of the table, a pleased smirk on his face.  He bowed a bit and held out a beautiful osiria rose to me.  The front of the petals were red, but instead of white undersides, they had purple undersides. 

"Greetings Virgil dearest,"  Roman said.  I flushed bright red.  "I see you received all my letters."

"Yeah, I did,"  I finally said, still unable to process all of this.  "What is this?"

"It's a date,"  He said with a small laugh.  "I thought about asking, but I then I decided to surprise you."

"Roman..."  I mumbled, absolutely lovestruck.  "You didn't have to do all this for me."

"Of course I did Virgil,"  He told me with a soft smile.  "Everything I wrote in those letters is true.  You are the love of my life."

I took the rose from Roman, spinning it a bit in my fingers.  I smiled at him before pulling him down for a quick kiss. 

"Thank you Roman,"  I whispered.  "I'm not as cheesy and romantic as you are, but I love you too."

"Aw, I love you too Virgie,"  He cooed. 

"Don't,"  I laughed. 

"Sorry darling,"  He laughed.  Roman moved away from me and pulled a chair away from the table. 

"Sit,"  He said, motioning to the chair.  "Patton and Logan made us spaghetti with meatballs and garlic bread."

"So that's what they were doing this morning,"  I realized aloud.  "So you didn't come up with all this by yourself."

I sat on the chair, smirking at him while I teased him.  He flushed red as he pushed the chair into the table. 

"It was all my idea but I needed some help to set things up, especially with the flowers.  You can thank Evan for all of them,"  Roman explained as he sat across from me.  "Besides, we both know I can't cook."

"Well you're right about that,"  I laughed. 

"Oh come on,"  Roman said, laughing with me.  "I've set up all this for you and you're just teasing me."

"Force of habit Princey,"  I snickered.  "But I do appreciate all this."  I added on with a blush.

"Aw, you love me,"  He teased. 

"Guess I do,"  I said with a soft smile.

Roman clapped his hands once and our food appeared in front of us. We at in silence for a while, then started making small talk. Gossiping about the others and events in the real world.

"Wait so both Dan and Phil came out as gay?" Roman asked me, disbelief still on his face.

"Yep," I answered. "This past June."

"Oh, Phan is definitely real now," Roman said with a determined face.

"But we can't force that to happen," I reminded him.

"Well of course!" Roman declared. "Only the people that truly support it wont harass them about Phan."

"Absolutely," I agreed. "Have you seem the dragon witch lately?"

"No she had disappeared from the land which is odd," Roman answered. "Not that I'm complaining. Less damsels in distress to rescue."

I scoffed, stabbing a meatball with my fork. Stupid damsels...getting all flirty with my boyfriend.

"You're adorable when your jealous," Roman told me with a smirk. I blushed again.

"I'm anything but that," I argued. "I'm dark and scary and mysterious."

"You mean cute and precious and soft," Roman said with a soft smile.

I rolled my eyes but smiled along.

"You're too romantic for your own good," I said.

"Well I do put the Roman in romantic," Roman laughed, smirking devilishly at me. I snorted at the pun, causing myself to drop my fork.

We stared at each other before bursting into laughter. We laughed so hard that tears gathered in our eyes.

Roman clapped his hands again and the food disappeared. He stood up and held out a hand to me.

"May I have this dance?" Roman asked with a smirk. I rolled my eyes but smiled.

"Again?" I teased.

"Absolutely," He answered. I smiled and took his hand. Roman pulled me up easily into his arms.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, keeping myself pressed against his chest. Roman wrapped his arms around my waist, keeping me there.

The phonograph started up instantly. It was the perfect song. Roman started singing softly along, but not loud enough to disrupt the actual music.

"What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright,

"My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind,

"Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you,

"How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you,

"My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind,

"Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
Give me all of you,

"Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard,

"Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you,

"I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you."

When the song ended, we were both smiling like two love filled dorks. I gave Roman another kiss, feeling him smiling into it.

"Thank you so much Ro," I told him. "This is all so amazing."

"Only the best for you," He mumbled into my ear, pressing kisses to my neck. I titled my head a bit, giving him more access to suck hickies onto my neck.

I hummed a bit when he found my sweet spot. I felt him smirk against it as he bit at that spot. Roman moved back to my lips, kissing me passionately.

Roman's hands moved down from my hips to my ass. We kept making out for a while. Even though flashbacks of Corruption appeared in my mind a few times, I let Roman keep going.

Then one of his hands strayed up my shirt, brushing against the bare skin of my side. Instantly, thoughts of Corruption forcing himself on me filled my mind. I flinched and pushed Roman back a bit.

"Stop, bad memories," I mumbled, shutting my eyes tightly.

"Shit Virgil, I'm so sorry," Roman said, moving his hands off me. "I should've known."

"It's okay Ro, it's okay," I told him, opening my eyes again. He was looking down at the floor, obviously ashamed of himself.

I grabbed Roman's sash and pulled him back to me. I gave him a few soft kisses, trialing a bit down his jaw.

"Can you promise to be gentle at first and not do anything too rough or kinky?" I asked him when we pulled away.

"Of course," He told me. "I wouldn't dream of hurting you like that."

I pulled him back in for another kiss. My heart was racing. Don't mess it up now Virgil. This will be my first official time with Roman. My first consensual time too.

"I love you," I told him. "So I trust you."

"Thank you for trusting me but you don't have to force yourself to just because I want to," He said gently, looking me in the eyes.

"I love you Ro, but sometimes you are so dense." I said with a laugh. "I want you. I want you to mark me and fuck me and make me yours. I want every trace of Corruption gone and replaced with you. I want you now. I trust you."

Roman kissed me in response. I smiled, happy this was happening.

"Tell me to stop whenever," He mumbled into my ear before picking me up. I squeaked a bit as Roman carried me upstairs to his room.

Roman shut the door behind us, slamming it shut with his foot. He sat me on the bed before going back to the door to lock it.

I moved back on the bed, slightly unsure of what to do. But Roman seems to know what he's doing and I trust him.

I let Roman gently push me down and crawl on top of me. I kept my hands on his shoulders, still ready to shove him away if the memories resurfaced too badly.

Roman kissed me gently, obviously trying to kiss my worries away. I was nervous, a lot. We've seen each other naked before, we've showered together. But it hasn't been anything sexual yet.

"Can I take off your hoodie and shirt?" Roman asked me.

"You first," I told him. Roman nodded as started undoing his outfit. He pulled the prince top off and then the black shirt underneath it.

Roman is pretty damn hot and muscular. He was muscular and fit but not in the overdone way. Anyone could tell his muscles were from years fighting and training in the Imagination.

A little bit of my worries went away as I traced my hands up and down the muscles. Roman smirked and slipped his hands under my shirt again.

I froze a bit again. Roman gave me a questioning look. I took a deep breath.

"I'm fine," I told him.

"Can I keep going?" He asked gently. "We can stop if you aren't ready."

"No, please," I begged. I was getting needy and Roman could tell.

Roman slid off my hoodie, discarding it on the floor. It was quickly followed by my purple shirt. My face blushed bright red as I thought about what Roman was seeing.

I'm skinny. Way to skinny. My hip bones and ribs are visible pretty badly. There's so many scars on my arms and sides. I'm disgusting.

"Beautiful," Roman mumbled, kissing his way across my chest. I shuddered at the feeling and the praise.

"I like that," I mumbled, letting out a little moan as Roman messed with the more sensitive areas of my chest.

"You like when I praise you baby?" He asked with a smirk. "When I tell you how adorable and cute you look. How good you are to me."

I just nodded in response. I liked this. This was so much better then what Corruption said during this. Probably just because of how Corruption insulted me, I wanted Roman to praise me.

Suddenly, someone bagged on the door loudly. I let out a small scream, both of us jumping in shock.

"YEAH! GET SOME ROMAN!" Remus screeched from the other side. "HAVE FUN YOU TWO~!"

Roman let out an annoyed sigh. I loosened my grip on him from grabbing onto him out of fear. It's honestly just instinct now.

"He means well," I said before Roman could go screaming at Remus.

"He didn't have to interrupt," Roman complained. I rolled my eyes and kissed him.

"You going to let it ruin this?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. Roman instantly became dominant again and pressed a passionate kiss to my lips.

"Of course not," He said. "Unless you want to."

"No, please just make me completely yours already," I whined, quickly back into a needy submissive mindset. That made Roman laugh.

"Where were we?" He mumbled, running his hands across my thighs. He pressed a quick kiss to my lips.

Roman moved off me and took of his pants. I could see the very big bulge in his boxers. I blushed again, making Roman smirk. He slipped his fingers into the belt loops on my jeans.

"Can I take off your pants," He asked, looking me in the eyes again. I nodded in response. Roman started undoing my pants, making sure I was comfortable the entire time.

He moved back up to my head, discarding my jeans on the floor. He started kissing me and grinding down on me a bit. I was already a moaning, horny, submissive mess.

And we all know what happened now...

~~~~Le TiMe sKiP cAuSe i WiLL nOt wRiTe SmUt~~~~~

Virgil POV
I slowly opened my eyes. Thankfully the blinds were shut, keeping the room mostly in darkness. The soft sound of rain against the roof sounded nice.

I could feel a warm arm draped over my side. Then a dull pain shot through my ass and I remember everything from last night. Everything past my hips was numb basically.

But I felt...completely okay. And safe. And loved. I didn't feel violated or scared in any way. This was nice. I can't describe how amazing Roman was and how he made me feel so good.

Roman was holding me closely to his chest, not that I'm complaining about this position. I let out a content sigh.

My movement caused Roman to stir a bit. I couldn't see his face but his breathing sounded like he was awake.

The small kisses that suddenly started getting pressed to the back of my neck confirmed it.

"My ass hurts," I mumbled. Roman laughed.

"Good morning to you too," He teased, moving to press a kiss to my cheek.

"G'Morning," I said.

"Are you doing okay?" Roman asked, laying back down. I could head the concern in his voice. He gently ran his hand up and down my side.

"Yeah, that was amazing," I told him. Roman smiled softly. "I can't feel my legs though."

"Guess I'll have to carry you around this morning," Roman sighed. "Woe is me."

"Yeah sure, that makes you real sad," I snickered.

"I love you so much Virgil," He told me, tightening his grip on me. I snuggled into his grasp, liking the feeling of warmth and safety I felt when I was in Roman's arms.

"I love you too Roman," I told him.