ALL OF YOU GUYS NEED TO GO READ littlecastiel SANDERS SIDES ONESHOT BOOK CAUSE THEY DID ONE WITH QUINN AND DEE AND IT MADE ME CRY

I'm too depressed to function at this point

Why would she go when she has everything

I'll mourn for a kid but won't cry for a queen

A few people challenged me

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TRIGGER WARNING : EXTREME CHARACTER DEATH AND GORE

Roman POV
It was Corruption. We never should have opened that door yesterday.

I stared numbly ahead of me at the six tombstones in front of me. Silent tears fell down my cheeks.

Even though Corruption was dead and gone forever, he didn't go down fighting. He took five of us with him. Leaving five of us left behind.

Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down
Shattered glass like the past, it's a memory now
Holding on to a dream
While she watches these walls fall down

I read over the tombstones again. Still in shock that they were actually dead now.

Patton Morality Sanders

Deceit (Dee) Sanders

Quinn Doubt Sanders

Remy Sleep Sanders

Evan Innocence Sanders

Wylan Sadness Sanders

And of course Draven's tombstone that we buried them all next to.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?

I will never forget how each of them died. It was traumatizing for me, and especially for all their partners.

Wylan died instantly. Not even trying to fight or defend himself. He said he couldn't do it anymore. Wylan let Corruption rip him apart and shatter his heart. Without his heart and key, Wylan died. An actual death he couldn't wake up from.

I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?

Patton died next. Barely the beginning of the battle. Corruption had him on his knees, a handgun with parasite laced bullets, to his head.

Logan tried to save him. Screaming at Corruption and running to Patton. But it was all too late. I'll never forget the look of completely sadness on Patton's face as the bullet shot through his skull. The dull thud his dead body made on the ground. And especially Logan's grief stricken face and terror filled scream.

At least Patton died pain free, the bullet killing him instantly.

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Corruption stole Deceit and Virgil's memories too, reverting them back to their dark side selves. He tried to with Remus but Evan managed to turn Remus back easily.

Deceit died next because of this. Still without his memories, Corruption had sent him to kill Quinn. I couldn't do much but watch as Deceit sat on top of Quinn and tried to strangle him.

Wrote it down on the walls, she was screaming it out
Made it clear, she's still here, are you listening now?
Just a ghost in the halls
Feeling empty, they're vacant now

Luckily, Quinn got through to Deceit, much like how Evan did to Remus. Breaking the spell that Deceit was under without the memory orb. But once Corruption realized the real Deceit has returned, he shot him in the gut.

Deceit died painfully, bleeding out in Quinn's arms. Quinn's screams and tear covered face will forever haunt me.

All the battles, all the wars, all the times that you've fought
She's a scar, she's the bruises, she's the pain that you brought

The day after the battle, a shot had rung out through the mindpalace. Logan and I rushed to Deceit and Quinn's old room.

Only to discover Quinn's dead body. His hand still holding the gun Corruption had used to kill the others. The back of his head was burst open from the bullet.
There was a blood splattered note next to him.

Dear everyone,
I can't live without Dee. I can't do this without him. It's not worth it anymore. I miss Dee too much and it's only been a day. Hopefully I can be with him now.
Goodbye, I'm sorry for this.
Love, Quinn

Logan decided after that incident to lock up the gun and it's remaining parasite laced bullets.

There was life, there was love
Like a light and it's fading out

Jumping back to the battle, it had only gotten worse after Deceit had died. We were loosing horribly to Corruption. He was too strong for us.

He tried to kill Emile, aiming his gun at him. But Remy jumped in front of Emile, taking the bullet straight to the heart.

He died instantly without any pain. But Emile's emotionally pain filled cries hurt just as much as seeing Remy's lifeless body.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?

Remus and I did finally managed to take down Corruption. Having to follow Corruption into his own domain, the shadows, to stab him to death.

Even after we thought that we finally defeated Corruption, he still had one more surprise for us. Somehow, on his deathbed, Corruption managed to shoot Evan.

Evan had run to Remus, the two sharing a love filled kiss. Both of them happy they had survived. But fate had other things in store for them.

I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?

Evan didn't scream as the bullet went right through his stomach. He just stepped away from Remus, shook overriding the pain filled look in his eyes.

Then the blood started to seep through his pink dress. He whispered 'I love you' to Remus before falling forwards.

He was unconscious instantly, probably in a lot of pain. Logan tried to save him, but he was too shaken from Patton's death to save Evan. Besides, the wound was deadly anyways. Laced in the parasite and it hit him right in the stomach.

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

I felt my heart breaking for Remus. It was only the second time I have ever seen Remus cry, he was sobbing. I could almost feel his heart breaking.

But here the four of us. Logan, Emile, Remus, and I. All staring at the now buried graves.

We all lost a piece of ourselves that fateful day that we will never get back.

~~~one months later~~~

Now it was just Logan, Emile and I left. Two more gravestones next to the six from the battle.

Virgil Anxiety Sanders

Remus Creativity Sanders

You've gotta let it go, you're losing all your hope

I was numb now. I lost both my brother and my boyfriend, the love of my life, in a month. I thought we would be fine after the battle. But oh was I foolish.

I don't know how Virgil died. But after the battle, Virgil never got his memories back. Corruption destroyed the orb with his memories, shattering it with Deceit's.

Nothing left to hold, locked out in the cold

Virgil never left his room, he refused to eat, and he rarely ever slept. His life became nothing but crying and panic attacks.

He remembered nothing except how Corruption treated him. He really did fall into that mindset that he was Paranoia and not Anxiety.

This caused Thomas extreme panic attacks and crippling anxiety. Virgil didn't even trust me.

Anytime anyone got near him, he would start screaming. The smallest things triggered him. He refused anything that could have saved him.

You painted memories then washed out all the scenes

It broke my heart seeing his mind so broken. But it broke it more when I went to his room, only to find his dead body.

Even Logan didn't know what killed him. It could've been malnourishment, sleep deprivation, the extreme panic attacks he would get. Logan speculated that it could've been suicide, based on the amount of self harm scars that littered his entire body.

Logan's explanation is that the blade was parasite laced or he died from the blood loss. Probably a bit of both.

I'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams

If Virgil's death seemed violent, Remus died a lot worse. I had found him drunk and angry outside the entrance to the Pit.

I tried to talk him out of it. Begged and even cried for him not to. But in the end, Remus still threw himself off the ledge. Letting himself get destroyed by the parasites. We don't even have a body to bury.

His last words he said to me were 'I'd rather die than live a life without Evan'.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?

I'll never get his screams as the parasites ate him out of my mind. Those sounds will haunt me forever.

Now it was just Logan, Emile and I.

~~~two months later~~~

There was a new tombstone now. I don't know how I feel about this one. I was never super close to him, but I still felt his death in my heart.

Emile Picani Sanders

I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?

Traits started dropping dead left and right all the time now for no reason. But I was surprised that this was how Emile went. I wouldn't have guessed a therapist would do something like that.

I was more than shocked to find Emile dead. An empty, once full, bottle of antidepressants next to him. Froth falling out of his mouth. His eyes open, but glossed over and dead.

He had a note. But it only said a few things.

I'm sorry. But I can't do this anymore.
I hope I see you soon Remy.

I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?

It was shocking, but wasn't surprising. He was extremely depressed after Remy's death. But I still didn't expect him to go to suicide.

Then again, everything's been wrong since Corruption died. No more videos. I haven't talked to Thomas in over a month now.

Thomas wasn't the same anymore. He was more emotionless and psychotic then ever, but very good at hiding it.

~~~three months later~~~

It's just me now. Sitting in front of the ten graves. Digging a gave and burying a casket yourself is hard and can drive you emotionally insane. I'm all alone.

Logan Logic Sanders

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
This broken home

Found dead in his room. Surrounded by his work he poured over to distract himself from Patton's death, strange cups, and an unhealthy amount of empty sleep inducing pill bottles.

I worried what was in the cup was parasite tainted water. But I'm not Logan, no where near close, I can't figure out how someone died if it isn't obvious.

Dragging his body out and burying it was traumatic. Maybe that's why I'm sitting here, shaking and sobbing. Corruption's gun with the parasite laced bullets sitting in front of me.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?

Maybe I'm crazy now, but I feel as if all the others are calling me to join them. To kill myself, so we can all be happy again. So I can be with Virgil. So I can see all the others again.

Maybe I'll finally be happy then. I reached for the gun, checking to make sure it was loaded. It was.

I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?

My entire body was shaking. I can't stay here by myself. I'm all that's left. All alone. Everyone else has died.

I'm sorry Thomas. I can't do this anymore. I raised the gun and placed it against the side of my temple. I could faintly hear the voices of the others in my mind, begging me to end it so we could finally be happy. Finally free.

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

I'm so sorry Thomas.

With that last thought, I pulled the trigger.

~~~the next day in the real world~~~

**news opening music thingy*

"Good evening America," Started the news lady, with a forced sad face for the camera. "I'm afraid I have some sad news. Earlier this morning, popular YouTube star, Thomas Sanders was found dead in his apartment."

**the screen flashes to a few pictures of Thomas**

"Sanders's two friend Talyn and Joan found Sanders dead on the floor of his apartment this morning. The cause of death is unknown. It's believed he died quickly and painlessly. For a strange reason, all brain activity stopped, instantly killing him. No one is sure as to why his brain stopped working. Despite the suspicious circumstances of his death, it's sad to say that Thomas Sanders is no longer with us."