Now or never! [END of BOOK 1]
Jungkook's pov
For the past three days, it's become increasingly apparent that Y/N is avoiding me. Every attempt I make to initiate a conversation results in her evading me. We hardly cross paths anymore.
I had grown accustomed to her presence, and this sudden silence was unbearable. I was at a loss as to why she was shutting me out. Y/N meant everything to me. I understand that she might not reciprocate my feelings romantically, and that's okay. All I ask is for her friendship, for her to treat me with the same warmth and kindness she always has.
As the door clicked open, signaling Y/N's return, I couldn't tear my eyes away from her. She entered, busying herself with her belongings before disappearing into her room without so much as a glance in my direction.
Today, I refuse to accept this silence. I need answers.
.....................
I cautiously approached Y/n's room, my heart pounding with anticipation. As I pushed open the door, I found her standing on the balcony, her gaze fixed on the stars twinkling in the night sky. She seemed lost in her own thoughts, a distant expression on her face.
"Y/N?" she flinched at the sound of my voice.
"J-Jungkook? Wh-what do you want?" Her voice trembled with uncertainty.
"What's been going on with you? Why have you been avoiding me for the past three days?" I demanded, my frustration bubbling to the surface.
"I-ignoring you??? No, I am not!" She protested weakly, her gaze fixed firmly on the ground.
"Yes, you are! And I don't even know why!" I retorted, my tone sharper than intended. I moved closer to her, gripping her arms gently in an attempt to coax a response. She still refused to meet my eyes. "Please...? Tell me if I've done something wrong. Did I hurt you unknowingly?" My voice softened, a pang of guilt washing over me.
"Jungkook... you kissed me." Her voice cracked with emotion as she finally met my gaze. "YES! JUNGKOOK, YOU KISSED ME!! Now you tell me why you did that??!!"
My hands fell from her arms as her words hit me like a ton of bricks. I wracked my brain, trying to recall the events of that night. "I didn't-" It slowly dawned on me that I had indeed kissed her, a faint memory but a reckless act driven by my own conflicting emotions.
"Answer me, Jeon Jungkook! WHY DID YOU KISS ME?! You know I love Taehyung! Then why? Why? WHY!" Tears streamed down her cheeks as she struggled to hold back her sobs.
I was at a loss for words. This wasn't how things were supposed to unfold. I had made a mess of everything. "It's because I LOVE YOU, Y/N! I couldn't help but fall for you. I tried to suppress my feelings, but I couldn't. I thought it was okay if it remained one-sided. I even fabricated an imaginary girlfriend so you wouldn't suspect anything. But I've only succeeded in betraying my friend and making a mess of everything! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... I feel helpless and ashamed of myself. I am truly sorry." My voice cracked with remorse.
"Jungkook..." She whispered, her voice barely audible over her muffled sobs. "I don't know what to do..."
Her words hung in the air, heavy with uncertainty. I felt a wave of anxiety wash over me, my hands trembling slightly. Taehyung? How could I compete with the memory of their four-year relationship? Was I just a friend to her, or did she feel something more? I struggled to make sense of my own emotions, unsure of where I stood in her heart.
y/n's pov
"Jungkook..... I don't know what to do..." Then, a sudden memory flashed in my mind.
I always want you to be happy, wherever you are. You are not chained to me. You are mine, but that doesn't mean you can't be free to redesign your life. Live your life, Y/N. I am always here to support your decisions. And no one can be a better partner than Jungkookie.
Those were Taehyung's words, penned in a letter before his passing. He wanted us to be together, knowing that Jungkook could love me as deeply as he did. Yet, I had been too consumed by guilt to consider accepting Jungkook's love. I had been holding myself back, forgetting to truly live. Jungkook's gaze remained fixed on me, waiting for a response.
Now or never!
Without hesitation, I closed the distance between us and pressed my lips to his, the urgency of the moment propelling me forward. He seemed stunned by my sudden boldness, frozen in place as our lips met. When I pulled back, his expression was one of bewilderment.
"What are you looking at?! Don't be sorry, you did the right thing. You got my answer, I guess?" I tried to break the tension, my voice laced with determination.
"Huh? Hmmm!" he mumbled, still processing the unexpected turn of events.
"C'mon, kiss me back, bunny! What are you waiting for?!" I teased, trying to lighten the mood.His eyes darkened with desire as he cupped my face firmly, pulling me into another kiss. This time, it was hungry and intense, fueled by our mutual desperation. We were both seeking solace in each other's embrace, finally allowing ourselves to indulge in the passion that had been simmering beneath the surface.
His lips were warm against mine, sending shivers down my spine as he nibbled gently on my lower lip. With a soft whimper escaping my lips, he lifted me effortlessly, my legs instinctively wrapping around his torso as his hands found purchase on my thighs.
As we broke the kiss, our foreheads pressed together, his ragged breath mingling with mine in the space between us. His scent enveloped me, intoxicating and comforting all at once. In that moment, I realized I had never experienced such intense emotions for Jungkook before, my past regrets fading into insignificance.
"I love you, baby. More than anything else in this world," his husky voice whispered, his words sending a surge of warmth through me.
"Love you too..."
He gently set me down, his thumb brushing away the tears that still stained my cheeks. Our lips met once more, this time with a fervor born of overwhelming emotions. In that kiss, I could sense Jungkook's profound sense of satisfaction and happiness, mirroring my own newfound freedom from guilt and hesitation.
Today, I discovered a new dimension to Jungkook. Today, he revealed himself in a different light, giving me a reason to believe in love once again. Today, he stands before me not just as a friend, but as a lover and a life partner. I yearn for a future filled with happiness alongside him, where every dark moment of my past fades into oblivion.
As for Taehyung, he will always hold a cherished place in my heart. Yet, I feel ready to move forward from my past, to forge a new path with my present. I want to script the story of Jungkook and me, with Taehyung residing in a special corner of both our hearts.
"Jungkook... Please, Don't leave me, ever." I whispered, clinging tightly to him.
"I promise to always Stay With You, Y/n. Forever," he vowed, sealing his promise with a tender embrace.
The End
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