Fuck It

A pair of strong arms engrossed him, and the crash sounds suddenly happened. Jimin screamed, and hid behind the person.

The car was stopped, and the two had moved very little. The person got out hurriedly. "Are you two okay?! I'm so sorry, you were suddenly there and-"

"It's okay. I'm a superhero, off duty, but still here. You're fine. I'll pay for the damage." It was defiantly Jungkook's voice. It was raspy and dry.

"Oh-oh you don't have to do that, I'm positive my insurance covers this..."

"If you're positive. Otherwise tell me. Superhero Jungkook. HQ will know what to do if you send them a letter.

"Thank you! A million times, thank you!" The lady smiled before bowing and leaving, phone out to make calls.

Jimin was still shaking in Jungkook's arms. "Y-you're okay?..." Jimin asked, looked up at him, but Jungkook looked away.

"I'm fine."

"O-okay...um...am I not allowed inside anymore?...sorry for being a burden..."

"I'm the burden here. You can spend the night yeah..." Jungkook started to walk back inside his house, getting a key and unlocking it. Jimin saw that the top window was open. They went inside silently.

Jimin heard Jungkook sniffle and he couldn't take it anymore. He ran up and gave him a back hug. The tightest one he could give currently. Jimin heard Jungkook start to cry his heart out, which made Jimin cry too. Jimin sobbed into Jungkook's sweater, and Jungkook simply started walking to his couch, pulling Jimin along, before moving him on top of him as he sat down. They cried together while hugging tightly, no words being spoken, all emotion being shown. They slowed down their crying eventually, and Jimin leaned away, looking at Jungkook. He wiped his tears before placing soft kisses all over his face. Jungkook softly started to cry again.

"Jungkook...I love you...you know that? Jin hyung didn't mean to take it that far...he was drunk...and I-I understand that whatever it is, you get to tell me. I won't snoop. I won't look into it. I won't pry. Because I love you." Jimin placed more kisses, the moonlight being the only thing lighting the living room, the curtains open.

"Y-yeah..." Jungkook hiccuped as he tried to stop crying. "I just...I got...I got so upset...I'm sorry you had to see that...Jin hyung is just protective and I know that...but that's a...a different line that he crossed." Jungkook looked down.

"Hey. We're going to go through it together okay? I won't leave you."

"Please...don't leave me..." Jungkook whispered, making Jimin's heart ache. What did this previous boyfriend do?...

"I won't. I'm here. I'm here Jungkook, right here." He hugged him as Jungkook started to cry again.

Jungkook hugged him closer. "I love...I love you...too..." Jungkook sounded scared.

"Jungkook...I fucking love you. You don't have to be afraid to say it back..."

"I...love you Jimin. I really do...but I am afraid. I can't help it..."

"I don't want to pry...but how much did he do?..."

"So much...I...I can't..."

"That's okay! Don't worry, I'll be as patient as you need me to. Just...just please don't ignore me..."

"Stay with me." Jungkook sniffed.

"What?"

"Stay with me for a while. A couple days, it doesn't matter. Just...please stay."

"I have work tomorrow...but I'll come right back after my shift. Okay? I'll bring you something from the cafe next door?"

"You don't need to bring me anything."

"You need to eat. Don't think I haven't noticed. You don't eat as much as everyone else. Or you deny food. I want you to eat." Jimin pulled away again to look at him, but Jungkook had closed his eyes.

"Mmm...I eat enough."

"You should sleep...it's late. Let's go to bed." Jimin tried to get up, but Jungkook held onto him.

"I want to stay like this."

Jimin smiled softly, knowing he couldn't say no. "If you get uncomfortable it's not my fault."

"There's no way I'd get uncomfortable with you around." Jungkook moved to the side so he was laying down, and Jimin laid on top of him.

"Goodnight Jungkook...I love you."

"Goodnight Jimin...I...love you too."

Jimin fell asleep to Jungkook's breathing chest, and Jungkook fell asleep from exhaustion.

~

Jungkook woke up first, slowly, groggily, and still sleepy. He couldn't help but smile though, as his sight fell on the older boys figure on top of him. He looked so soft and fluffy. Cuddles are amazing...especially with Jimin. Jungkook smiled fondly at him. There was nothing else that mattered right now. Just Jimin...and him, on the couch having a slow morning. Well...Jungkook remembered Jimin had work...but Jungkook ignored that and pulled Jimin closer.

Jungkook sighed in content. "There's nothing better then this." Jungkook whispered to himself, but earned a sleepy smile from Jimin as he woke up.

"Kookie~" Jimin adjusted to a more comfortable position.

"Morning...baby..." Jungkook smiled, carefully using his words.

"Morning...don't be afraid to call me pet names. I like them." Jimin smiled softly, making Jungkook's heart melt.

"Okay. I...it's too early, nevermind." Jungkook closed his eyes again.

"For what? Whatever it is I'll listen to it." Jimin scooted up a little to be closer to Jungkook's face and rubbed his eyes to wake up a little.

Jungkook mentally battled. He wanted to ask them so badly...but maybe it was best to wait. "You have work." Jungkook told Jimin an unimportant fact, making Jimin pout a little.

"Yeah...it's fine. Namjoon hyung kinda owns the place, so I'm okay if I skip."

"You shouldn't skip work."

"You shouldn't keep things from me, but hey, not everybody gets what they want."

"You don't want to know me. The past? It sucks. It's bad. I don't want you to pity me..." Jungkook opened his eyes to look at Jimin. "I never want you to pity me..."

"I'll never pity you! I don't want you to feel like I'm...going to hurt you on purpose. If I ever do, it's unintentional." Jimin looked at him, and watched Jungkook avoid his eyes. "So please...tell me whatever you wanted to ask." Jimin was more awake now.

"I just...it's dumb stuff, I don't have to..."

"It's valid. Ask away."

"Okay, it's just some simple questions I guess, but I guess I have to ask them? Do you mind me singing in the shower? Or perhaps eating a lot? Or touching you unconsciously? Or cuddling in the mornings? Do you mind if I skip runs in the morning just to spend time with you? What about the tone I speak to you with? Or-"

"Jungkook wait! I can't answer all of them if you keep asking questions. But you're...you're really starting to concern me." Jimin sat up and leaned down, caressing Jungkook's face. "Why are you asking these questions?" Jimin felt terrible suddenly.

"I have to." Jungkook looked like he believed the words he said.

"Jungkook...just how much did he do to you?..." Jimin spoke quietly.

"I don't want to talk about it. I'd just like to know the answers to these questions..." Jungkook didn't look at Jimin.

"But Jungkook..."

"No Jimin. You said you won't push me. So please...let me take my time." Jungkook slowly looked at Jimin. "Please..."

Jimin sighed. "Okay. I won't push you."

"...so the questions?..."

"They're that important? Please sing in the shower, it feels homely and I bet your voice is amazing. You don't eat enough...so please eat a lot. Umm..." Jimin tried to remember the other questions. "Okay, yes please touch me unconsciously, always. It makes me feel wanted...cuddling is amazing, and I want you to always be with me so I feel selfish about that..."

"So skipping runs is okay?"

"Of course. Why wouldn't it be? And your tone, if you're angry, I don't mind if you raise your voice. Emotions are good to show, as long as it's not physical. Physical is bad and too far."

"Yeah...it is..."

"Jungkook..."

"You said you won't pry..."

"I love you. I really do love you." Jimin kissed his nose before glancing at his lips. "I really do..."

"...I...love you too..." Jungkook blushed, knowing that Jimin was looking at his lips. "Kiss?"

Jimin slowly smiled. "You're so soft in the morning...I love it."

"Maybe I'll move my runs to the afternoon if you're gunna be like that."

"You're fit enough, you don't have to run everyday. You're a hero, you move a lot anyway."

"Mmmm~ kiss?"

"Needy~ you're lucky I like your needs. But also...kiss me whenever. I want people to be jealous that I'm you're soulmate. And that you're mine." Jimin leaned closer and gave him a quick kiss, and pulled away.

"That wasn't a kiss! That doesn't count..."

"It's still a kiss."

"...that doesn't prove...that you're mine..." Jungkook pouted.

"Oh that's so adorable." Jimin moved closer and kissed him, trying to pull away again, but Jungkook had other ideas. Jungkook put his hand on the back of Jimin's head pulling him closer to slam their lips together, making Jimin gasp in surprise. Jungkook took that as an opening to slide his tongue inside Jimin mouth, making Jimin widen his eyes. Jungkook held the dominance, sitting up slightly as they kissed, fully awake now. He broke away finally, catching his breath. He touched his own lips carefully.

"You...you don't mind that?" Jungkook asked, his cheeks slightly red.

"Oh...fuck. Wow, I-I'm winded. Jungkook, do that whenever, I'm so okay with making out." Jimin smiled at Jungkook's cuteness.

"You're sure?"

"Jungkook...out of everyone, you don't have to be cautious around me. I like it when you're reckless." Jimin smiled a little more with a questionable glint in his eyes, making Jungkook clear his throat.

"Okay, yeah, I'll keep that in mind." He look to the side again, his fingers still on his lips.

"Don't get naughty thoughts~"

"S-shut up."

"Oh so you did? I'm glad I have that effect on you." Jimin smirked a little.

"No, no...you're imagining it. There's no way I'll admit, if it were true, that I get naughty thoughts about you. No way."

"But isn't that implying you do?"

"I said if it were true."

"Ah yes, sure sure. Just admit it. There's nothing to be ashamed about. It's pretty normal for us at our age to have sexual thoughts, and it's even more normal for those thoughts to be about your soulmate." Jimin basically purred the last part of the sentence in Jungkook's ear, making Jungkook shiver and grow even more red.

"I...will not admit it."

"Why not babe?~ it's perfectly normal." Jimin smirked as he scooted, making sure he rubbed Jungkook's dick through his sweatpants, earning a small gasp from Jungkook who immediately sat up.

"D-don't. Not that. It's to early."

"God...you're so attractive. So fucking perfect..." Jimin adjusted to Jungkook's sudden movements, making sure he was still sitting on him.

"I'm not perfect."

"To me you are. You're so...wow. I can't even explain it, you're just perfect." Jimin smiled and hugged Jungkook.

"Can every morning be like this?"

"I want it to be. I like it...my mornings are usually rushed and cold."

"Why cold?"

"I have trouble producing enough body heat sometimes, I'm just more naturally cold. But you? You're like a heater...I'm already used to it."

"I'm glad you like that..."

"Yeah? Why do you like it?"

"Cause...I do."

"Ah. Another thing huh."

"Yeah..."

"How did I not realize before though? When you...god, I'm kinda really dumb...of course it wasn't just because we were hero and villain. It was cause your previous relationship was bad...I should've been able to tell...I wouldn't have been so forward immediately." Jimin started to ramble onto Jungkook.

"What? No no no, you're not in the wrong. I didn't say anything, and I didn't mind it that much...it made me feel different than before..."

"How different?"

"Well...before...before it was...nevermind, sorry..." Jungkook looked down avoiding eye contact yet again. Jimin regretted his question already.

"No, it's okay. I forgot again, I'm not going to push."

"No...you should know, just not today."

"Yeah. Not today."

They laid on the couch for many more hours, cuddling, kissing, only getting up for food. But Jimin couldn't help but think of the past boyfriend Jungkook had...and just how much did he do to his precious soulmate.

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