I was with Emily for a bit after the interview, she was a nice girl and I wanted to just talk to her. About other things other than the fact that she knows who I am now.

Emily wanted to know about me, but I had nothing to say other than what has been happening recently. So that's what I told her, I told her about Sean, Mark, Dark, and Anti. Oh god did I ever talk about him. I had so much to say about him. Emily found It quite amusing.

"It sounds like you love him." Emily commented. I stayed silent. That may be true, but they don't need to know that.

"That's Stockholm syndrome Y/N. It's not healthy." Celine said.

"It's different." I muttered. Emily put her hand on my shoulder.

"I understand."

I sighed as a few tears escaped my eyes. I wanted him back and I fucked it up by going on this fucking stupid 'adventure'. I cried harder and closed my eyes.

I just want him back

I woke up in the room again. I looked around and when the lights turned on, I was in Marks house. I was back in the bathroom. I looked at my wrist, It had the bracelet on it again. The shower turned on and I could hear someone walk down the hallway.

I got out of my clothes and walked into the shower again. I let out a sigh of relief, letting the water burn away my every thought. A few moments later I was the outline of Anti come into view. I smiled and turned around. I knew he was behind me, But I didn't want to turn around. A tear escaped my eye.

"You can turn around ya know." Anti explained.

I wiped the tear from my eye and turned around.

Still like I remember I smiled.

"You seen happier than a few seconds ago." He laughed.

"Just missed you like you wouldn't believe."

Anti smiled. I missed this so much. I turned around and felt something cold hit my back I shivered at the touch.

"Just soap ya doof."

I giggled.

"I like when you laugh." Anti said.

I turned around with just as much embarrassment as before.

"Hey, I promise I won't make a move, I just want to see your face again."

"What do you mean again?" I asked.

"As sad as it is, this is all a dream. I put it in your head as well as mine so I could see you again."

I started to cry. Anti pulled me into a hug.

"It's going to be alright, I miss you like you couldn't imagine. I'm so sorry for everything that I did, because of my cowardliness, and my anger. I got rid of the most Important thing in my life."

I tried to talk but I couldn't.

"You are the most Important thing to ever happen in my life, whether you know It or not. I want to be there for you more."

I pulled away from him and looked at his eyes.

"I will be better."

I grasped his shoulders and kissed him. I couldn't handle being away from him this long.

I tried to pull away from him, but Anti put his arms on the low of my back and pulled me back in.

For what felt like forever we just stood there. Not knowing what to say. I didn't want him to leave.

"It's almost up Y/N..." Anti whispered.

I hugged him.

"Please just come back to me." I whispered.

"I'm looking for Sean too."

I said nothing.

"I'm going to kill him for what he did to you and everyone else."

"But if you kill him, You'll die too." I cried.

Anti said nothing for a bit.

"It's alright Y/N, I'll see you again someday. You'll see.

Everything started fading out of view.

"No please!" I cried out.

"I'll always be in your imagination."

The world went black and when I woke up, I was beside Dark and he was holding me tight.

"Why are your clothes different?' Dark asked.

I looked down at my clothes, It was a black tank-top and dark green pajama bottoms. I looked at my hair. It was wet. Like I was just in a shower.

"What happened Y/N?" Emily asked.

He's going to die because of me