Not Real

"Alright. We'll do this together." Anti smiled.

"Where are you? Out there?" I asked.

"When you wake up, I'll already be with you. Then, we need to leave. Leave Mark, Dark, everything."

"I'm scared." I admitted.

"I know, I am too."

Anti spun me around again and brought me back to his chest.

"We can do this, but I need you to promise me something."

"What do you need?" I asked.

"If you get out alive, I need you to move on without me."

I flinched, I wouldn't leave until I was sure Sean was gone. Though, I wouldn't leave that place without Anti at my side.

"I'm not leaving without you." I insisted. Anti sighed.

"I suppose I can't tell you after I'm gone. But I still don't want you to die because of me."

I smiled. I respected that he didn't force me to stay behind. But I could also see the hurt in his eyes when he said I could go with him.

"Anything else you want to do before we go?" I asked. Anti thought for a moment.

"Well, there's a number of things I would happily do with and to you. But It's not exactly appropriate." Anti smirked.

I put my arms around his neck and smiled.

"What would to do to me?"

Anti sucked in breath, and stayed silent 

"Well... It would be nice.. But I'd rather be surprised by that stuff though." I smirked. Anti laughed.

"That's true."

I sighed. There was a lot of things I wanted to say. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. Anti grabbed my hand and kissed it.

"Is there anything you want to do before you wake up?" Anti asked.

There was so many things that I wanted to do with him. There always something to do. Something I wanted to do. Sometimes I prayed for things to do with him. Things I wanted to say, escaped my mind just as quick as they were thought up. I had nothing, my mind was blank with unreachable questions.

"I don't know." I replied meekly.

"You don't have to do this if you don't want to." Anti smiled.

"No, that's not it. I just don't want to lose you, out there."

Anti stayed silent.

"Like, what if I wake up and you're not there? What do I do then?" I asked, getting aggravated that the truth of what would be, seemed farther and farther away every time I brought it up.

"I'll be there. I promise."

I sighed, there had to be a flaw in this plan somewhere. But I don't understand how Anti can be optimistic about this. What If I die? What If we can't find him. What If Sean kills himself before we can find him? What If for some reason Sean doesn't die? There was too many questions but never enough time to answer them all.

"I think It's time for us to wake up." Anti whispered, kissing my forehead, I smiled.

"I'm ready if you are."

"Alright." Anti grabbed my hand and put it at his chest, around where his heart would be. "Just close your eyes. This will all seem like a dream."

I laughed. "This is a dream."

Anti smiled and closed his eyes. "Right."



"Almost forgot that this wasn't real."



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