YUNA'S POV

They say... time heals... But i say, "sometimes we needn't wait for time. Just make every moment, the best one. Past is past, present is present. Let's live where we are... if time is cruel, let's just ignore it and try to be happy..."

I look at myself in the mirror... and for the last time I see my reflection through this mirror. Suddenly everything flashes through my mind all over again

I'm currently 17 years old. On the exterior, I'm like a queen. I earn money through social media and have over a thousand of suscribers... I get hundreds of likes within seconds of posting

But on the interior, I would say, I'm a little broken. Euntae, my brother was my everything...

Euntae was such a good brother... but he... isnt in the world anymore

~flashback to 5 days back~

The sound of the sirens overwhelm my ears and I burst out crying...

"What happened to Euntae? What happened to him?" I scream. But I get a cold stare

Although after sometime I hear...
"I'm sorry, Mrs choi... we couldn't save your son" I heard the doctors say to my parents... he got into an accident and left the world... and left me into a deep desire and dilemma of staying alive or finally meet my brother up there

*end of flashback*

"No..." slips out of my mouth again. It feels like a thousand knives pierced through my heart

The whole world seems to fall down and mirror breaks down into pieces... everything shatters

"Yuna? How long will you take to-" I hear Jihoon say as he sees me in tears again

He treads towards me and hugs me tight. "Don't worry... I'm here. Everything will be okay" he says

Jihoon is my best friend.

After Euntae died... I decided to leave my hometown since I already got money from social media and my personal blog

Jihoon is also going to Seoul. We are planning to stay together since we know each other since childhood but recently, we have become extremely good friends

"Come.. let's go" he says

I nod. "Just one minute. I'll check my bedroom.. if I've left anything" I say

I enter my bedroom... it's cold, without life.

I take a last glance at my study table when I realize I left my diary so I pick it up and glance once more at my room, before I leave completely

I tread towards the garden where I see Euntae's pomeranian, Eli... the pomeranian seems lifeless without its owner, who is lifeless himself

It's time I move on, though.

I leave the house, knowing that my parents wouldnt care less to check if I was there or not. I spent most of my time with my friends or in a part time job.

One fine day, Jihoon told me to get Instagram. That's when I started posting pictures and wrote blogs... everyone praised my beauty, which I myself didnt like a lot. I was happy I got the likes and views, though

Social media was after all, a place I could hide my true identity... a scarred and young girl who is lost in life.

When Jihoon and I reach the airport, we grab a meal before the boarding starts.

"Seoul, we are coming" Jihoon says with excitement and I chuckle

"By the way, most of your followers are from Seoul. I'm sure most people will know you there" jihoon mentions

"Aah! But I dont like attention" I pout.

"You secretly do" he says

"No I dont" I say

"Yes you do" he jokes

"Whatever" I roll my eyes.

After sometime when we finally reach seoul and I grab my luggage, messages pop up.

Stuff like:
YUNA~
How long have you not posted anything? Are you alright?

Hey! Is everything okay? You're not online or active anymore

>||< did I make things weird by confessing? Why are you inactive now...

Shake my head. I should probably post a picture that I'm in Seoul now.

"Jihoon, come here dude. Let's take a picture" I order.

"Sure, miss beauty" he jokes

We take a selfies and I post it on Instagram, also I reply to the messages

I sigh, it's so hard to put on a mask... but after all, I have to put on a mask. I doubt I'll get so much love if everyone finds out about my past... about the sins I did. No one would want to talk to me anymore, knowing how my past was...

I almost get in the car when someone approaches me and says, "arent you Yuna? The social media influencer? May I take a photo with you?"

I agree with the prettiest smile ever.

It's okay if my past was scarred... it's never too late to make the present the best moment, and chnage yourself to a better person.

Like I said... sometimes we needn't wait for time. Just make every moment, the best one. Past is past, present is present. Let's live where we are... if time is cruel, let's just ignore it?

Seoul is my new home. New education. New friends. New life. And I'll never ever be that cursed kid again. I'll never make such mistakes again because my lifestyle will be loads different

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Ahhhh I hope y'all liked it
Yes I know yuna's past is dark but that's her character... I'm sorry for her :<

It's me, phoebe

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