our past; chp26

YUNA POV

Just when I was about to start, the waiter comes up with our order and places it on the table.

Really? Now? I say to myself.

"Ok never mind foods here!" I joke and we start eating. 

I take my phone out and click a few pics to share this amazing experience with my followers.

"What are you doing?" Yoongi asks me while eating.

"Trying to get good pictures for the gram duhh!!" I say and he looks at me dumbfounded.

"Sure, social influencer girl" he says. "In your old post, everyone thought we were a couple and you moved on from Jihoon haha" he jokes

"Yah!" I roll my eyes

"Wait, this place is boring, let's go there and eat." He suggests pointing towards the lake where people were sitting peacefully on the benches.

"Sounds good let's go." We pick our food and head over there and sit on one of the benches.

"Ahh much better!" He exhales and takes a big bite of his hamburger.

"So you were saying.. something. ?" He suddenly asks.

He is interested.

"Oh ya, so before I start please promise me you won't judge me... and won't think I'm weird.."

"Well you already are weird so go ahead.." he jokes, I look at him with a death stare and he gulps.

"Hey! I was just joking, of course I won't judge you !!" He finally agrees.

"As I already said before.... I'm adopted, which is itself a really weird thing about my life... apart from that, I've never really experienced the love... of a parent for the child, I've never received it in any way, let's just say I was not even a daughter for her, my mom. I was just like a slave.."

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"Well my so called mom didn't love me, except for my dad... he was and still is the only one who cares about me. My mom didn't even consider me as hers, that uh really hurt me, but I was atleast happy that I had my father, my dad who loved me and didn't make me feel like an orphan" I tell him trying to hold back my tears.

"My dad was really sick too, mom was frustrated about it... cuz she thought I was the one who caused that, even though I was the most concerned person in the house regarding his sickness."

"Only me and euntae cared about our father... mom was just... too busy pointing out my faults and weaknesses."

"I'm so sorry.... I cant imagine how much pain you've been  through..." He says  after listening to me.

I look down and continue, "euntae was my everything.. my life... but god took him away from me right when I needed him the most.." I say and smile.

"When did he... uh pass away..?" He asks curiously.

"It's been a month since he passed away.. life's been difficult since then haha.." I explain while fighting back my tears, but I fail and start tearing up.

"Hey hey! Don't cry please...!" Yoongi assures me and comes closer to me.

"I can't help it.. " I say and wipe them off my face.

While I was busy controlling my tears I feel someone wrap their arms around me, I looked at yoongi surprised at his sudden action.

He pulled me into a warm hug.. something that I'd received after ages.

"I know you'll kill me later but for now I think you need this the most.." he says softly and hugs me.

I don't know why I feel so protected around him? Like I've never felt this before... apart from euntae no one really hugged me like this and comforted me.

How can someone so cold and short tempered be this soft and warm at the same time?

Thoughts after thoughts. I didn't realise that I was hugging him for 5 minutes straight, he didn't mind pulling away either...

I slowly pull away and flash the warmest smile.

"Umm thanks for that... I think I really needed it!" I spoke.

"No problem, just didn't want you to feel more depressed about it.."

"It's just... thinking about euntae makes me really sad... and I can't control it..." I say trying to keep my tears in.

"I know how it feels... I've lost a loved one as well at the end of the day... guess we both have something in common atleast." He says with a warm smile.

"Thanks for understanding me yoongi"

"Don't thank me, I know how you feel."

"Anyways let's not talk about this ok? It's getting depressing.. let's talk about something light? What you say?" He suggests.

"Sure!" I exclaim.

We spend hours talking about random things, the view of the lake in front of us, the cold breeze, the birds chirping around, .. it was really peaceful.

I honestly didn't know I could open up and talk about so many things with yoongi... it was so different... he felt different... I feel something ... a connection. That I've never felt with anyone.

" well it's getting dark in here, should we leave?" I suggest.

"Yeah I guess we should get going."

We leave the park and head over to our car.

I get in but yoongi suddenly stops.

"What's wrong?" I ask in confusion.

"I'll be back wait in here." He says and closes the door.

"Weird."

I take my phone out and start scrolling through insta and read people's comments on my post.

-:
"𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚐 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚘𝚘 𝚢𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚖𝚖𝚖!!!!!"

"𝚆𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚖 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠!"

Then one comment gets my attention.

"𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎??"

Well what if it was a date disguised as a stroll in the park? I don't know why I feel I'm getting closer to him, and I don't mind it. But why do I feel this?

I hear the car door open and see yoongi with two softie ice creams in his hands.

I can't believe it- this man likes sweet stuff too-?

"Well I wanted this day to end on a sweet note." He jokes and hands me the Ice cream.

"Are you serious! This is my favourite flavour! Cookies and cream!" I exclaim In excitement.

"Oh really? It's my favourite too!"

"I didn't know you were this considerate grumpy pants" I tease.

"Well not always."

We finish our dessert and head home.

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Well This was adorable wasn't it!!!?? He's so cute TT

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