"A-al.." I gasped breathlessly between the deep tongue wrestling kiss, he pulled away with a string of saliva connected to our lips and hovered above me bringing his hand up to my face where he then shoved three fingers into my mouth. "Suck," he ordered with a lustful glare.

In confusion I did as he said and ran my tongue over the digits covering them with my saliva as he slowly undid my pants with his free hand and particularly ripped them off along with my boxers, he pulled his fingers away from my mouth and lowered it down. "I love you, Mattie..." He muttered as he inserted a finger in my entrance causing me to yelp. "W-what are you doing! F-fingers aren't supposed to b-be in there!" I gasped in discomfort.

He chuckled and inserted another finger scissoring me as I squirmed underneath him. "You look so cute like this...under my control.." He said in a breathy pant and inserted the last finger and moved all three digits around hitting a jumble of nerves making me moan loudly. "Found it." He said with a smirk and pulled out his fingers.

My hands were recently tied to the bedpost by a red lace Alfred had found in a drawer, I looked over at him as he unzipped his pants and took off his boxers to show his huge and hardened erection, my eyes widened with fear. "W-wait.." I barely said above my usual quiet voice, "Just calm down.." He whispered and shoved himself inside of me.

My back arched as an unbearable pain filled my lower area a few tears trailed down my cheeks and he started to thrust I screamed out in pain. "A-al...i-it hurts!" I cried aloud. "It'll get better." He said between pants, a sudden wave of pleasure then came over me and a loud and throaty moan escaped my lips, he deepened himself inside of me and hit my prostate which made my vision go white and I began to see stars.

The once quiet room was now filled with my moans and Alfred's loud grunts. "D-damn you're too tight.," Alfred complained with a pant, he grabbed a hold of my waist and brought himself out and quickly pounded back inside of me, a feeling of both pain and pleasure overcame my body as loud moans and cries escaped my lips.

He quickened his pace hitting harder each time he thrust. "A-al I'm going to!-" before I knew it I came all over Alfred's bare chest and my body then felt warm inside as he himself filled me up inside, with a sigh he pulled out and tiredly untied my bounded hands before collapsing on the bed and pulled me close pressing me tightly against his chest. "Now do you forgive me, Mattie?" he asked.

A bright blush colored my cheeks. "Y-yes.." I stammered and hid my face in my hands. "I really do love you, Matthew, it's not a lie." His voice was much softer now, I uncovered my face and looked up at him. "Really?.." I asked in curiosity. He smiled and nodded. "I... I love you too Alfred." I said and kissed his cheek.

I rested my head on his bare chest and listened to his strong and steady heartbeat, his chest rumbled as he chuckled and trailed his hand through my hair. "You're so cute.." He mumbled quietly. "Am not.." I protested with a frown. "Don't deny it.." He smiled "... I need to leave when Arthur comes.." His smile faded suddenly.

"That's fine I guess." I sat up slowly feeling sore around my lower areas. "I'm sorry if I hurt you, Mattie." Alfred apologized and sat me on his lap giving me a kiss on my cheek. "I just couldn't control myself..but hey at least you're not a virgin anymore right?" he smiled jokingly, I rolled my eyes. "Right..." I mumbled and rested my head on his chest again.

I closed my eyes and found myself being pulled into a dreamless sleep, the sound of Alfred's heartbeat was like a lullaby to me. I was later awoken by Alfred who shifted me off from his lap and carefully laid me on the bed covering me with the blanket. "Good night Mattie." He whispered and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. "Even if you can't hear me I want you to know...that I always knew you were there... I always had my eyes on you."

I was then alone in my room with nothing but the sound of the wind that shook the trees to calm me from the darkness that terrified me, I could hear stumbling and furniture being dropped to the ground signaling me that my papa was home and drunk which surprised me greatly.

I woke up at around five in the morning, with a painful groan I sat up slowly and stretched my sore muscles, I stumbled out of bed and almost instantly fell on the ground. Memories from last night then replayed in my mind causing my cheeks to heat up, my bare body was exposed and I could see the bruises Alfred left on me. I stood up carefully and slowly staggered to the bathroom where I took a warm shower and dressed into fresh clothes.

When I arrived back in my room I was surprised to see Alfred sitting on my bed with a smile placed upon his lips. "Hey there Mattie." He greeted. "H-hi Alfred..." I stammered with a blush coloring my face. "Are you feeling alright?" he asked quickly with a flash of worry filling his sky blue eyes. "I'm perfectly fine don't worry about it." I smiled at him. "Alright if you say so...oh I also saw France in the living room, he didn't look so good," Alfred added in concern.

I froze at his words. "..he was drinking last night..that's odd because he rarely goes out these days especially if its to get drunk... I think something bad happened." I explained feeling a bit of worry grow in my stomach. "Whoa, you okay Mattie? You look a little pale.." Alfred said worriedly, and then it suddenly hit me. "Oh please, no.," I uttered in shock, I quickly ran downstairs to check on my papa but only met with a torn up living room. "This can't be happening.." My heart hammered against my chest. "Mattie what's wrong!? Where'd France go?" Alfred asked in worry.

The only thing I feared most was happening and I couldn't even do anything to stop this nightmare. "...Alfred, I need your help to find France...my papa is going through a relapse." Why was this happening? Why now? After being heartbroken for many years my papa struggled with staying happy, he would always drown himself in alcohol to numb his never-ending pain but today I knew it was different. And I had to find him quick before things could get worse.

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Hi! This was my first attempt on doing a lemon scene so sorry if it sucked! 😣 (Ps: I'll try to make the chapters longer.)