(Matt whimpred as he got up limping slightly. He limped to his room and  closed the door. He collapsed onto his bed and hugged a pillow tightly. Matt hated this he hated himself for being so weak and useless. He needed to get away but he couldnt bring himself too. What if she hurt edd?

Matt hated himself for being so weak. If only he was as strong as tom or evan tord... matt got up from if bed and walked over to his dresser. He pulled out a small box and took out a small silver blade. He promised edd he wouldnt do this ever agian but then agian he was weak.

He pulled up his sleeve and made five small cuts. He watched as the blood  flowed from the wounds. He thought about leaveing them to heal themselves but walked into his bathroom and bandiges his wounds. He took a first aid kit out from under the sink. As he cleaned up his arm he could hear the frount door opening. He quickly scrambled to get everything hidden. He didnt want nari or edd so see it.   

Matt opend the door to the bathroom. His hoodie and overcoat both covred the cuts he just made. Matt shighed and walked to the kitchen were he saw edd and tom. He smiled and looked down. He shighed and started to help them put away some food. 

Tom shighed and rolled his eyes "matt we don't need help"   Edd glanced over and smacked toms shoulder. "To stop being so rude" tom scoffed and walked off to his room leaveing edd and matt. Edd shook his head and shighed. "Im sorry matt toms just angry i put him on a no smirnoff diet."  Matt shook his head. "No its fine".

__toms pov__

I walk upstairs grumbleing. "Stupid no smirnoff diet"  i pushed open matts door and began to look around. I had stored a few bottles of smirnoff somewere in here. Why? Becuse matt dosnt drink. And also edd never checks his room becuse its a mess and i almost got eaten by socks one time. But at this point im Desperate. As i begin to look around something shiny catches my eye. It was laying inder matts pillow. I shrugged it off and looked under matts dresser. "Were did i put it...?" 

I walked over to matts bed and looked under it. I smiled and grabbed three bottles. While i was there i picked up the shiny rey thing and took a closer look. 

It was a blade

I dropped the blade and looked on matts bed. On his bed were afew red spots. I grabbed the blade and run downstairs. I pulled edd into the bathroom and turned on the fan. 

"What the hell tom"

"Dont 'what the hell tom' me look!"

I put the blade on the kitchen sink and edd looks at it. He looks up at me

"Were was this..."

"Matts room"

"Do you think he..."

I nod. Edd hugs me tightly an i hug him back

"He told me he would stop.."