yoongi had finally calmed down and moved away from taehyung not wanting to show the younger exactly how weak he is. he backed away awkwardly and looked down at the floor "i should really get back to my studio... i have a song to finish.." taehyung sighed "but hyung, you need to eat." yoongi just shook his head and made his way to the bathroom door and turned to look at the younger, a fake smile pulling at his lips but didn't reach his eyes "hyung will eat... you go make sure you get some food yeah?" with that yoongi was out of the bathroom and back into his and jin's shared bed room hoping not to see jin, but he wasn't that lucky. he quickly composed himself "hi hyung" he spoke quietly. he wouldn't of spoke at all if jin hadn't of looked up from the book he was reading when he had entered the room. jin just hummed slightly but wasn't really paying any real attention to the younger boy.

so yoongi grabbed one of his bigger backpacks and stuffed some clothing in them along with anything else that he thought he may need while staying at the studio. once he was all packed up he quickly left the bedroom and practically ran to the front door, almost running into hoseok as he did so, which earned him a shove and being called an idiot. he let out a sigh as he finally got to the front door, feeling eyes burning into the back of his head as he opened the door, of course the other member were watching him leave with the exception of taehyung, jin and hoseok. he closed the door behind him but not before hearing the members mumbling about how they were glad he was finally leaving. he bit his bottom lip as he started his walk to his studio. trying to think back to were it all went wrong, trying to find an explanation to explain why the members suddenly started hating him so much. shaking it off he  walked into his studio and locked the door behind him. he dropped his bag down onto the small sofa that was in the studio which he would sleep on more than he would sleep in his bed at the dorm. off he was back on his computer to finish off producing a song he had to finish. it took around two hours for him to finally finishing, after saving it and sending a copy to his manger he let out a yawn and decided to take a nap on the sofa, he got his kumamon blanket out  and snuggled up on the sofa to take a quick nap. 

waking up to the sound of his stomach groaning for food was not a first for yoongi, but that didn't mean he was actually going to eat anything. instead he was back on his computer and looking up comments on their video's lets just say this gave him more reason not to eat, and just in general think bad of himself as he read the hate comments, sure some of the comments the other member got were hate to be they would be more loving ones and positive ones that out weighted the negative ones, but not for yoongi, they were all hate with comments like:

'he can't even rap, whys he in this group?'

'his so ugly'

'look how fat his getting'

'his worthless, they'd be better off without him'

this list could go on but yoongi agreed with every last one of them. he knew they were all true. he let out a sigh and stopped looking at the comments, tears built up in his eyes but he refused to let them out. he moved away to his over desk and started writing down song lyrics for a new song, but he didn't know why he was even trying he knew that they would just reject the song like they had many times before, but he carried on anyway. once he had finished writing lyrics and using his keyboard piano to come up with notes for the song he  typed it all up and sent it all over to his manger. now it was just having to wait to get yet another email saying that it wasn't good enough. frowning he read through some more things he needed to do and completed them. he was called by his manger saying that he was needed at the office to discuss their comeback that was in a few weeks time.

he didn't say much in the meeting know that he would just be ignored or have his idea rejected and he couldn't take much more of the rejection, he was already getting rejected by his members and fans he didn't it from elsewhere. he just ended up agreeing with whatever was suggested, once upon a time when he had been somewhat liked he would of giving suggestions and such but not anymore. he was back to the boy from before joining bighit. the boy who struggled with his depression and social anxiety and that was honestly scary for him to think about, knowing that he was going back down that path. at the end of the meeting the manger turned to yoongi with a pitying smile "yoongi, we are rejecting the lyrics you wrote, but we will using the backing music you made for it. Namjoon will write a decent song that will fit it better " yoongi just nodded as he heard a few of the other boys sniggering, it was always the same. but of course he just let it go "okay.." he didn't bother looking up at the others he knew they were dying to laugh at his failure.

leaving the meeting yoongi was the first one to leave, rushing back to his studio not wanting to hear what any of the members had to say about his latest failure at writing a decent song. he got into the studio shutting the door and sliding down it , knees pulled up to his chest as he started rocking himself back and fourth, he really was worthless. after some time of thinking he finally got up. there was one thing yoongi was sure about and that was after the come back he was leaving, he would leave bangtan and leave the whole world of music behind. he didn't want this anymore, well he did want to be able to what he is doing now, but not like this, not being a failure and being the person that everyone seems to hate and lets face it, he wasn't needed in the group, they had two perfectly good rappers, along with four amazing vocalists. they would be fine without him. 

they didn't need him 

he didn't need to stay...

he was useless....

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