yoongi was sat in his studio where he had been for almost week, he hadn't really had any contact with anyone from the group or even their managers. it almost seemed like nobody cared, but he always shrugged it off 'they're busy' is what he would always say to himself. he sighed to himself as he saved what he was working deciding that it was time that he headed back to the dorm. he got himself ready and locked up his studio before making his way out of the building and heading out to walk towards the dorms. once back at the dorm yoongi took off his shoes and jacket putting him in their rightful places before making his way into the living room where he found jimin and jungkook cuddling while watching some random romance movie, paying no mind to the boy who had just entered. but this didn't surprise yoongi, behind the camera's, interviews and concerts, everyone  would pretty much avoid yoongi like he was the plague, the only one who wasn't as lucky to be able to avoid yoongi as much as the others was of course jin, they are room mates after all. 

it wasn't like jin didn't like yoongi, it was just didn't like how cold hearted he is or how he shows no emotion towards anyone or anything. this is what most of the members thought about him and they all often questioned why he was still in the group, they didn't really need three rappers, they would be okay with just two and of course it couldn't be namjoon who left, after all he was he leader and they couldn't rid themselves or the army's of their sunshine boy - hoseok.  the only person that didn't question yoongi being in the group was taehyung, sure they didn't always agree on things and had very differences of opinions when it came to anything but taehyung always valued his hyung's opinion and loved hearing stories of what his life was like, he loved listening to him rap or even playing the piano which was a rarity to see, so he enjoyed it to its fullest until the next time he would catch him playing the piano. the only problem was when the group were not around yoongi or talking in a group chat that yoongi wasn't added into and quiet possibly had no idea it existed the boys would do nothing but speak badly of their hyung, complaining how he would act like a softy and do skin ship with them for  the fans and about how he didn't show a ounce of emotion when something happened towards a member or even a family member and taehyung would just sit there agreeing and feeling guilty about not speaking up and sticking up for his hyung. 

yoongi had always had a hard time expressing his feelings and had once told taehyung this while telling him what yoongi had called a 'story' about his depression and getting through it. he knew why his hyung seemed cold hearted and acted like nothing affected him and that was all because he was scared of being judged, he was scared he'd react in a way that he shouldn't and they would judge him or he would let his emotions out and maybe cry but he was too scared to cry because he doesn't want to be judged for it. yoongi still has a problem to this day with expressing his emotions and telling people how he feels, all because he is too scared that he will be judged, but obviously he was being judged for not doing what he was so scared to  do in the first place. 

yoongi made his way through the living room an into the kitchen, seeing jin cooking "hi hyung" jin's face scrunched up slightly hearing the younger's voice but quickly changed to have a fake smile gracing his lips "oh, yoongi you're back" it was obvious to yoongi he wasn't wanted by jin, he wasn't that stupid, yoongi only nodded and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge, taking a few gulps of it before walking back out of the kitchen and heading up stairs to go to his room, half surprised to see taehyung sat on the floor watching jin's sugar gliders, shaking his head slightly he walked over to his bed and placed his bottle of water on his bedside table "hey tae..." taehyung turned to look behind him at yoongi "oh hi hyung!" he gave his boxy smile, generally happy that his hyung had finally decided to pull himself away from his studio "how long ago did you get back?" yoongi shrugged in reply and got out some clean clothes "not long... i'm going to shower.." and with that he left for the bathroom which luckily no one was using.

taehyung frowned slightly as he saw how skinny yoongi looked, he obviously hadn't been looking after himself properly while he had been in the studio, soon enough all the boys not including yoongi whom was still showering were called by jin to get dinner. taehyung slowly made his into the kitchen/dinning room and frowned when he only saw that there were only 6 plates placed along the table, taehyung took the last seat next to namjoon that had food in front of it. he looked over at jin "didn't you make anything for yoongi hyung?" jin let out a frustrated sigh and shrugged his shoulders. things never used to be like this, jin would usually take food from the other boys so that yoongi had something to eat, even if it wasn't much. namjoon raised a eyebrow "wait his back?" he shook his head slightly, with a roll of his eyes as jin hummed in reply. none of the other boys paid any mind to it. 

taehyung sighed and stood up taking his plate with him  and placing it on the counter and grabbing another plate "taehyung what are you doing?" it was hoseok who was questioning him, he could feel 5 sets of eyes burning into the back of his head as he started dividing his food up and putting some of it on it on the clean plate he had taken out of the cupboard "i'm giving some of my food to hyung... " this gained eye rolls that he didn't see "you shouldn't if he wanted food he should of called or actually come back instead of living in his studio 24/7" taehyung groaned as he turned to look at his fellow room mates "ever thought that maybe he stays there because he doesn't feel welcome here?" taehyung questioned, not knowing that yoongi was stood just outside of the kitchen, out of sight of the six boys. jin stood up, his chair screeching along the titled floor  as it got push back as the oldest stood up from the chair "thats stupid. look if you want to share your food with someone that couldn't give a shit about you then you can start making your own food as well" taehyung grabbed the two plates and walked over to the bin and dropped both plates inside "fine... i'm going out with yoongi hyung.." with that he walked out of the kitchen and walked straight into a teary eyed yoongi "hyung?"

yoongi bit his bottom lip to stop himself from letting out the tears that were threatening to fall, thee min yoongi doesn't cry at least not in front of anyone else, he shook his head and was about to walk back to his and jin's room so that he could  grab his things and head back to his studio, taehyung wasn't lying about yoongi not feeling welcome in the dorm, it used to be his home and now it just felt like somewhere he would sleep once in a while. taehyung grabbed his hand before he could walk away, causing the older to look at him confusedly "lets go out to eat.." yoongi shook his head "no... i'm going back to the studio" taehyung let a sigh "at least let me get us some food and come to the studio with you" yoongi frowned he just wanted to get away from everyone, so he could cry, holding it back was getting harder, feeling like he was letting taehyung down and he was about to refuse again but was pulled into the near by bathroom by the younger boy who locked the door behind him "you know. it's okay to cry hyung... " and that was all it took for a choked sob to leave the older boys mouth and to let the tears free, allowing them to fall down his cheeks. taehyung pulled yoongi towards him, pulling him into a hug. yoongi hid his face in taehyung's chest as he continued to cry. 

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