13: Alone

Even though the two had broken up, Yoongi was still nice enough to let Jimin live in his house. But he put Jimin in the guest bedroom.

"Come on, Jimin. We have to go meet the others at the cafe. We're still your friends, you know." Yoongi said through the shut door.

Jimin didn't say anything so Yoongi kept banging on the door.

"Leave me alone!" Jimin shouted, "I don't want to be around anyone again! I might snap! I just want to stay in here."

"I told them that you'd be there." Yoongi sighed.

"Well I'm not so you can tell them that when you get there. Tell them to never to expect to see me again." Jimin muttered but loud enough for Yoongi to hear.

Yoongi bit his lip, "Alright, fine." He said then went to the cafe.

Jimin just sat there, on his bed, curled up. Tears rolling down his cheek.

Ever since he went to the rehab, he hadn't had the feeling of wanting to hurt people. He wanted to help them. But at certain times, he'd black out.

It was better to just be alone.

Jimin stuffed his face in the pillow as he continued to think.

What Jimin was most afraid of, was hurting his loved one.

So what was the point in living if that's a possibility?

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"Really? He's planning on staying in there the rest of his life?" Jin raised an eyebrow.

Yoongi nodded, "I think so."

"Don't you still like him?" Jungkook asked.

"Yeah, I thought you did." Hoseok agreed.

"I do... But he hasn't changed."

"Maybe it's not his fault." Taehyung said.

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Yoongi gave the 'wtf' face.

"I think I know what Tae is trying to say." Namjoon spoke up, "He probably doesn't want any of this to happen. Stuff probably just triggers him and he blacks out. Also, I'm sure he'll stay in the room the rest of his life. And by that, I mean the rest of his life won't be long." Namjoon then slid his finger across his neck indicating Jimin killing himself.

Yoongi's eyes widened and he jolted out of his seat, "Damn you talk too much!" With that, he ran out of the cafe.

Yoongi bursted into his room and bolted upstairs, knocking on Jimin's door. No reply.

Being impatient, he kicked the locked door open and saw it was empty with the window wide open.

He quickly went over to the window and looked out.

The gray haired boy looked up and saw Jimin standing on the roof.

That's when he rushed up to the roof himself, "Jimin!"

Jimin rolled his eyes, "What do you want?"

"Don't you dare jump." Yoongi sneered.

"I'll do what I want, it's better this way." Jimin said while sniffling.

"How is it better this way?"

"Cause then I won't hurt you!" Jimin shouted.

"Why would you hurt me if you don't want to?" Yoongi questioned then remembered what Namjoon said.

"I can't control it, hyung! It's not my fault! So I might as well end my life to keep you safe!" Jimin yelled, tears falling.

"It's not worth it! I can help you!"

"That won't work! You've tried! The only option is if we started dating and lived alone without any obstacles. If we ran away together and didn't see anyone but each other just to keep me from snapping." Jimin said.

"I can't do that." Yoongi looked down, keeping himself steady.

Again, Jimin blacked out, couldn't remember what he did.

But Yoongi could. Jimin rushed towards him and pinned him down, he kissed him almost passionately then pushed him down the roof.

Yoongi grabbed the edge so he wouldn't fall, "Jimin! Snap out of it! Please! Pull me up!"

Jimin chuckled and kissed Yoongi's forehead, "You know I love you." He said then tried to pull Yoongi's fingers off of the roof.

But that's when Jimin finally realized, "Omo! Hyung!" Jimin grabbed Yoongi's wrist and pulled him up.

"This is why-"

Yoongi pulled Jimin in for a nice long kiss, "I love you too. That's why I'm not letting you hurt me or yourself."

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