okay it's 5:02 in the morning as i'm writing this chapter i kid you not so please bear with my extra idiosyncrasies.

see look proof.

anyway okay so i was editing a chapter from one of my fetus books and i came across a particular shitty sentence and i decided to see how much i've improved or smth like the draw it again meme but with writing.

» written sometime in 2015-2016.

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» written on may 17, 2017.

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i swear to you those are pictures, they're screenshots i'd taken when i was in the middle of the writing process.

"a swirly thing" smh so bad.

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on one hand, you could take this as something motivational, that all people had to start from somewhere, and even though it doesn't appear that way, there is certainly some improvement happening. maybe it's not an explosion of improvement, maybe it's merely a small crackle that fizzles out of life seconds later, but improvement is still improvement.

and just, don't believe you can't improve. because you will improve. and you will keep improving. i swear to you, so don't give up hope ^^ because wow holy shit i sucked at writing and now i suck less at writing

okay who the fuck am i kidding here i still suck at writing.

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on the other hand, you could take this as my shitty personality boasting or some shit but seriously just don't give up //thumbs up emoji// 

- Acnologia_Slayer

[dont hug me

it's 5:14 in the morning now i still have shit to do before i go to sleep i'm going to die i can hear the birds chIRPING]