you know those moments when you're like: "oh i can do this nicely! i must have talent! wow! i'm so proud of myself! i'm a great human being!"

and then another person does it a million times better than you and you just...start having a mental breakdown.

...yeah.

talent.

something a shit tonna people have and it's something i lack and i am in dire need of. let me list the things i PREVIOUSLY thpught i was good at but now i realize i can't do for shit:

--used to think i could draw...turns out i can't draw for shit--my drawing era was merely a phrase. GODDAMNIT.

--used to think i could sing...there are SO MANY PEOPLE BETTER THAN ME I CANT SING FOR SHIT AHHHH

--used to think i could make stories and i was amazing at english...SlytherinSociopath CAME ALONG AND NOW I AM SUFFERING AND DYING AND CRYING.

GODDAMN YOU.

I DONT LIKE YOU, YOU--YOU--YOU ENGLISH BASTARD! YOUR SMARTNESS HURTS ME--LIKE, RIGHT IN THE HEART! IM SO UN-TALENTED AND BAD AT LIFE.

like

how do you "life"?

i needs to know

anyways...continuing with my most recent mental breakdown:

--used to think i could play volleyball but NOOOOOoooooOoOOOoOOOOOOOOO i cANT PLAY THERE ARE SO MANY MORE PEOPLE BETTER THAN ME AND IT MAKES ME CRY

CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN VOLLEYBALL RIGHT.

AHBXBSNFJEJEKFKFMEKK;

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gonna end this with something amazing:

i was googling "milotic fanart" and i came across this. my gawd it's so pretty and beautiful and nice UNLIKE MY LIFE. but admire it.

take a picture--it'll last longer

~ Acnologia_Slayer