Disappointed
Long time no see everybody!!!! Sorry for being gone for awhile but I'm here now and wanted to share this update for those who are still miraculously reading this story. :)
Sorry for the errors too lol, I wrote this in a rush.
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(J's Pov)
Me and Jerrit sat there waiting for Combs to talk with Baker standing beside him with Musto. They were all acting like we just fucked in front of the whole school for the talent show.
"You should be happy I let you stay this long in this school Ashley, but you are done. I want your textbooks, laptop, and sports uniforms turned in at the end of the day. I will accept no more of this behavior and...."
"I know, I'll leave. I get it, I don't want to go to this bullshit school anyway." I said to interrupt him.
"Yeah, same goes for you Jerrit. I want everything turned in. There's no buts or what ifs because I have had it. I have given you both too many chances, but Ashley, you disappoint me the most right now. I could have kicked you out years ago, but instead I made the poor choice of keeping you here because I thought you had heart."
I stayed silent and bit the inside of my cheeks. Jerrit tried reaching for my hand but I moved mine away.
"Is there a way to handle this situation without the punishment of kicking them out of school?" Musto asked Combs.
Please don't try keeping me here.
"No. They've had their chances."
Musto sighed and rubbed the back of his head as Baker stared at Jerrit. Combs of course was probably cussing us both out in his head, and I was okay with that. I deserved to be hated, but while everybody was was busy staring at each other, I sat in the chair, occasionally glancing at the door. I was waiting for somebody, maybe my mom or brother to come in yelling at me for being a huge disappointment.
Or maybe I should leave and tell Angel what happened. Yeah, that's better than waiting for my mom.
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(Colson's Pov)
I watched Ashley get up and walk out of the office.
I couldn't decide on whether or not to run after her or to talk to Combs, so I stood there with my arms crossed and tried not to show any concern.
Jerrit stayed however and for awhile, he tried talking to Combs, but was ignored. Musto got tired of standing around, so he left the office to go back to his class.
And with everybody leaving the office, Jerrit left as well. By the time he got out of the chair, it was clear he was about to cry.
To be honest, I couldn't blame Combs. He's told me stories about them and how they always landed themselves in his office millions of times. Well, before I came they were supposedly like Bonnie and Clyde, but after I arrived, they both settled down a little, except Ashley still kept her shit up in my class.
"Dumb fucking kids are getting stupider and stupider." Combs sighed. "Thanks Colson, thanks for reporting them in.... We may have lost our star players and top senior academic, but at least we don't have to worry about them anymore."
My throat was dry at the moment, and the only thing I could say was, "Yeah, anytime." before excusing myself from the room.
As soon as I stepped into the hallway. I instantly got so fucking pissed off at myself. My blood was pumping with anger and confusion. I wanted to hit someone.
Maybe I could hit that little fucker Jerrit. Or maybe I could go hit Combs for kicking them out. God, I knew Ashley only had one more strike left before she was expelled, and I fucking messed it up. Now she can't go to college, graduate, or even be in my class.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Colson? Are you just fucking jealous he was fucking her and you weren't? Were you just mad and wanted revenge? What I'm the actual fuck?!" I asked myself angrily as I walked into the teachers lounge.
I messed it up. I messed it all up. Why the fuck did I pick up my phone and call Combs? Why didn't I just walk away?
I took a minute to cool down on the couch by the fridge before I grabbed a water and walked back into the hallway.
"Yeah, I'm leaving. I just got expelled and honestly, I saw it coming."
The voice was heard around the corner and I frowned hearing it break. I didn't want to interrupt so I stood there and listened in.
"Bitch, I can't lose you. Don't leave me. Hoe, I need you." Angel sighed.
"Sorry bih.... just visit me after school lets out." Ashley said breaking down.
"No bitch, who reported you anyway? Ima go have a word with that fucker Combs. They can't be taking away my best friend. They must be crazy thinking ima come to school without you to do dumb shit with. Now tell me bitch, who the fuck reported you? Who saw y'all?"
"Baker reported us."
"Baker? Baker..... as in the tattooed blond haired guy?"
"What other Baker is there here? Last time I checked that was the only one."
I heard another sniffle and a loud ass sigh of annoyance, ".... I thought y'all liked each other. Isn't that the fool you went crazy about last night on the phone?"
"Apparently our feelings aren't the same. God, I feel like a bimbo. I sucked his dick and I feel like that's the only reason he's been singling me out in class... just so he can use me to be his toy. Which makes me want to shoot myself because I let him take advantage of me and get to my feelings."
"Ashley, no. Don't get so upset about some white trash. He is an asshole, and so is every guy you hook up with. I'm sorry, but it's true. Look, don't feel like a bimbo. You deserve better than him, and I don't care what you say or what the law says, but I will gladly find where he lives and fucking hurt that bitch for reporting you."
"Angel, I messed up. But it's okay, I was going to get kicked out of here anyway."
"No no no, bitch I said you ain't leavin, I don't want to lose my main bitch."
"You won't, now I really gotta go."
"You my best friend, they ain't taking you without taking me. Now come on, I'm taking us to Combs to talk this shit out. Then tonight, we are going to get our revenge."
I panicked when I heard them walking my direction, but they already turned the corner. When they saw me, Ashley instantly looked away and Angel flashed her snake eyes.
"Oh!!!! Oh okay so you purposefully lower her grade, get her to suck your dick, get her into detentions everyday, and now you kick her out then listen to her private conversations? What's next? Tell me what the hell you gone do to her next. Tell me fool. I want to know why you think you got my babygirl wrapped around your finger. Tell me you sick fuck, why the hell you playing with her like she's some piece of ass you think you can take advantage of." Angel snapped at me.
"I....I'm sorry. Ashley, if I knew he was going to kick you out, I would have kept my shut."
You fucking knew he would kick her out eventually dumbass. Stop lying.
Angel gave me bitch eyes again and I ignored it to keeping looking at Ashley who was on the verge of crying.
Ashley didn't say anything so Angel snapped back on me. "Motherfucker, you know I can report you right? That's exactly what the fuck I am going to do because you are an inconsiderate asshole who I am going to enjoy snitching on. Enjoy getting fired Baker. I'll be sure to add all the dirty secrets too...."
"Ashley, I will talk to Combs and get you back in this school, trust me. I can help you." I said to get Angel to shut the hell up.
"It's no use. I don't want to attend here anymore. The teachers are amazing, but you, you're here and I....it all started with you, so don't try to put me back into this school to be my "hero" because you're not. Now move out of my way asshole. Come on Angel."
I watched Ashley grab Angel's hand and try to walk past me, but Angel was not having it.
"Nah bitch. This nigga ain't gon make you top him off and develop feelings. He deserves this guilt so he will know what the hell he lost when he reported you and Jerrit."
"Angel."
Angel looked at Ashley and sighed. The other girl held out her hand again, and Angel tried to fight it, but she finally gave in and grabbed it.
"He's not worth our time anymore. I should have just known I was a toy he wanted to play with from start."
"You're right. Come on babe." Angel smiled softly.
I ignored the bitch stare from Angel and tried to meet Ashley's eyes, but she didn't want to. I licked my lips and tried spitting out the words in the back of my throat, but they weren't coming out which frustrated me.
"So I guess my blowjob just wasn't good enough, was it?.... Well, fuck you Baker and bye. I don't know why the hell you stalked me outside and watched, but you are a major fucking asshole." Ashley snapped one last time before disappearing down the hallway hand in hand with Angel.
What the hell have you done Colson?
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(Ashley's Pov)
"Mom just please lis-"
"No....I....I...My.... My own daughter is a fucking disgrace. You....You....You were going to go to California and.... You were going to be great. You were going to show up everyone who said shit about you and this family, and now....I....Ashley you messed up your fucking life."
"Mom, I just got expelled.... Can't I just enroll at another school? What about the one down-"
"Don't. Don't you mention that shit school downtown."
"What about the one up-"
"You know..... You know I can't afford to lose anymore time from the office. I can't drive you."
"I can just drive myself and-"
"No, your car as of right now is taken away, and if you keep talking, everything else will be taken too."
"I...."
"Ashley, just shut up! You fucked up, and now it's time you learn some consequences and learned some knowledge. God, who the hell encouraged you to do this? You....You were supposed to graduate in a few months and now, you're becoming just like your father."
My heart dropped, and I instantly gulped down the words running in my mouth. She just had the nerve to compare me to my father.
Why the hell did I let Jerrit into the back of my car and why did I let some of my feelings for Baker come out?
"Just why Ashley? Tell me why you would do this to me. Tell me. Is it because you want to kick you out or because you just want your sister to become a mistake like you?"
I ignored her words and closed my eyes.
Why can't I just die already? This life is awful. I have friends and even have a bright future, well had a bright future. Now, I have really don't have much.
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