It was my birthday! I was so excited. I put on my dress and put on make up. I look good, I think. I walk downstairs. I made a smoothie and drank it quick. We were leaving at 6 and it was 5:45. "Boys, hurry up! We're going to be late!" As soon as I said that Cas appeared." You ready to leave? Where is Sam and Dean?"

"They are coming." As soon as I said that the boys were downstairs. Dean let me drive baby since it was my birthday. I was so excited to be driving her. We pulled up the the club. I skipped the line with Dean, Sam, and Cas, following behind me, as planned, I headed up to the bouncer, "Hi there, sugar, you look like one hard one to break. Just got to find a weak spot. Maybe you could show me it?" I slapped his butt and he opened the door for me, a grin on his face. When I made sure it was shut I gagged so good damn hard I thought my grace would come out. Sam and Dean weren't able to come in but Cas was. I texted Dean saying I had an angel watching over me, literally. I would tell him everything in two hours when we leave. Cas looked around and said, "How can humans live in such greed and lust that they need people to pay to fulfill their needs?" A look of disgust showed on his face. I headed to the bar and got four shots. I was an easy drunk. I had four more and I was gone. I started ranting to the bartender about how my life sucks.

"My life is a living hell! I fight monsters for gods sake. If God found me he would rip my grace from me for disobeying. The truth is I hated it in heaven. For years I was stuck up there until I took a vessel of a new born and basically grew up like a human. I even know an angel who is here now! An angel has a sidekick angel. What the heck life! That's not suppose to be like that. I have a boyfriend and have been with him for a year now, but damn my angel buddy is hot like fire. But my boyfriend is badass and a fighter and I love him so much. The only thing that's keeping us a part is.. is... is that stupid bouncer who won't let him in. I had to flirt with him to get in here. When the door was shut I almost gagged my grace out. If you knew how hard my job was you would understand. I kill demons, hunt ghosts! I have met the devil himself. Well, technically the King of Hell but same difference beside one has way more power. I mean I tried to stop Lilith. That bitch tried to kill Dean and Sam. She tried to free Lucifer! Oh god, I a, so dead to God. As a child I never thought this is how I would grow up."

"Huh. Sorry 'bout your life." The bartender says. "It's fine."

   I go and find Cas and we end up leaving. I felt really dizzy. More dizzy than being drunk. Like being drugged.