I've seen people come and go... quickly

Death has flashed before my own eyes... but I stayed strong

Everyone needs to fucking stop making people want to kill themselves.....

I'M DEAD FUCKING SERIOUS ABOUT THIS!!

DON'T TAKE THIS AS A FUCKING JOKE!!!

I'm getting sick and tired of my Best Friends WANTING/KILLING THEMSELVES IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!

My family have killed themselves
My friends have killed themselves
And everyone in real life wants me to die...

WHAT THE HELL DID ALL OF US FUCKING DO TO DESERVE THIS KIND OF DISRESPECT OF DEATH?!?!?!

I'm not fucking sorry for this god damn outburst of emotions...

But I want everyone to stop saying that they want to...

It gets old...
It gets annoying...
It makes me want to die...
It makes our friends and family sad...
It does no good...

If you want to kill yourself...
Please listen to my words...

I have been there,
My friends have been there,
We all have/will be there...
But if you think about it...
The people who call you names, push you around, try to bring you down, etc....

Don't listen to them...

You are all beautiful, wonderful, unique and different...

Don't take the word different badly...

That word only makes you stronger, you know that that word won't hurt you because it only means that you are more unique in a way that no one else can be... you are you... but you don't have to think that no one will love you... if you think that everyone hates you...

You are thinking wrong, because I will love you...

I will listen to you and help you feel complete... make you feel like... you were meant to be on this earth... whatever type of God/Goddess that you believe, they put you here for a reason...

Don't think that you were put on here just to die, you were put here for a reason...

Please stay living on... I can't handle death like it's normal anymore... It hurts me deeply... seeing all these wonderful people get talked about... makes me just pissed to no end...

Now that I've got that out...
There is one more thing...
That I
Will
Tell
You...

If anyone-
And I mean ANYONE
Decides to tell you that you are
Worthless,
Not good enough,
That you should Die?

Tell me
And I'll deal with their stupid ass' and tell them off

If you start talking shit about me?
Now that is a WHOLE other story of what the fuck I'LL do to you

But seriously...
I hate death...
I've seen it WAY TO MUCH
If you want to know more, or you need some help... please,
Tell me in the comments
Or send me a Private Message

I mean all of this...

Anyways... I'm signing off this book... until others read, vote and comment

Thank you for your time

~ Lava