Nanon's P.O.V:

I looked out of the window.

Chimon still didn't reply to my texts nor did he come to visit eversince.

He was justified though after what I did he would have been crazy to talk to me again.

My thoughts suddenly wondered to Ohm...

He hasn't talked to me those five days either...

Is he angry at me?

I shook my head to dismiss the thoughts.

He can't be angry at me now right? After all...

He still kept talking to me even after everything I did.

I hugged my knees and tried to crawl further into the bed.

I miss him.

I noticed that a nurse forget some medication on the table so I grabbed it.

It was a headache medication.

I took some of it and kept it in my pocket then swallowed three pills.

I layed back down on the bed and stared at the ceiling.

Maybe Chimon really does want me dead after all...

I chuckled and shook my head.

As if I'd die because you wish it...Don't make me laugh.

I stopped laughing and sat up then went to look around the room for more medication.

That wasn't enough...I want more...

I need to have more.

I didn't find anything though so I went back to the bed and sat down then hugged my knees and buried my head in them.

More...I need to find more...

I can't die...I don't want to die now...

The door opened so I looked up startled and saw a nurse.

"It's time for your checkups" She said smiling.

Don't smile like that you look annoying.

I extended my arm out to her anyway and she started checking my blood pressure.

Then I noticed the box in her pocket so I waited until she turned to bring another tool.

Then slipped my hand in her pocket and took the box hiding it in my pocket.

After some time she was done and left.

Bitch...If you care you'd have figured it out by now.

But thank you for being so stupid.

I stood up and went to the bathroom in my room then took some of the pills I just got.

My stomach was starting to hurt even more then yesterday...

Then I suddenly had the urge to puke.

So I leaned over the toilet seat and started throwing up.

The red color that was on the water was...

So pretty.

I chuckled as I admired it.

Really pretty.

There was a knock on the door so I flushed the toilet and stood up then went to sit on the bed.

I cleared my throat a few times then told the person to come in.

My sister and my parents.

"Dad? You're doing better now?" I asked.

He nodded and walked in.

Then took my hand in his.

"Nong...Please stop" He said as my sister was crying.

I frowned in confusion.

Why were they crying?

"What's wrong? I'm fine" I said.

"Your mother and sister told me that you relapsed...It has been four years already...You must stop" He said.

Then hugged me.

(Meanwhile)

Ohm's P.O.V:

I sat down with my parents to eat after I managed to make it to my seat.

"Mum...Dad I think you know what I want to say" I said.

It has been five days since I came back home.

And five days of trying to talk to them about this.

"Can't it wait?" My mother asked.

"No it can't" I said irritated.

Then pushed the plate of food aside.

"Mum...Dad...I really love Nanon...You can't do that to me...Please" I said.

"Are you out of your mind? What did that boy do to you?" My father asked.

"Yes...I am out of my mind...I'm trying to understand your point of view but you have to understand mine too...Meet me halfway" I said.

My father folded his hands over his chest.

"And what is your point of view mr know it all?" My father asked glaring at me.

I took a deep breath and nodded.

"Ai Non is addicted to his medication...And I'm addicted to him...No matter what he does to me...No matter what happens I want to be there to take care of him until one of us dies...I can't imagine my life without him and I don't even remember how I used to live before so I can't go back to how I was...You can't destroy that or you'll have to see me dead so please just...Don't disturb us" I said.

My mother and father looked at each other.

I used my crutches to stand up.

"I understand how you feel as my parents but I'm telling you now so that you'll understand...I'll keep following him everywhere so stop trying and forget what happened" I said.

Then walked out of the house.

I called a taxi and went to the hospital.

(Later that night)

Tu's P.O.V:

I walked out of Nanon's room with Bright after the nurse told us that it was time for his therapy session.

"Should we go home?" He asked.

I shook my head.

"Let's wait until Ohm is here" I said.

But then we heard loud screams and Nanon yelling.

So we rushed back into his room.

"Ai Non calm down ok? We're here to help you" P'Milk said as the nurse next to her looked at Nanon panicked.

"Help me? As if...Do you think I'm stupid to believe that? You're trapping me here because you think I'm crazy" Nanon said angrily.

Me and Bright looked at each other confused.

Then Nanon threw his shoe at P'Milk.

The nurse screamed and ran out of the room.

"You're not even telling me where my friend is...WHERE'S OHM?" Nanon yelled angrily then grabbed P'Milk's shoulders.

Bright grabbed Nanon and pulled him away from P'Milk.

"LET GO OF ME" Nanon screamed.

"Calm down first and I'll let you go" Bright said.

Then tightened his grip on Nanon.

Nanon started crying as he and Bright suddenly fell to the floor.

"I just want to know if he's ok...Please tell me" Nanon said sobbing.

I walked over to them and P'Milk followed me.

"Ai Non...You should know that what you did is wrong...You'll die at this rate and if that happens you won't be able to see Ohm again" P'Milk said.

I glared at her and pushed her away.

"Get out...Get out now...NO WONDER HE'S FEELING UPSET...AND YOU DARE CALL YOURSELF A THERAPIST?" I snapped.

Then turned and saw Bright helping Nanon to his feet.

"Nanon...Look you should..." P'Milk started.

But I turned and kicked her to the ground.

"I said...Get the fuck out of here already" I said then pulled her to her feet and pushed her out of the room.

Ohm's P.O.V:

I walked through the hospital as fast as my crutches could allow when I heard the nurses talking about the patient in room two hundred forty going out of control again.

When I arrived Bright and Tu were there trying to make Nanon stop crying as he sat on the bed.

So I slowly walked into the room.

"Ai Non" I said causing him to look up at me.

He jumped to his feet and hugged me immediately and continued crying.

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I love you ok? I love you so much...Please don't leave me again" He said.

Leave him?

I frowned in confusion but hugged him back and started patting his back.

"Thank you guys it's alright I'll take care of this" I said to Bright and Tu.

"Be careful ok? If you two need anything call us" Bright said.

I nodded and thanked them again and they left.

I walked Nanon to the bed and we layed down together then I started playing with his hair.

"Ai Ohm..." He started.

"Hmmm?" I asked as I continued playing with his hair.

"You didn't use your crutches" He said.

I looked at my crutches which were next to the bed and smiled.

"Yeah...Yeah I didn't" I said.

He leaned closer to me and I pulled the blanket over us.

Then slowly felt my eyes dropping as I listened to his breathing as he slept.

(Meanwhile)

Bright's P.O.V:

I asked a nurse where P'Milk's office was then me and Tu walked in.

"What was that?" I asked narrowing my eyes.

"Excuse me?" P'Milk asked.

"You told Nanon that Ohm left him for good? What the hell was that for?" I asked irritated.

She sighed heavily.

"I was doing my job" She said.

"Oh really? Because he mentioned something about you trapping him here because you think he's crazy" Tu said glaring at her.

"What she means to say is that Nanon got admitted here for anti addiction therapy...So unless you want us to report you for performing illegal psychological experiments on Nanon...I suggest you tell us what exactly is going on here" I said.