Nanon's P.O.V:

I went to the garden to get some fresh air.

It was really suffocating.

I hugged my knees and started crying as soon as I sat down on the ground.

I just want to go home.

I felt a hand on my shoulder so I looked up.

"What happened? Who made you cry?" Win asked.

I wiped away my tears.

"The doctor said that I'll stay here for a bit longer...I hate this place I'm not sick so why should I stay here?" I asked.

"It must be because of your addiction...Don't you think that it's for your own good?" Win asked.

I shook my head.

"The therapist is getting on my nerves" I said.

She keeps asking if she can see my phone and strange other things like what scares me the most and if I had any other friends.

"She's just doing her job" He said.

"I don't like her" I said.

"If you don't like the hospital that much then stay and keep me company...I mean...I'm recovering from severe injuries and you're here for anti addiction therapy right? We'll be here for a while it seems" He said.

"Yeah right" I said.

Then sighed heavily.

"But my parents went back abroad and my sister only visits me on weekends" I said.

"What about that other friend of yours?" He asked.

"He stopped visiting...I think it's my fault...I told him that I liked him again" I said.

"Do you like him that much?" He asked.

I nodded and rubbed my eyes to stop the tears.

"I do...But he doesn't feel the same way" I said.

"Why don't you give up then? If it hurts you so much then just try moving on" He said.

"It's not that easy...I tried many times but I just can't stop liking him...He makes me happy" I said.

Ohm's P.O.V:

I sighed heavily and nodded.

"I'm envious" I said.

"What do you mean?" Nanon asked turning to me.

"At least you had the courage to tell your friend that you liked him...I'm still hanging" I said.

"Why didn't you ever tell him?" He asked.

"It's not that easy...Not because he likes someone else...But because he always helped me...And I was afraid that he'll brush my feelings off as just me being grateful to him...I liked what we had whatever it was...And I just wanted to keep him by my side so I didn't mind being just a friend" I said.

"How long have you known him?" He asked.

"Not long...I'm surprised myself...It has been just three months and three weeks" I said.

"That's unbelievable" He said chuckling.

"I know right?" I asked chuckling.

"You two sound like a strange combination" He said.

I nodded in agreement.

"But the funny thing is that I don't even remember my life before those three months...My life changed so much since he showed up" I said smiling.

"Tell him then" Nanon said.

"Nah...I'm telling you because you asked...I won't tell him...Probably never" I said.

"Are you embarrassed?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

I shrugged and nodded deciding to just lie about it again.

"I have an idea" He said.

Then stood up and dusted his pants.

"Since you gave me that drawing I'll give you something in return" He said.

I frowned in confusion.

He grabbed my chair handles and started wheeling me to the elevator.

After sometime we were in his room.

"My sister brought me my guitar in her last visit...I'll make a song for you" He said.

I blinked twice then chuckled and shook my head.

"Hey why are you laughing you ape?" He asked.

"Nothing...Sorry but you make writing songs sound so easy so I had to laugh" I said.

"Well...I might not look like it but I'm pretty good with the guitar I might surprise you" He said challenging me.

"Do your best then mr perfect" I said rolling my eyes.

He smacked my shoulder then sat down on the bed and put the guitar on his lap and started playing.

"Today is your lucky day...I don't play music for anyone usually" He said.

Then started playing the song scent of love.

I looked at the floor and tried to stop my tears from escaping.

Then took a few deep breaths to calm down.

He played that song when we were still in my house...

"Stop it" I said.

Then looked up.

"Don't play anything" I said.

"Ummm...Is something wrong?" He asked frowning in confusion.

I shook my head.

"I'm tired from the checkups...I'm going to rest in my room" I said then wheeled myself out of the room.

After some time I was finally in my room so I closed the door and wheeled myself to the bed and the nurse helped me to lay down before leaving.

After some time the door opened and my mother walked in.

"Sorry nong your father couldn't make it today...Where have you been though? I couldn't find you when I came in earlier" She said.

"I was with Nanon at the garden" I said.

"That kid again? Are you waiting for something worse to happen this time?" She asked obviously irritated.

I sighed heavily and nodded.

"Isn't that what you and dad wanted?" I asked.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"You wanted me have friends...Now I do don't I?" I asked.

She was about to say something but I cut her off.

"You and dad kept insisting on it...You said that I should have someone who I can take care of and care about didn't you? I took care of my friend and pushed him away from the car just in time...It's not his fault that I was unlucky" I said angrily.

She pursed her lips into a thin line.

"And because it's not his fault...I won't stop talking to him just because you and dad said that I should" I said.

Then leaned my head on the bedpost and closed my eyes.

"I'm not angry with him" I said.

"I don't know what to say anymore" She said.

"Then don't say anything" I said.

"But..." She started.

"Mum...Don't say anything about it ok? Please...Do you think it's easy?" I asked.

Then turned to her.

"It's a mess...He doesn't even remember me...And I'm hanging in the middle...I can't tell him who I really am because I'm scared that he'll feel guilty and stop talking to me...And I have to stay with him because I can't stop thinking about him...It doesn't just hurt ok? It's killing me" I said in tears.

She stood up and hugged me.

"You and dad will never understand how I feel so just leave me alone" I said.

"Shhh...It's alright nong...I'm sorry...I won't talk about it again if that's what you want" She said.

I didn't say anything.

But I didn't push her away either.

(Later that night)

Milk's P.O.V:

"Are you going out with your friends today P?" I asked my brother.

"Yes why?" He asked.

"I have something to ask you before you leave" I said.

He nodded asking me to keep talking.

"There's a patient in your hospital...His name is Nanon Korapat..." I started.

"How did you know about him?" He asked frowning.

"I...Ummm..." I started.

"You took his case? Are you crazy? We're still not sure of his mindset you might get hurt if he gets angry at you" He said.

"I know how to handle him P'Jimmy...He's not a strange case I've seen worse" I said.

He sighed heavily and facepalmed.

"You don't get it...The kid knows how to hide his feelings well...You might think he's happy to see you but when you do anything that makes him angry he might hurt you" He said.

I sighed heavily and nodded.

"Leave his case to someone more experienced you're still an intern" He said.

"No I won't do that I'm certain I can help him...I just need your help with something important" I said.

"This isn't a game that kid is an addict I've seen what addicts do when they're angry especially when they're going through withdrawal" He said.

"I'll be fine P trust me ok?" I asked.

I wasn't going to change my mind even if he insisted.

He knew that so he was bound to give up.

"I want you to find something for me" I said.

Then handed him a paper.

"What's that?" He asked frowning.

"It's an address...Can you come check it with me on the weekend?" I asked.

He shrugged and nodded.

Then looked at the clock before leaving the house.

(A week later)

Nanon's P.O.V:

I thought about that woman's question...

Why didn't Ai Mon help me with the addiction problem?

Does he want me dead?

I texted him last night but he didn't answer.

Strange...Was he avoiding me?

I sighed heavily and rolled my eyes then stood up and went to Win's room.

I knocked on the door and saw that he was sitting down with a guy and a girl.

Both of them looked my age.

"Ummm...Am I interrupting?" I asked.

"No...Ai Tu Ai Bright...This is Nanon" He said.

I waied politely.

"You don't have to be so formal it makes me feel like a tyrant...How about we become friends?" Bright asked.

I nodded hesitatantly.

Then we shook hands.

"Alright then...We'll leave now
You two have fun" Tu said then stood up.

Then they left the room.

"I thought you said you didn't have any other friends" I said.

"They're just classmates from college" He said.

I shrugged and nodded.

"You're still a first year student right?" I asked.

"Yes" He said.

"I can help you study then I bet it'll be a lot easier that way" I said smiling.

"Alright...Thanks in advance" He said smiling.

I nodded.

"We can't study at the hospital though...Do you have another quiet place in mind?" He asked.

He shook his head.

I sighed heavily and nodded.

Hospital it is.

My phone buzzed with a notification so I took it out and saw that it was part of the internet news I followed.

I sat down on the bed and looked through them but noticed a piece of news that had a murder crime.

My eyes widened in horror when I saw the picture in the link.

Ohm's P.O.V:

I looked at him frowning in confusion when his eyes suddenly widened at the thing he saw in the phone.

"Ai Non?" I asked cautiously.

He started crying suddenly and the phone fell to the floor.

He started hyperventilating.

I looked at the phone on the floor and saw the picture of the dead person.

Blood...

I turned to him and put my hands on his shoulders.

"Ai Non it's alright...Don't look at it...Calm down and breathe ok? Listen to my voice" I said as I tried not to panic too.

"Blood...There's blood" He said in tears as he kept scratching at his ears.

I remembered what P'Jimmy said about dealing with panic attacks.

If the person suffering from a panic attack holds their breath they might be able to get over it...

So I put my hands on his cheeks and pressed my lips to his without thinking.

Nanon's P.O.V:

I felt a pair of lips on mine.

My eyes widened in shock as my heart finally stopped beating fast bringing my attention to what was going on right now.

I looked at him confused.

"Are you alright now?" He asked looking at me concerned.

I started crying and hugged him.

He started rubbing circles on my back.

It was so soothing and I could feel myself slowly calm down.

My eyes started dropping.

"Hey..." I started.

We were sitting in his hospital room on his bed.

"Yes?" He asked.

"Why did you kiss me?" I asked.