raekenx

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raekenx woah, babe's good at taking photos

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corey_bryant babe???
raekenx @corey_bryant babe.
martin24 those eyes tho
raekenx @martin24 yours are 102928x prettier than mine
nolloway oh, we're making this public? 😉
raekenx @nolloway 🤔🤔🤔

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CHAT : RAEKENX & DUNBAR09

dunbar09
so, you're dating nolan? honestly?

raekenx
Maybe. Why do you care?

dunbar09
God, I just want to punch you in the face right now.

dunbar09
After what he did to Tracy?

raekenx
It was an accident.

dunbar09
Yes, that's what he says. Hayden told us what really happened

raekenx
Hayden is a fucking liar.

dunbar09
And you're a fucking asshole

raekenx
I miss you.
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CHAT : RAEKENX & NOLLOWAY

nolloway
is he jealous?

raekenx
I think he's more angry ... but he wrote me at least.

nolloway
I still think it was a bad idea. You know that they hate me.

raekenx
They need to understand that they have no reason to hate you.

nolloway
You're wrong. They have

raekenx
Nolan, it was an accident. 

nolloway
It doesn't matter

raekenx
Yes, it does.

raekenx
You know what

raekenx
Give me some time, I will fix this

nolloway
Come on, Theo, you can't fix this.

raekenx
Do you trust me?

nolloway
I do

raekenx
Then let me handle this.

nolloway
Okay.. If you say so.

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Nolan's POV

I put my phone on the nightstand next to my bed just as Gabe walks into my room. Since we're keeping our relationship - or whatever is going on between us - secret, nobody can tell if the thing between Theo and me is real or not. When I told Gabe he didn't seem angry or something. He didn't seem like he cared at all.

Gabe lays down beside me and puts his arms around me, pulling me closer to his naked chest. A comforting feeling rushes through my veins as he draws little circles on my arm. I smile and look at him.

"I think we should see each other more often," I say while I run my fingers through his hair.

Gabe sighs and pulls me even closer. "I know," he answers, "but you know how stressed out I am right now ... school, work, lacrosse ..."

"And your friends that don't want you to hang out with me." Gabe can hardly look me in the eyes when he feels guilty. It takes him a lot of strength to return my gaze, but he finally does.

"We will find a way, okay? Just not right now." That's it. That's the end of the conversation. It always ends with the promise that everything is eventually going to be better, but it's been a few months now and I haven't seen any changes yet.

How much longer can I do this?