Author's note- I was watching hwarang and somehow I was unaware of ....spoiler alert!!! Tae's death scene. I am emotionally unstable right now. It was heartbraking. I hate when the most innocent and supportive character always has to die.

There are a lot of things that I hate about myself. The only thing that I am proud of, is my ability to sleep whatever the place or the time. I am a very heavy sleeper as well so waking up wasn't something that I enjoyed. People are like new day, new opportunities and I am like new day, more time for me to sleep. I also sleep extremely quickly, like it's just a matter of minutes. Unfortunately today wasn't the case.

Jimin's warmth made my skin shudder and all I wanted was to embrace him in a very tight hug. I am losing my sanity progressively. I was still a little taken aback by yesterday's events and yet I was staring to my best friend with lust and love in my eyes.

Don't be a coward Yoongi. You have him right where you want him.

Don't Yoongi. Have some manners. Think about what happened to him.

It was like fighting with those little angel-devil figures on my shoulder. You cannot imagine how much I wanted to follow the demon's advice. But I fought my urge and just sat there observing his facial features.

''I know you don't mean it in a creepy kind of way, but it looks a lot creepy Yoongi...'' Jimin stated slightly opening his brown orbs, absorbing the light of the room.

''I wasn't staring at you. I just wanted to check if you are alright. Should we change the bandages?'' I said trying not to feel exposed.

''That won't be necessary, at least for now. There isn't much blood. Perhaps a slight sting but it will pass''.

''Okay'' I nodded a little frustrated. I wanted him to know that I was there for him and that I will always be.

''Is that all?'' he said. For some reason I sensed that  he hated me for forgetting my ba....friend's birthday so I decided to give him my gift now.

''Why am I forgetting something? I don't think so'' I said with a slight smirk on my face.

''It's nothing really'' he said with a small frown appearing on his face.

Well in all my life I never thought me, Min freaking Yoongi would be so whipped with someone like Jimin. But how can you not love him? The one moment he is all acting cute like you just want to squeeze his cheeks and out of the sudden he turns into a hot, sexy dance machine.

Man, I am so whipped for this boy...

''Why are you frowning? Did I do something?'' I asked him. I was slightly enjoying the teasing, not going to lie.

''No. It's nothing. I just really want to sleep''.

''Noone is bothering you. Do you want me to leave the bed so that you  could be more comfortable?'' I asked, a feeling that he is going to say yes echoing in the back of my head.

''No!!!'' he shouted. ''Don't leave me alone. Not today at least''.

''What is it today anyway?''.

''Yoongi...just forget it'' he said turning his face away from mine, facing the wall.

You are teasing him way too much Yoongi. I slid my hand under the bed and grabbed a box. I have been preparing his gift since I talked about his birthday with the guys. I wanted something  special for him, so I asked Taehyung's help. I think I did a decent job.

''It's not much, but it's better that nothing'' I said shoving the box literally inches away from his face.

Why is this so awkward?

''Hey...what...what is this Yoongi?'' he seemed too surprised. He thought I really forgot, did he?

''What does it look like? And no I don't have the head of Brad Pitt's dead wife in there''.

''What?'' he asked like it was the first time he ever heard about that movie.

''Seven? The greatest movie of all time? What's in the box?''.

''Well, I was hoping you could  tell me that'' he said with an expression that said  Yoongi are you okay.

''Ahhh...I just wanted to tell you Happy Birthday but we are having this ridiculous conversation instead''.

''Y-You remembered? I never mentioned ...''

''Oh yes, you have never mentioned''  I rolled my eyes.

''Stop the irony Yoongi. It's my birthday''.

''I know. You cannot  even consider how much effort I have put in this gift. It took a little more preparation than expected but I can say it is...decent''.

''You could have bought me a pack of chewing gum and I would still consider that awesome'' he said with a slight smile on his face.

His cheeks were now red and he looked at me like I was giving him the greatest gift his eyes have ever seen.

''It's been a while since someone apart from the guys remembered my birthday'' he confessed the smile on his face instantly disappearing.

''What do you mean? What about your parents or relatives? This is a special day after all. Park Jimin was born'' I said getting closer to his body.

''They never cared. My aunt always sent me a gift but my dad doesn't want me to have any kind of relations with her. She is bisexual I think, that's why. My parents have been forgetting my birthday for at least five years. The guys always bought gifts and stuff and surprised me but I kind expected it from them, you know? We tend to throw a surprise party for every single one of us''.

''Well, I care Jiminie. And I sincerely believe that this is going to be your best birthday ever. For starters,you are sleeping here with me. What a great way to begin your year as a seventeen year old?'' I said and a smile made its way in Jimin's face.

''I am really nervous, so opening the gift would be much appreciated'' I said cause for some reason I thought this wasn't a gift that could make Jimin happy.

''I will, don't worry. It looks like a book' he spoke, while unwrapping the box.

''Happy Birthday Jiminie. May you have every single one of your dreams fulfilled''.

Jimin slowly opened the present and his mouth fell agape. I had prepared a mini photo album that contained polaroids of Jimin and the guys. Tae gave me his camera so I printed the pictures and created an album for Jimin. I held some for myself of course since I can't  hold the real Jimin forever. On the last fifteen pages I left some frames without  photos where Jimin could put his own polaroids. I have also wrote a song that I thought Jimin would really like.

''Do you like it?'' I said a sad face ready to take the place of my happiness.

''It's the greatest gift I have ever seen. It's more that decent it's perfect. Yoongi how did you find all these photos? Oh...shit I look ugly in here...Oh...look. It's our picture on the basketball game. WHAAAAAT? Did you write me a freaking song? Thank you, thank you so much!!!" Jimin said enthusiastically and hugged Yoongi really tight.

"Well, I am really glad that you liked it. I didn't know what you liked, but it looks like I did a good job. It's not expensive or...."

"I don't care if it was cheap.  The fact that you put all this effort to create something so beautiful is enough".

"Listen to the song tomorrow. I think  you will enjoy it ".

Jimin then noticed that he was holding Yoongi's hand all this time. But he wasn't embarrassed because he thought that Yoongi might actually like him back.

Yoongi knew that Jimin liked him, and yet for some reason no-one admitted his feelings for the other.  How the fuck did Jin and  Namjoon confess  Yoongi thought.

It was that moment that they both decided to confess to each other. But they both had different methods to do that.

"Yoongi, I don't know a lot of things about relationships but I know  that they are complicated. I recently read an article about our behaviour to our partners and you cannot possibly imagine..."

Yoongi grabbed Jimin and connected their lips in a beautiful, extraordinary, unexpected kiss.

This birthday will be the best Jimin said to himself....