Falling for another
''Taehyung, can I talk to you for a second?'' Jungkook said and stood up from the table.
''Sure'' Tae answered looking at Yoongi, who gave him a reassuring gaze, Jungkook noticing it.
For some reason Yoongi thought that Tae and him have a connection. They both love something they cannot reach, someone they cannot have. That is why Yoongi trusted Taehyung more than the others. He had actually told him his entire story. Taehyung never mentioned it afterwards. He liked the support Yoongi was giving him. Being unwanted makes you feel so fragile, that sometimes you create a cocoon around yourself, so that nobody else can hurt you. That is why Taehyung wanted to do after loving Jungkook for almost three years.
The boys were always so close, and yet Jungkook didn't feel really comfortable around them. Only when he was with Tae he was his true, silly self. That is what Taehyung loved about the boy. His silliness. The fact that whenever Taehyung was sad, the boy cheered him up so easily, without trying. And yet Jungkook never showed any interest to the other boy. Taehyung was driving himself insane. He lusted Jungkook's lips, he adored Jungkook's personality. But with four simple words Jungkook tore his dreams apart ''I don't like Taehyung''.
They sat themselves on Jungkook's bed and Taehyung was trying his best, not to look too heart-broken. Jungkook finally decided to speak his mind.
''Do you like me Taehyung?'' his voice cracked, saying these words.
''I like you a lot Kookie. You are my best friend...''.
''I didn't mean it like that and you know it. Do you want us to be like a couple Taehyung ?''.
''You always called me Tae. What happened to Tae?'' Taehyung was so close to tearing up.
''Just answer the fucking question''.
''No. I don't like you like that. I never did. That would be weird''.
''Then why do they keep bringing it up? Like you are so in love with me. I hate when they are saying it''.
''Would it be so bad if I liked you?What would happen if I actually did ?''.
''I don't know. I guess we would stop being friends''.
''Then thank God I don't like your ugly looking ass Jeon Jungkook'' Tae yelled letting his tears fall down his cheeks, leaving quickly from Jungkook's room.
''What is the matter with you?'' Jungkook screamed following Tae down the stairs.
''Goodbye guys. I'll see you at school'' Taehyung said with tears in his eyes. He grabbed his backpack and left without looking back.
''But, we don't have school tomorrow''.
''What the hell happened up there?What did you do to him, Jeon?'' Yoongi spoke with an angry look in his eyes.
''Since you care so much about him, run after him, no one is bothering you''.
''That is a very good idea, Jeon. Jin, give me my coat'' Yoongi quickly said, while tying his shoelaces.
''Here'' Jin gave him, his coat, fully unaware of the whole situation.
''I am sorry Jimin. We will tell them another time'' Yoongi whispered to Jimin and quickly went out to search for his friend.
''Can someone please explain to my poor self, what the fuck is going on?'' Hoseok shouted.
''Yoongi likes Taehyung, this is what's happening'' Jungkook calmly said, trying to slow down his heavy breathing.
''WHAT?'' Jimin yelled, almost falling from his seat.
''And how did you come up with this conclusion, may I ask?'' Namjoon wondered handing over a cup of hot tea to Jin.
''Thanks ba..Joon'' Jin said, his cheeks blushing. Namjoon just smiled and baffled Jin's hair.
''Am I the only clever one here ?''.
''You are the stupidest here, but continue'' Hoseok teased him.
''So you haven't seen how close they are? How Yoongi hugged him yesterday in front of all of us? How quickly he run behind him?''.
''Why did he run by the way?''.
''I asked him if he liked me and he answered no. Which means that he likes Suga, because then he asked me if it is so bad to like me and I told him that I would stop being friends with him, so now he thinks we aren't going to be friends because he is gay and likes freaking Yoongi'' Jungkook explained himself, his eyes red, angry.
''This is the worst scenario I have ever heard in my life'' Jin fell back on the couch laughing.
''Are you writing a movie or something?'' Namjoon started laughing.
''This is crazy Jungkook. I mean we are all dumbasses here, but please...'' Hoseok teased him.
''Jimin a little support, please?'' Jungkook asked Jimin who had his eyes opened widely, yet he seemed lost in his own thoughts.
''I actually agree with Jungkook''.
''YOU DO?'' the other three asked simultaneously.
''You do?'' Jungkook asked really surprised as well. He was suspecting that Yoongi and Jimin liked eachother, but his new theory seemed much more realistic in his head.
''I do, it seems pretty obvious if you think about it''.
''And you have no problem with it?''.
''Why should I have Hobi?''.
''Just asking''.
Like two friends who smile at eachother, hiding feelings away. They were smiling while whispering secrets to eachother, Taehyung with his huge smile and Yoongi with his gummy one. Like two friends who see eachother everyday. When Jimin was at the hospital with Yoongi, Tae was the one that came to warn him. It could have been Jin, Jungkook, Namjoon, but no it was Taehyung. Like two friends, that love eachother in every single possible way. Could he be so wrong? Could Yoongi actually like Taehyung?
''Tae, wait. I am not a fast runner'' Yoongi screamed at the boy, the moment he saw him.
Taehyung went into a football field. The grass was wet due to the rain of the previous night, but Taehyung didn't care at all about that. The moment he reached the middle of the field he stopped and fell on his weak knees. Yoongi immediately ran towards him, engulfing him in a bone crashing hug. They sat there in silence, speechless, only their hearts pounding fast, due to running.
''Am I radiating the same heat as Jimin does?'' Tae asked suddenly, catching Yoongi of guard.
''W-what?'' Yoongi stuttered.
''When you hug me, what do you feel?''.
''I don't know. I feel like I am helping you feel better, I guess''.
''When you were hugging Jimin, yesterday, what did you feel?''.
''How do you know that?''.
''I saw you cause I woke up yesterday night. I also have a picture of you holding hands, just saying'',
''How? Why?...What?''.
''How do you feel when you are holding him?''.
''I feel like I am helping myself''.
''What do you mean by that?''.
''When I am holding him, I feel like it is just us. No one else around us. I love being alone, but I want to be alone with him by my side, do you understand?''.
''No, not really. I hate being alone. I prefer having my friends near me''.
''Well, if I had to choose a person to hug me for the rest of my miserable life that would be Jimin. Because he is the sweetest, most selfless person I had the pleasure to meet. Because I adore every single thing about his personality and his appearance, even the things he despises, about himself''.
''That's what I feel when I hug Jungkook, which hasn't happend for a little while''.
''I think it would be better if we confessed to them, don't you think?''.
''That would be a huge no''.
''We'll see''.
And they stayed there, entangled, thinking how it would be if they both had what they wanted. What a nice life would that be...
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