''I never said that you only cause me pain''.

''You  said that when I am around you, I only cause trouble''.

''I didn't mean it like that Jiminie''.

Yoongi was enduring so much pain all these years. He was always the weird one, always the outsider. And it wasn't even his fault at the first place. From the moment the rumour that he was the one who saw his parents before their final moments on earth, occured, everyone started avoiding him like a disease. This is the perfect word to describe Yoongi's feelings that used to shutter his fragile heart at tiny pieces: disease.

But things changed for Yoongi. He made friends, the infamous school ''gang''. Why was it called a gang in the first place? If someone who didn't know them had to describe them, he would probably use the word fluffy or cute or adorable. Yet they enjoyed their badass name, that Hoseok made up during a crazy round of hide and seek, nine years ago.

Each one of them has qualities. Uncountable capabilities.

Jungkook is good at everything. Like for real. Yoongi himself couldn't believe it, but he never saw the boy failing once. School subjects were the only thing that he was terrible at. Unfortunately his parents cared a lot about his grades. So he spends less time with his video games and more with his books. When he was young he always wanted to be an astronaut, which then turned into a footballer and now has turned into  a psychologist.

Taehyung on the other hand always knew what he wanted. Actually he had to turn eight to even touch his first camera. And it was that moment that made him realize how extraodinary is the work of a photographer. It's like when you badly want to remember something but you have erased it from your mind. The camera always captured moments Taehyung never wanted to forget. So yeah...photographer.

Namjoon wants to be a chemist. He is aware that being a chemist requires precision and focalization, so he has to be careful not to break anything. He knew this is somehow impossible but he still has hope. Perhaps a chemist who doesn't do experiments.

Jin is going to be a chef. He is certain about that. He always had a soft spot for cooking, especially when he cooks for his friends and his family. Purpose of his life: to travel all around the world with his boyfriend and taste every dish of every country they visit.

Hoseok always doubted himself. He knew that dancing was what he wanted to do from a very young age, but he never found anyone else to share his passion with. He was perpetually thinking that dancing was never a profession. But a boy, called Jimin, changed his mind.

Jimin loved dancing. His feet were always moving along the music, talent overflowing in his body. Yet, seeing that his parents were against it, he tried his best to sustain his desire. When they asked him what he wanted to become he answered simply  "Policeman'', ''Doctor'', ''Lawyer''. Never a dancer. Unfortunately he hasn't stood up for his rights yet.

Yoongi decided that he desired to be a lyricist the first time his mother helped him write a school poem. The best poem a student has ever written. But when they died...Yoongi was alone. His lyrics turned monotonous, unimaginative, prosaical. He lost the urge to write. And then his life turned upside down, by meeting five dorks and his lovely boyfriend.

What had certain humans done to deserve so much pain? Why do we give, just to have it taken away  afterwards?

How did it come down to this?

''Jimin, go throw the garbage''.

Jimin went outside of his house to throw the garbage, when he noticed Yoongi's sister walking down the pavement, her left cheek scarlet red.

''Are you okay? Shall I call Yoongi?'' he worriedly asked.

''He was the one who caused this'' she cried, tears rolling down her cheeks.

''What do you mean? Yoongi would never hurt you'' Jimin said.

''You don't know him at all, Jimin''.

''I know him better than you do'' he answered back, a blank expression on his face.

''Hasn't he ever said something that hurt you? It doesn't have to be physical pain. He told me that he doesn't like you. That he is just messing around with you. He just wants your body, nothing more. You are nothing but TROUBLE to him''.

''Yoongi would never say that. He is patient with me and my choices. He would never hurt me''.

''How do you think my cheeks turned red, Jimin? I told him to stop exploiting you and he slapped me''.

''That's what you claim. From all I know you could lie'' Jimin exclaimed, his doubts clearly making their appereance.

''He is coming. What a surprize! I am leaving. I want nothing to do with him. Don't say I didn't warn you'', she said and left touching her cheek.

''Hi babe...I swear I saw my sister but she doesn't have any work here...hey are you okay babe?...Jimin" Yoongi spoke softly caressing his boyfriends rosy cheeks.

"I hate her so fucking mmuuuuchhhh" Jimin said loudly.

"You and me both. What did she say this time?" Yoongi asked, clearly avoiding Jimin's gaze, for no reason whatsoever.

"She is insane. Crazier than you. How are you twins? You are amazing and she is...".

"Every offensive adjective of our language".

"Apparently. She told me you slapped her...And I was like, he cannot even harm a fly".

"Jimin I have got a confession to make" the boy with the faded black hair spoke in a serious tone.

"Fuck...You are scaring me, what is it?".

"You know that I have killed a fly right?".

"You know you don't have a sense of humour, right?".

"You are mean to me now..." Yoongi claimed, pouting his lips.

"I am sorry...but you scared the shit out of me...I had to pay you back somehow".

"I love you so much Chim" Yoongi spoke happily, his gummy smile appearing as he hugged his boyfriend's beautiful figure.

"Me too babe...Me too".

Jimin didn't bother to talk to Yoongi about the incident with his annoying sister. Yet, the doubts that had entered his mind had a great effect on his ways of perception. He loved his Yoongi. More than anything. Then why did his sister say all  these stuff? Who slapped her? Who created that    - visible from the moon- hickey on her neck?

Jimin's mind flooded with thoughts. The thought that never left from his head was Min Yoongi.

The sad truth was that Jimin thought that he would never be enough for Yoongi.