*Morning*

Magnus woke up feeling better. He looked over at Alec who was still sleeping. He seemed to gorgeous to be real. Magnus had been searching for someone like Alec since he could remember. Someone to share the pain, the good, the sorrows. Someone who could love his heart and soul, just like he did.

It was almost surreal to Magnus sometimes, and he had to mentally remind himself that he wasn't dreaming. "Good morning." Alec's deep voice startled Magnus as he smiled at his boyfriend. Boyfriend. His boyfriend. Magnus thought as he leaned in for a kiss.

"Good morning Alexander." He snuggled closer, relaxing his head on Alec's chest. Alec tilted his head to look at him. "You're gorgeous in the morning Mags." Magnus blushed as he rubs his hands around his bicep. "Do you have to go to the institute soon?" Magnus asked unsurely. Alec grins.

"Whatever you want Magnus." He said, kissing a soft spot on Magnus's neck. He lets out a soft sigh. "Don't go." Magnus mumbled. Alec laughed softly as he pulled Magnus towards him. "Alright then. But then I'll lose my job." Alec rubs his nose against him. Magnus giggles and felt the heat of Alec near him.

"That's ok. That means you spend more time with me." Magnus felt this amazing warm feeling whenever Alec was next to him. Like he could do anything. It was a great feeling. "About yesterday." Alec started, playing with Magnus's hair absentmindedly, "I want you to know that Jia's sons death wasn't your fault."

Alec felt Magnus tense up. "Please don't blame it on yourself. It was Jia that didn't want you to treat him. I know that hurt you. I need to know if you're ok now." Alec was always so gentle and caring. Magnus smiles.

"I was upset." He admitted. "But I think that everything happens for a reason. Whatever it is, I think I'll be avoiding the institute for a bit." Magnus laughed and closed his eyes again. Alec felt a pang of sadness. This meant that he couldn't spend more time with Magnus, but he realized that it would be better for him to stay away. Magnus was relieved.

He was glad to have Alec around right now, because it made him feel stronger. Alec was his strength. And he hoped that he was Alec's strength too. "Can I ask you something?" Alec asked quickly. Magnus tilts his head smiling. "Anything darling." He purred. Alec kept looking up at the ceiling. "Do you ever think about how things would be different if you hadn't been at my wedding?"

Alec's voice was low and thoughtful. Magnus squeezes Alec's hand reassuringly. "Well, I know that I would be here with you." Magnus paused and then continued, "And I wouldn't be as happy as I am right now." Alec's heart soared as he shook his head. "But all I bring you is pain." Alec said sadly. Magnus kissed him once.

"You." He kissed him again. "Bring." Another kiss. "Me." And one last kiss on the lips. "Happiness." Alec blushed. "You really mean that?" Alec asked unsurely. Magnus's eyes glamoured back to a chocolate brown. Alec didn't even realize that Magnus's cat eyes were showing. "Alexander." He whispered and got up.

"Yes. I really do mean that." Magnus walks towards the kitchen. Alec sighed as he laid in the bed. He was blessed to have someone as understanding as Magnus. He just wished that he could understand Magnus, as well as Magnus, could understand him.

Magnus was always an enigma. He could hide things from people, (Usually not Alec) and he didn't express his feelings as much as he should. That's one of the main reasons why Alec had gotten so angry yesterday. He felt like he was hopelessly lost when it came time to help Magnus through his problems.