*****RECAP***

So now I had no father.

A mother who doesn't care for me.

Sensitive.

Scared.

Hurting.

Depressed.

Breaking.

Faking a smile like nothing's wrong.

I don't know who I once was, that girl is long gone, dead.

Alone, yet not fully.

I'm Anelaya.. the lifeless body.

***END OF RECAP***

Asher. Asher... He was someone special. Someone you wanted to get to know. Someone who was worth talking to,just like Aneleya. They were worth talking to, because just a little while of getting to know them was worth it. They were people who you'd be lucky to have in your life. They were artistic, beautiful writers, even in poems. He would draw things that were unbelievably detailed, time taking drawings.

He was an amazing writer. But some work was heartbreaking to read, of how troubled he was. How the emotions ate them.

How their talents would have been another blessing to this cruel world.

«««ASHER DIARY P.O.V»»»

(Further into the writing.)

" I don't know what to think anymore. Have you ever felt that? Have you ever felt how something worked then it doesn't, how it just stop so suddenly.

I was on medicine, something they said would help, help with the depression. It work, yes, only for awhile until it comes crushing back on you, worse then it was before you were on it. It gets tiring having hope for something that just stops working when you think it will. I'm better without it, at least then..I'll know what to expect.

At least with cruel everyday torture, comes with talents that come from your inner self. But is it worth it? "

«««END OF ASHER'S DIARY P.O.V.»»»

Oh how if he would've knew it was.

«««ANELEYA DIARY P.O.V»»»

" You know how there's the depression within yourself, then there's some that seem to be a person,like a walking depression.

The walking depression, they just seem to add to the depression within yourself. Like reminding you of why you hate yourself. Or, how your not good enough, or do they even love you. Something you wish you could ask, but can't because they might give an excuse saying they don't know, or busy, or tired.

Or just maybe afraid they might just say they don't love you, or tell you how they gave everything up for you, or how your just not good enough,and that, that will make you hate yourself.

If I was strong enough, I would have asked my mom if she really loved me, or mad that she wasted her life on me..."

«««END OF ANELEYA DIARY P.O.V.»»»

Oh if she only knew. That she was the best thing that happened to me, but how it was such a blessing in disguise. Oh, how I should have showed her she was the best that ever happened to me.

- This will be a glimpse of Asher and Aneleya in the future.-

Now we're standing on a cliff together, holding hands like when we were children. And he turns to me, wiping a tear from my eye. And says "This is our ending now... but our beginning just started. "

But, Asher do you think this is the right thing to do. What if the afterlife is not what we imagined,a peaceful afterlife?

I guess it's a risk worth taking,right?

I don't know..

But,oh, you do know.

You just have to dream in your peaceful afterlife, after all that we endure, we deserve the peace. You dream your peaceful afterlife, because you make it, but you can wish, wish to spend it with each other, after all... I will never let you go.

-Imperfections.