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Their mind took over the body they once had control of, and had no way to gain it back. Before their mind had it's control of what they do, functioning in the minds will.

-Why does this happen?

-Yes, there's research of the mind, but is there research on why the mind tries to destroy us? How some have this mind, and yet others don't?

- If there is, why we're we chosen?

-Why did we suffer?

-How would they survive,when others minds aren't out to destroy their body,before taking it all as it's?

-What does it mean?

-What mean?

-To meet the real mind?

-To meet my destroyer, the one who killed it's own self.

-To meet me, the trickster.

-To bring me closer to death.

-Before I close my eyes, and feel the chills run through me, and take my final breath.

-Before I'm dead.. with last wish.

-With one last hope.

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"Why is it when we see ourselves, we don't like what we see?

I ask that question plenty of times, to finally realize, I just don't know the answer.

Some see themselves and are simply happy of what they see in the mirror, me on the other hand. I don't really see anything in me that I like.

I see an ugly body, the one I think makes me look fat, the one that has scars, the one that makes me cry and despise what's staring back at me in the mirror.

On my face, is a face of not what I want. It's sad, no smile, pain filled eyes.

And what's staring at me in the mirror, shows what's truly inside me..

Sadness. " ~ Aneleya diary P.O.V.

"I hate what I see in the mirror. I'm not as handsome as the guys that girls swoon over. But I have Aneleya, and she's all I want, but how could she possibly want me?

Isn't there better out there then there is of me?

Some just may call it insecurities,that I may have.

The insecurities that consumed me, made me hate myself." ~Asher Diary P.O.V.

Ugly.

Ugly.

Ugly.

Disgusting.

Fat.

Hideous.

Pathetic.

"These go though my mind as a hear the voices in my head."

"And mine."

"Can't you see that their killing me!?"

They mold their voices to someone you love, so your hearing every bad thing by someone you love.. so that it hurts you more."

-- how could they possibly love someone as pathetic as you?"

I just reply that, "I don't know why. They just do!"

-- "Wrong. They don't love you. No one can possibly love you. Have you seen yourself? Go, go and look in the mirror and you'll truly see why no one could ever love you."

"It's true, how could anyone love me?"

"And me?"

"Because your beautiful inside and out. Your eyes are just deceiving you my darling."

-Imperfections.