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"-which is how I ended up sleeping with a 17 year old girl on my 15th birthday. S'crazy."

Taehyung said, and Jungkook huffed, eyes wide.

"Wow.. That sounds crazy! I don't think I've ever been in such a crazy party before. Y'know one time I-I stayed up a little late and heard weird noises coming from Jin and Namjoon's room and I was terrified. But the next day I overhead Jin talking and apparently they were both drunk and playing wii sports." Jungkook said, and Taehyung burst out laughing.

The two were sitting in a coffee shop near Taehyung's apartment, the one where the two met for the first time in New York. Jungkook realised that Taehyung was quite friendly with the coffee shop owner.

"Oh my god- I can totally imagine that. Y'know it really sucks- I slept with this guy um- some- some time ago-" Taehyung started, and Jungkook raised his eyebrow. Taehyung sighed sheepishly.

"Okay it was a few weeks ago." Taehyung mumbled, and Jungkook giggled. "Aw. Nice. Was he cute?"

Taehyung shrugged. "Eh. I've seen cuter." Taehyung said, and then gave Jungkook a wink, and Jungkook just took his mug of hot chocolate and took a sip, cheeks turning red.

"Anyways, we got into conversation. And he basically said people in gangs and mafias all deserve to 'rot in hell', which, I mean- okay. I get it. But, I dunno- we're not all bad people at heart, y'know?" Taehyung said, and Jungkook scoffed.

"I think they are bad people. There's just a few exceptions." Jungkook said, and Taehyung hummed.

"Anyways.. the two of us can go eat lunch or something- I know this nice Korean place." Taehyung suggested, and Jungkook smiled giddily.

"Yes! That sounds great! I'd love that." Jungkook said, and Taehyung grinned. "Great! Do you wanna go over to your place to refreshen up, or-"

Jungkook shook his head. "No.. can I just borrow your clothes?" Jungkook said timidly, and Taehyung chuckled. "'Course you can, Kookie. I think you look great in my clothes."

Jungkook giggled. "Why- you don't like the kind've clothes I wear now, Taehyungie?" Jungkook asked, and Taehyung took a sip of his coffee.

"I don't know.. Don't think all of it suits you. You seem so stiff in all your clothes, y'know? With those thousand dollar coats and shoes- you seem more comfortable in just a sweater and tights. Like you used to." Taehyung, and Jungkook nodded, looking down at his drink.

"Well. I-I don't think I'm all that stiff. Plus- I look better in fancy clothing." Jungkook said, and Taehyung was about to speak up, but then saw that Jungkook clearly didn't want to, so Taehyung refrained.

Once they were both done with breakfast, they left the coffeehouse and went to Taehyung's apartment. "This one also smells like beans, Tae," Jungkook whined, and Taehyung laughed.

"Yeah, but like- baked beans. Good kind of beans." Taehyung said, and Jungkook giggled, both walking into Taehyung's apartment.

"I'm gonna go shower first- and then you can go. S'cool?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook nodded with a small smile. Taehyung returned the smile, and then walked into his one bedroom, while Jungkook sat down on his sofa.

He heard Taehyung close his door, so Jungkook turned the tv on, resting his head against the arm of his couch, sighing. He clicked on some international news channel, and then heard the words.

"Breaking news- A prison break has taken place in the most secure prison facility in South Korea. More than 20 men and women, past convicts, have escaped. The police requests no panic to be set, as they are looking into this matter, and many of the escaped men have been captured already."

Jungkook let out a small gasp, and instantly felt his mind whirring with thoughts. No, no way- there was like, a one in a BILLION chance that Namjoon could.. or even would try to get out. Right? No no- Jungkook should stop thinking nonsense before he hurts himself.

Jungkook changed the channels, falling upon some kind of a cooking show. He watched, but his mind was someplace else. Wondering.. if-if maybe there was even a slightest chance that Namjoon was free..

"Kook," Taehyung said, walking out of his bedroom. "You can go shower."

Jungkook's breath hitched.

Taehyung stood there shirtless, with just a towel hung a little low on his hips. His hair was damp and falling on his eyes, tan skin glowing after the shower. Jungkook felt himself staring, almost a little mesmerised.

"Y-you've been working out," Jungkook commented, and Taehyung snickered, and then leaned against the wall, smirking a little. What used to be a slightly defined stomach was now toned with abs, and fuck- Jungkook tore his eyes away, gulping a little.

"Yeah- guess I have. Had a lot of free time, y'know?" Taehyung said, and Jungkook blushed a little, and then stood up, nodding.

"Yeah- looks- um- looks nice. You look nice." Jungkook stammered, and then walked towards the bedroom, but Taehyung grabbed his wrist, pulling him closer in, making Jungkook let out a squeak of surprise.

"Look nice, do I?" Taehyung said, hint of cockiness in his tone. Jungkook gulped, blushing. "I think you look really nice too," Taehyung whispered, and that just caused Jungkook's blush to deepen, because Taehyung was in just a towel, and Jungkook was shy.

"Tae," Jungkook said softly, and Taehyung took his smaller hands in his, a tight hold on them. Taehyung was smirking, still. "Hm?"

"I-I need to go shower," Jungkook squeaked, and Taehyung hummed, smirk only growing upon seeing Jungkook's flustered state. He couldn't help but let Jungkook's hand go and grip his waist tightly, younger boy's eyes growing bigger in surprise.

"Sure. Just take your clothes with you-" Taehyung said softly, and Jungkook nodded, and then walked into Taehyung's room. Taehyung walked in too, walking towards the closet along with Jungkook.

Jungkook opened the closet door and saw arrays of blacks and maroons and hints of browns. He reached in for a red t-shirt, but then felt a hand on his waist. "No no, I'll get it for you. That one's a little old."

Jungkook hummed, and then felt Taehyung's hand remain on his waist as he leaned in to grab a black t-shirt, all while slotted behind Jungkook. Jungkook saw Taehyung flicking through some shirts, before taking one out, and handing it to Jungkook.

Jungkook turned around, and then realised he was still slotted between Taehyung's arms, and now they were face to face, and Taehyung was awfully close, and still in his towel- and goddammit, Jungkook was blushing.

"You okay?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook held the t-shirt in his hands, and nodded. "Look a little red,"

"Shut up, Tae." Jungkook squeaked in embarrassment, and Taehyung chuckled at his response. Taehyung reached behind Jungkook, and Jungkook tried moving away, but in a heat of mismanagement, both ended up pressing up against each other, and Jungkook gasped.

"O-oh- sorry-" Jungkook stammered, and tried holding onto something near him, but ended up accidentally pushing some of the clothes off the rack in the closet.

"Shit, I-" Jungkook started, and tried turning around, but accidentally grabbed onto something and turned around and the next thing he knew he had Taehyung's towel in his hand.

"Ah!" Jungkook squealed in embarrassment and then faced the closet with wide eyes, and then brought the towel up to his face to hide himself- but then realised what he was doing, and just dropped the towel completely.

"Fuck- sorry." Jungkook cried, and heard a small chuckle from behind him.

"Koo-"

"Just- um- I-I'm sorry- I didn't- I didn't mean to do that- sorry, honestly, I wasn't trying to mess up! I promise. Or- like, see you n-naked or something- I just-"

"Jungkook-"

"I just- dammit I fuck everything up I'm so clumsy- a-and Chris always gets so mad at me because I'm so clumsy and ruin everything-"

"Jungkook!" Taehyung snapped, and then grabbed Jungkook by the waist and flipped him over. Jungkook closed his eyes tightly, and then Taehyung snapped his fingers in front of his face, forcing him to open his eyes. Jungkook's eyes were big and his mind subconsciously let his eyes slip down and-

"I'm wearing boxers, baby." Taehyung let out softly, and Jungkook's cheeks turned redder as he sighed in relief, looking up at Taehyung again.

"O-oh.. Sorry. I- um-" Jungkook squeaked, and then stepped away from Taehyung, finally feeling a little less red. "Sorry."

"Don't apologise, Kookie. S'kinda cute, actually. It's cute when you start blushing," Taehyung said fondly, and Jungkook looked at him, a little confused.

"You're not mad?"

Taehyung let out a small smile, almost looking a little.. upset. "No, Kookie. I don't get mad at everything."

Jungkook opened his mouth to say something, but then grabbed his shirt and a pair of jeans Taehyung passed him, and walked into the washroom.

Jungkook quickly took a shower and got dressed in Taehyung's clothes (also taking a dark red sweater and leather jacket because Taehyung didn't know what bright colours were) and then stepped out, seeing Taehyung leaning against his breakfast counter in his kitchen.

Jungkook was about to speak up, until he realised Taehyung was on his phone.

"-that's not it, Mark. Yeah, I know, I'm being stupid as fuck and I should tell him. But- yes, you can stop reminding me, I know he's engaged to another guy." Taehyung snapped into his phone, and Jungkook froze.

Jungkook took a soft step back, hiding behind the door of the bedroom, hearing Taehyung continue. "You know what's happen if I tell him the truth, Mark. He'll hate me, and I just- I-I can't lose him. Not again."

Jungkook's breath hitched. The truth? Jungkook would.. hate him?

"I know. But if he knows what I did.. I mean, I hated myself for it, you know that!... Alright whatever, I'll talk to you later. Okay shut it, I can hear Jackson calling for you behind you. Stop ignoring him, jeez." Taehyung snickered, and then mumbled some more goodbyes, and cut the call.

Jungkook stood still behind the door, not knowing what he should do. Confront him. Taehyung can't lie AGAIN. That- that's not fair. Jungkook deserves to know whatever this is.

So Jungkook stepped out of the room and furrowed his eyebrows all angry and stomped up to the older man, who took one look at Jungkook and burst into giggles.

"Aw, you look adorable." Taehyung said, and Jungkook's frown erased and his cheeks turned red, eyes growing big.

"S-shut up." Jungkook squeaked, and then stepped a little closer, fingers etching over the span of Taehyung's shoulder, confusion written on his doll face.

"You okay, dollie?" Taehyung asked softly, and Jungkook looked up at him, and felt a little bit of his worries wash away upon seeing the warmth in those familiar brown eyes.

Jungkook found himself nodding, and saw how that made Taehyung smile a little.

"Good. 'Cause today's gonna be fun. C'mon, let's go-" Taehyung said, and Jungkook smiled back, and Taehyung walked out of the kitchen, letting Jungkook sigh.

He's... not gonna bring it up. Because, Jungkook trusts Taehyung. He knows whatever Taehyung is hiding.. or not telling him, it's for their own goods. And Jungkook doesn't want to get tangled into something he doesn't know or doesn't want to be a part of.

Because Taehyung was.. temporary. Like Christmas. He was here now, but he'd go away. Maybe Jungkook would see him every now and then, perhaps once a year. And it'd make Jungkook very happy. But Taehyung wasn't his every day. Taehyung was like Christmas.

Chris, on the other hand, had to be Jungkook's every day. They'd get married soon, and Jungkook knows Chris has talked about wanting to have babies soon. So once they'll adopt children, Jungkook will have.. something to do, at least.

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"Children?"

Jungkook and Taehyung were sat in the small Korean restaurant, eating food which seemed almost homely, enjoying the ambience and the shop owners who were more than nice. After downing some food, Jungkook felt himself confide in Taehyung, spilling his worries to the older man.

Jungkook nodded, taking another bite with the chopsticks held in his hand. "Yeah, Chris wants two. He's a little older, I guess, but that's fine. I'll be home taking care of them, so it'll be nice for me too."

Taehyung snickered. "Sounds more like a project."

Jungkook frowned at that. "I wanna have children too, Tae."

"You're 21, Jungkook. Barely, you have your whole life in front of you. You wanna have children already?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook scoffed.

"Well, I'm also gonna be married to Chris for my whole life. So I might as well have children now, when he's young too."

Jungkook said, and Taehyung hummed.

"But didn't you tell me once you wanted to have children when you were in your late 20's? Or- or 30?"

"Well.. y-yeah.. but when I'm in my late 20's, Chris will almost be 50. That's too old for him to have a child." Jungkook explained, and then looked away in confusion. "Or.. maybe not.. since I'll be the one taking care of them anyway."

"I'm sure he'll be taking of them too. After all, he's been preparing himself for children for some time, hasn't he?" Taehyung asked with a snicker, and Jungkook frowned, tilting his head in confusion.

Taehyung laughed. "He makes you call him daddy, doesn't he?"

Jungkook's eyes widened, cheeks turning bright red. He kicked Taehyung under the table, the black haired boy laughing.

"I-it just a weird thing we do in the bedroo- shut up, Tae!" Jungkook squeaked in response, and Taehyung laughed again, but then took his drink and took a long sip of it.

"Hm. So- I was kinda talking to, what's his name- Evan from my office. Annoying guy with the big blonde hair. Yeah- he told me you came to the office once dressed in.. a skirt?"

Jungkook's cheeks turned bright red again, and he looked down. "Um- y-yeah." Jungkook stammered, looking embarrassed. "T-that was when Chris and I first started dating. He- he used to like when I dressed... feminine, I guess. I used to wear that kind of stuff around the house." Jungkook explained, and Taehyung noticed his discomfort in discussing this.

"You didn't like it?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook shook his head. "Not at all. I mean, doing it in the bedroom made me a little uncomfortable, but doing it i-in public just.. I-I don't know! I told him I didn't want to.. h-he got kind of mad at me.. left a stupid p-pink skater skirt and white button up top on the bed. Said I'd look good in it." Jungkook said, gripping onto the table tightly.

Taehyung saw Jungkook gulp. "S-so I wore it. I sent him pi-pictures but he said to come to his o- office. I really didn't want to... I just- I did. I went to his office. But everyone kept looking at me like I was an alien." Jungkook squeaked. "And- a-and the skirt was real-really short, too! Made me w-wear stupid high knee socks with it." Jungkook whispered, pouting now while talking.

"And then I saw him a-and all his friends were there, Tae. T-they were all o-ogling me. It was so- s-so embarrassing. I just- I-I felt so- s-so-"

"I know," Taehyung let out softly, gripping his hand. "I know. I remember. I know you don't like it." Taehyung said, and Jungkook nodded. "You don't have to continue-"

"And- Chris! H-he didn't even care that his friends w-were looking at me! I felt so w-weirded out.. I started crying after." Jungkook piped, and Taehyung sighed. "M'guessing he got mad at you after."

"No no, he was nice about it. Felt really bad. He said he didn't wanna make me uncomfortable. But he didn't let me wear clothes for the whole week at home and I had to walk around in panties." Jungkook huffed at the end, and Taehyung pressed his lips together.

"Jeez, what a dick." Taehyung said, and Jungkook looked at him with big eyes.

"N-no.. he's nice." Jungkook trailed, and Taehyung snickered humourlessly, taking a sip of his drink. "Doesn't sound so nice."

"Well he is!" Jungkook said, and Taehyung hummed. "If he was so 'nice' he'd respect your boundaries and not treat you like a trophy wife,"

Jungkook frowned. "M'not a t-trophy wife.."

"I know you're not, Kook. But that's what he treats you like." Taehyung said, and Jungkook looked down.

"He's just different, Taehyung. Different doesn't mean bad." Jungkook said.

"If he makes you cry so many times, I'd say it's bad."

"Yeah but-"

"And it's weird that he forces you into doing so much stuff. You don't owe him anything just because he buys you shit-"

"I-I know, but-"

"-A relationship doesn't work if one person thinks they're above the other, Kookie, there has to be equal respect and give and take, not just-"

"Y'know what, Tae? At least he didn't die and leave me alone for 3 whole goddamn years," Jungkook snapped, and Taehyung stilled.

Taehyung's eyes widened slightly, and he gave Jungkook a look of slight confusion, and then let out a forced chuckle. "Okay, wow. That was uncalled for-"

"Uncalled for? Are you kidding me? You- you've been talking shit about my fiance and expect me to just listen? You don't know him, Tae, you're wrong about him. Just because he isn't you doesn't mean he's not good for me." Jungkook said, and Taehyung frowned a little, pretending like that didn't hurt.

"I never said that! He doesn't have to be me, he doesn't have to be even close to me! He just shouldn't be a fucking dickhead who treats you like shit!" Taehyung snapped, and Jungkook laughed.

"Right, right. Treats me like shit. Buys me everything I need and does more than enough for me is treating me like shit??"

"Since when did a relationship get based on buying someone something? He's your soon to be husband, not your sugar daddy!" Taehyung said, growing angrier.

"And you're supposed to be my- my friend, not my fucking father! Stop telling me what to do-" Jungkook snapped, and Taehyung let out a laugh.

"Right, 'cause I'm the one who's like your father in this equation." Taehyung said, and Jungkook frowned.

"What?" Jungkook said, and Taehyung looked away, looking as if he was trying to calm himself, but Jungkook just scoffed. "I don't know why I thought trying to gain closure with you was a good idea. You'll keep dragging me to my past- and-"

"I'm the one dragging you to your past?" Taehyung snapped, and Jungkook frowned. "Who else?"

"How about your fucking fiance who's double your goddamn age, who you're clearly with because you still have immense daddy issues and won't let go of someone who hurt you!" Taehyung said angrily, voice raising slightly.

Jungkook froze.

Some of the people in the restaurant gave the two weird looks, and Taehyung just gulped, realising what he said, looking down.

Jungkook remained frozen for a few seconds, and then stood up.

"Jungkook-"

Jungkook walked out of the restaurant, not caring about the fact that he didn't have any money nor his phone. He started walking in the snow, and then heard footsteps run along.

"Kook, I didn't mean it like that-"

"No, you did. You made it very clear, Taehyung." Jungkook snapped, and saw the older boy let out a regretful sigh. "I'm sorry,"

"No no, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being in such a bad fucking relationship with someone who treats me like shit and having immense daddy issues. That makes me feel so much better about myself." Jungkook spoke sharply, clearly angry.

"I was just trying to help." Taehyung let out in a small voice, and Jungkook shook his head.

"I don't need help from someone who thought it was a good idea to make an innocent 18 year old fall in love with him just to break his heart and let him get hurt." Jungkook spat, and Taehyung looked at him, eyebrows furrowing.

"That was years ago! You know I never wanted to hurt you, right? All I've done since that day you found out I lied to you is to try and protect you, baby." Taehyung said, and stepped closer to him, trying to grab his arm, put some sense into him. "I-I loved you so much, dollie, you don't even know the shit I did just to make sure you were safe-"

"Stop calling me that!" Jungkook snapped, making Taehyung freeze, pulling his arm away. "I'm not yours! I'm not your baby and I don't need your help!"

"I-I know-"

"You've been lying to me since the first day I ever met you! So if you think Chris even comes close to the amount of bad shit you've done to me-" Jungkook started, and Taehyung nodded, stepping back a little.

"I know, I know. I-I'm sorry-"

"If you wanted to make sure I was safe, you would've come to me the second you got better." Jungkook growled, seeing Taehyung look practically on the brink of tears. "But you didn't. You left me. So you-you're not allowed to judge me on the things I had to do to make sure I didn't go fucking insane!" Jungkook snapped, and then took a step back.

Taehyung looked down at the crumpled snow, feeling more of it fall down on his back.

"And Tae?" Jungkook said, and Taehyung looked up, feeling pathetic with tears pricking at his eyes.

"I'm not your dollie." Jungkook snarked, and then turned around and walked away, leaving Taehyung there, standing in the middle of the walkway, alone.

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