November 19, 2014

It was the day before Michael's birthday, and they were on break. Michael wanted to spend his birthday in England with both the 5sos boys and the 1d boys.

I had gotten a few texts from Louis, asking me to come over. I decided that I could, but I would have to make up a simple excuse. I knew that would be easy enough, so I told Michael that I was leaving the hotel to walk around the streets, to admire the city.

"You don't know your way around, though," he pointed out. I might not have known my way around the city that well, but I knew my way to Louis's house.

"When I stayed with Paris for that little while mid-tour, we walked around a little bit," I told him, being truthful. We had walked around a little bit when I stayed with Paris, so if he asked her, which I doubted he would, she would tell him that we did.

"Okay. Just be back by ten. If you're not back by then, I'll come looking for you. I just don't want you to get lost," he told me, grabbing my hands.

"I won't, and I promise I'll be back by ten," I smiled, pecking his lips quickly before I walked towards the door.

"I'll see you later, babe," he smiled at me as I walked into the hallway of the hotel. I went down into the lobby and just began to walk to Louis's apartment that was only a few blocks down the street.

I knew I had about two hours to be with Louis if I wanted to be there that long. I just could not be out past ten. I knew Michael was serious about coming to look for me. I didn't want him to worry about me.

I turned onto a street, the one Louis lived on. I approached his apartment, and I was about to knock on the door when I heard someone other than Louis on the other side of the door.

I heard Louis say goodbye to that person, saying he'd see him or her the next day. I hid and waiting for that person to leave. It was only Niall. He must've been there, talking to Louis. They might've been talking about the surprise party we had all planned for Michael.

After Niall had driven far enough away, I got out from hiding and approached the door again. I knocked twice quickly before I walked in. This time, I saw Louis on his couch watching TV instead on him on his bed, maturbating as I had seen the one time I came here.

"Hey Haven," Louis smiled at me, patting the seat next to him in the couch, "Do you want to sit down?"

"No, I'm okay standing," I told him. I didn't know why he wanted me here. I figured he wanted to do something, but I wasn't completely sure.

"Okay," Louis shrugged, standing up himself, "I was just wondering how you planned in bringing Michael to the party tomorrow. I didn't want to text you in case Michael had seen your text notification, and I didn't want to call you because you'd be talking about it right in front of him. I just thought having you here would be easier."

"Yeah, that's fine. I was just thinking of telling him we were going somewhere special for his birthday and taking him to Paris's, saying that I just need to talk to her for a minute. I'd have him come in with me and tell him that she wanted to talk to him about something, then he'll be there. We'll just go to the club afterwards, then, yeah?"

"Yeah, that's good. So you're okay with us taking him to a club for his birthday after we're done at Paris's?" He asked, and I nodded. He cocked his head slightly to he side, "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. Why would I not want him to go to a club? I mean, it's his birthday! He can do what he wants, and he should enjoy it."

"What if he would get super drunk and fuck another girl while he's drunk? What would you do if that happened?"

"I don't know," I shrugged, "I'd have to forgive him, because.. you know, I'm with you at the same time I'm with him, and I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't forgive him for doing something I've done many times."

"That's true," Louis nodded.

"So I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" I shrugged, making my way towards the door of his apartment before he stopped me.

"I was actually hoping you'd do one more thing while you were here.." He paused, just looking at me and smirking.

"I knew it," I smirked, pulling my shirt over my head and pulling my skinny jeans off of my legs.

"Wanna try something a little different than usual? We could try it on the couch," Louis suggested. I thought for a minute and nodded. I was into trying new things.

"I want to fuck you against the wall." He declared, looking at me. I nodded in agreement. I would do that.

"That would be different. I like it," I told him, walking towards him and unbuttoning his pants.

"I love you, Haven, and I don't know why you never say it back," he looked at me and kissed my forehead.

"I do love you, Louis, but I'm just confused. I love you in ways, but I love Michael in ways too. I love both of you, but I'm just really confused at the moment. I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings by not telling you that I love you, but I'm saying it now."

"I'm sorry about that, Kitten," he apologized, "And I understand that you're confused. I'm sorry that I brought it up in the first place."

"It's okay," I smiled a little as I tugged on his shirt, pulling it over his head.

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I had gotten dressed after Louis's and my session, and Louis put his clothes back on at the same time I put mine on. I kissed him on the cheek, saying I'd see him tomorrow. I opened the door and walked out of his apartment, making my way back to my hotel, where Michael still was. It was only a quarter after nine, so I knew I would be back before ten.

When I did get back, Michael greeted me and asked me if I liked walking around and seeing the city.

"I loved it. It was beautiful.. I've seen it a few times before, but I always love seeing it and exploring it again," I explained to him. I wasn't talking about the city, however. I was talking about Louis.

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Sorry I didn't update this earlier... Wattpad wasn't working for me:( I'm glad that I have it up now though! I hope you understand! I love you all:)

-Lizzie xx