And it's sideways.....

But yeah....I feel absolutely horrible. In my new class and school. My friends I'm sure aren't even real because they just left me to hang out with boys and they didn't even tell me where they went. Wow.

I'm pretty sure no one here cares about my feelings and I'm so close to just giving up. I hate it here and there's no one I can trust or properly talk to.

I feel lost...confused...I feel like a third wheel and an oddity. I want to quit my school...I don't feel comfortable and I have 48 hours more with these people. I want to just go home and curl up and cry. I can't do this anymore. People tell me I'm strong but I'm not. I'm weak...

And to make things worse...my sketchbook got wet and now I can't erase things...