“Why not? W-why can’t we?”

Yeonjun sighs, “You’re just confused. How are you sure that your feelings are not some flesh calling, huh? Lust and like or love tends to mixed up, student.”

“It’s my feelings so I’m sure of it!” Soobin protested while frowning.

“Have you ever fallen in love?” Yeonjun seriously asked.

“Almost? I-I’m not sure,” Soobin almost whispered his answer.

“Then how can you be so sure?”

“Then how are you so sure too that it is not?”

Then a suddenly silence envelop each other. Yeonjun takes a seat and seriously looks at Soobin. “Look here, student. We are living in two different worlds. Being in relationship with someone while being in this work will just become a hindrance and I don’t want that,” Yeonjun explained.

“Y-you can work while having relationship with me! What’s so complicated with that?” the other suggested with eagerness.

“No,” Yeonjun shook his head. “We can’t. Just sleep now,” Yeonjun stands firm with his decision before going back to sleep again.

Soobin was about to speak but he just closed his lips. He then hear his ringtone and he immediately look for it. It was Beomgyu so he quickly picked it up.

“Hey you fucking asshole where did you get the fucking audacity not to fucking call me!? Did you enjoy fucking that pinked-hair that you totally fucking— I am fucking calm down, you motherfucker!” Soobin continued shouting until he left Yeonjun’s room to catch up.

Yeonjun sighs and look at the door. He suddenly started thinking why did he even take this documentary project of the said student knowing well the danger it could bring?

He looks for his phone and wired some money to someone. Actually, there’s more other reason why he’s in this industry. It’s more than the family issue. It’s more than his financial status.

The next morning Soobin gets up early and set up his cameras so he can film the real morning routine of the actor. He did it professionally despite of the rejection that happened last night. After lunch, the two decided to film another interview on the lawn.

“In your work, is there someone you’ve got a problem with? Or like you dislike?” Soobin asked.

“There are a lot, not gonna lie,” Yeonjun answered. “But can’t help it, it always comes in work. Natural,” he continued.

“What more? What do you see inside your work that seems unethical in workplace?” Soobin added.

“Aside from our work being unethical and taboo itself, I think the rest are worst. To expose some, there are channels under the company that are performing acts that’s beyond the contract and that’s something I dislike but don’t really want to put my nose on other’s business,” he explained.

“Can you tell me more about those beyond the contract acts?” Soobin continued.

“Hurting women, what else?”

“Specifically?”

Yeonjun sighs and looks away for a second before answering, “Slapping, spitting, DVP, DAP, putting lots of shits inside the vagina and anal, there’s also once in BDSM that they made her eat a lighted cigarette, and the like. There are more… the director just decided to cut those out.”

Soobin felt chills after hearing those. He can’t even imagine it. He suddenly went out of words. Yeonjun smirks and speaks, “You really thing we’re all about pleasure? Nope. The porn industry is making used of all the women who are victim of sexual abuse, who has hypersexual disorder, men who loves dominance, and people like you who likes to get tied with pornography just because of being horny.”

“T-that’s—”

“How about you, student?” Yeonjun suddenly asked.

“W-what me?”

“Why do you love watching porn? Do you enjoy watching them doing such act? Now that you know what the possibilities beyond those pleasures are, are you still going to watch it?” Yeonjun asks.

Soobin gulps in, “I’m only watching you. I can’t watch anyone aside from you,” he answered firmly.

Yeonjun smirks, “No one’s gonna believe that, young man. Bet you know every artist you meet at the HQ.”

Soobin felt guilt for a second because it’s actually true. He watches pornography a hundred times. He watched different artist and all every night. He can barely sleep if he cannot jerk off.

Choi Soobin has a pornography addiction.

“T-that’s enough for today,” Soobin turns off his camera in panic and fixes his thing. “Y-you’ll be back in HQ later, right? I’m coming with you. I needed to film you while doing it and—”

“Can you calm down for a second? You’re talking to fast,” Yeonjun noticed.

Yet Soobin continued, “A-and after I filmed those I’m going to interview Ms. Eva—”

“Hey.”

“As well as Manager Park for other details—”

“Choi Soobin!”

The student stops from putting his camera on the bag and looked at the other who’s still sitting on his spot. He saw the other glaring at him as well as frowning. Choi Soobin finds it hot and manly.

“Y-yes?” Soobin stuttered.

“Come here,” Yeonjun gestured him.

Soobin quickly puts the bag on the table and went to the other. “Y-yes?” he asks while fidgeting his fingers.

Yeonjun pulled him down that make the younger kneels in front of him. Soobin has the idea already and he’s just staring at the older. Yeonjun nods at him and Soobin gasps. “B-but we’re outside,” Soobin said.

“So? This is my place,” Yeonjun reacted. “Go on, it’ll make you feel better,” Yeonjun smiles.

Soobin deeply exhales before unzipping Yeonjun’s pants and wrapped his hand around Yeonjun’s dick that made the older moans. Soobin did his job well in eating the older in broad daylight on the lawn. Totally not minding whoever can see them. At the end, Yeonjun cum inside Soobin’s mouth.

Both arrived at the HQ. Soobin went to the room he’s always staying and prepared his thing. He went out of the room and everyone are still busy. He knows what is the room YJ’s going to have a sex but he seems lost. He found a guy standing by the stairs who’s with headphones and seems like playing with a game. He left no choice but to go to him and ask a question.

“Hey, may I know where this room is?” Soobin asked while showing his screen.

“Oh that? I’m actually about to go there,” the other replied with a smile.

“Oh!” Soobin reacted. “You’re Kai, right!?” he exclaimed.

The Kai guy took off his headphones and hang it around his neck. “Yes? How’d you know? Wait do you—”

“No! Research. I am the student who documents Yeon— I mean, YJ’s daily activities, that’s why,” Soobin quickly reasoned out.

Kai chuckles, “Defensive.”

“Huh!?” Soobin frowns.

“Nothing,” Kai smiles. “Let’s go, follow me.”

Of course, Soobin knew who Kai is. While following the other that will take him to where YJ is, he can’t help but remember all the videos he seen of him. He is sure that Kai is also a monster in bed. He can’t deny that fact.

“But why…” Soobin suddenly whispers under his breathe when he noticed something.

“Why what?” Kai heard him.

“Hmm? Nothing,” Soobin shrugged his head and smile a little. “Why are you working in here, Kai? Aren’t you a bit too young?” Soobin asks.

“Ain’t really sure about that. Fun, maybe,” Kai replied while chuckling. “It’s great industry. As someone who loves sex, to get paid as well is heaven—a real one,” he added.

“You’re right…” Soobin agreed and thought that there are really different reasons why people joins the industry.

They are already in front of the door when Kai faced him and speaks, “You know what? When Mr. Park saw your e-mail, the first one he recommended was me,” he said with a smile.

“Y-you? Then… Then did he gave YJ because I requested?” Soobin asks in confusion.

Kai chuckles, “Nope,” he answered and opens the door. There they see everyone is getting ready. Yeonjun’s already naked as well as the woman who are currently being prepared by a dildo. Yeonjun saw the two walks in while Kai is helping Soobin arranged his tripod and Soobin’s already filming the busy behind the scenes.

Soobin who’s looking at his screen was bothered and looked at Kai who’s also looking at him. “Then why is that?” Soobin asked.

Kai smiles again and hold Soobin’s hand to focus it on Yeonjun who’s currently glaring at both of them. Soobin quickly noticed it and looked scared at Yeonjun.

“I’m not sure but maybe there’s really a reason behind it,” Kai chuckles. “Oh, they are starting.”

“Why are you here, Kai?” the director asks him.

“Why? Can’t he fuck while I’m watching?” Kai sarcastically replied.

The director just sighs, “You damn well know why, bastard, he answered and Kai just laughs at it.

“It’s fine,” Kai replied and look at Soobin who’s really confused. “So this one will know YJ’s other side of fucking someone,” he added.

Now that confuses Soobin more. The acts started and by it started Kai is really close to Soobin. Soobin needed to focus so he doesn’t really care about Kai.

When Kai moves closer to Soobin who wants to see the screen as well, Soobin who’s monitoring at the screen saw how Yeonjun gripped the girl’s hair up. It actually made the girl scream for a second.

“Kai, you really need to get out right now,” the director whispered but enough to hear.

“It’ll be fine,” Kai smirks that made Soobin looks at him and he realizes they are too close. It made Soobin gulps then he heard countless slaps and groans that made him look at YJ. “There he is being aggressive.”

“Take it easy!” the director shouted in concern. He hasn’t directed anything yet to changed position but YJ did.

Yeonjun pulled his dick off the woman and buried it on her mouth. The cameraman quickly moves as well to capture it because it was unplanned. Soobin saw how Yeonjun aggressively chocked the girl with his cock. She’s crying already and pushing Yeonjun a bit but the other won’t stop.

“H-he should stop, right?” Soobin asked the director in concern.

Kai placed his arms around Soobin’s shoulder, “Don’t worry, his viewers will like it,” he said.

Soobin felt uncomfortable with it and so he swiftly moves his body away from the other that made Kai chuckles. After chocking the girl so hard he turn her around and slaps her ass then aggressively enters it. It was a total mess, everything was a mess. It was hard and rough. The woman was wrecked as it finished.

“Gotta go now,” Kai said. “Ah, nice meeting you Soobin,” he smiles before going out.

“YJ! The heck was that!?” the director shouted but the actor did not even care. “Still you did a good job as always,” he added before going out of the room.

Soobin witnessed the woman being handcarry because she can barely walk and she actually passed out after YJ cum for the third time. Now, there are only them inside the room.

“W-were you that always aggressive?” Soobin asks him.

“Not really,” Yeonjun replied for the sake of documentation.

“W-why were you that… a-aggressive?” Soobin asks again.

Yeonjun looks at him and move closer until he walks passed by the camera. He caged Soobin with his arms on the wall. Soobin went out of breath. “Y-Yeonjun…” he whispered while grabbing the hem of his own shirt.

“Are you scared?” Yeonjun asks. “Look at me.”

Soobin lifts his head and meet Yeonjun’s eyes. “No… I am not,” he answered.

“Then why are you being like that?” Yeonjun asks.

Soobin did not answer but quickly pulled down Yeonjun’s mask up to chin and kissed him. Yeonjun moves his hand and pulled Soobin closer using his arm around Soobin’s waist.

“Do it with me too. I want you to wreck the hell out of me too, Yeonjun. Please.”