Soobin discovered YJ through a gossip by some of the campus girls. They talked about how great he is and such. He got curious and when he got home he started to look who that YJ they are talking about but all sites that connects to him are immediately getting shut down.

Then he asked Beomgyu how to look for him as he’s desperate to feed his curiosity. His friend being supportive as fuck, enter the pornsite and helped him look for that specific artist and that’s when they found out that his channel is totally private.

“I’ll pay! How much does it cost?” Soobin asks, eagerly.

“Dude!? Are you fucking sure about it? Spending money for someone who can’t literally fuck you? You’re just going to end up jerking off by yourself,” Beomgyu nags him.

“I don’t care! I wanna see him fuck someone,” Soobin insisted.

And that’s how it started. Since he subscribed to him and binge watches all his videos as if it’s a Harry Potter movie, he felt addicted. He knows every part of the guy already aside from his face. He knows the tattoo and moles of the guy. That’s how a freak he is when it comes to YJ.

He is his fantasy. He is all he wanted. He is who he wanted to touch every bit of his skin. He is the only one who can make his sanity go lose. He is his desire. Now that he’s in front of him, what is he going to do?

“Y-yes? W-what did you say?” Soobin asked again as if he didn’t really hear it.

YJ moves his hand and lean it on Soobin’s chair then move even closer. “Why are you desperate to cast me in your stupid documentary? Huh? Is it really for you to graduate or for you to see me fuck in person and filmed it?”

Soobin got struck by lightning. YJ’s voice felt up to his spine, sending chills in his whole body. His palms felt cold, his temple is about to sweat out but his whole body is feeling hot, he gasps for air.

“I…” Soobin muttered and licked his lowerlip as he feels it’s getting dried. “It’s for school purposes,” he managed to make up an answer.

YJ smirks and stands up straight. “I expected better than that,” he whispered enough for the student to hear turn his back.

“But!” Soobin raised his voice that made the other stops from walking. “I’ll… You can do it with me b-but… in private. N-no videos…” he stuttered and started fidgeting his fingers.

YJ scoffs, “Unfair, cutie,” he turns around. “Bet you saw me naked and such across all sites, doesn’t want that?”

“I-I… I did but…”

“You’re going to film me while doing my job and nothing for me in return?” YJ shook his head. “Nevermind, I’m busy for such childishness.”

Soobin sighs when the artist really left him alone. But with such eagerness in him, he quickly stands up, picked up the paper then followed him outside.

“Please, help me—” Soobin got cut off by woman’s voice.

“Saw your video collab with Chloe Sy, that was fucking great,” she said and laughs before totally passing by. The guy didn’t even bother to comment.

“You collab with Chloe Sy!?” Soobin exclaimed and paused when he realizes what he just blurts out.

YJ pauses from walking and turn around. “I guess some student really spends money for porn, huh?”

“I-It’s not like that! I-I just—”

“Research?” YJ teases him and continued walking.

Soobin breaths in and out, “Hey, I watched your video to prepare this documentary and not because of some stupid reason,” he annoyingly replied, forgetting he should negotiate.

YJ didn’t reply and took the key from his pocket then open a door. Soobin pauses and just watched him do his thing. The next thing Soobin knew is getting dragged inside of the dark room while lights are closed.

Soobin felt the cold walls and he stopped breathing without him knowing. He smells a mint near him and a warm breath. YJ’s close to him, masked off, and Soobin gasped after realizing that.

The student then felt a hand around his waist and he bit his lip. He’s not protesting, he wanted more, he’s letting a total stranger that he only knows in screen touch him like that.

A warm breath touches Soobin’s neck that made him breathe heavily and mindlessly gripping YJ’s hem of silk clothes. “I knew you spend money for me,” YJ suddenly whispered and open the switch that’s behind Soobin.

He already put his mask back and he saw Soobin still shocked by what just happened, as if he got nailed on the wall, he can’t even blink. What the heck just happened? He can’t process it.

YJ takes a seat on the bed and crossed his legs, “Hey, are you still breathing?”

“Huh?” Soobin mindlessly replied.

“Do you like me?” YJ asked.

“Yeah— huh? No! No…” Soobin panicked and YJ laughs at it.

YJ stands up, hands are on the pocket and went closer to Soobin again, and leaning more and more until the other closes his eye. “You agree to get fucked in private, right?”

“Y-yes… sir.”

“Then I’ll accept your offer,” YJ confirms and Soobin open his eyes that meet his. “Let’s have fun filming, student Choi Soobin.”

Choi Soobin didn’t get a good night after YJ left him in the room. He locked the doors and he just stared at the ceiling until his eyes went tired and it closes for a sleep.

YJ really tired him out without even exerting so much effort.

It’s around 6 in the morning when his alarm sounds, he turn it off, fixes himself as well as the bed and went out. The empty and silent hallways at night went crowded and noisy as soon as he opens the door. No one’s greeting him, everyone’s doing their own business. There are tripods and cameras, girls, girls, and even more girls at the longue are below. Everyone gathers for some kind of a video making for their work, he guesses.

“We’ll be at the house 3 today.”

“Who are the men for gangbang again? Gather here.”

“Artist of Closecream, where is she? We’re going to start at 7AM.”

“Those who are going in hotel today, please prepare already.”

Those are some of the noises Soobin hears as he walks out. Everyone is busy doing their own work. Soobin is also busy looking around to either find the driver or YJ.

Soobin can’t stop looking to most of the people because they are so familiar to them. For real, how much time does he invest in watching porn for him to familiarize almost all the artist in here?

“Hey, cutie! Who are you looking for? Are you one of the lucky fans?” a woman went to him.

Soobin quickly shrugs almost his whole body. “No, no, no,” Soobin answered right away. “I’m looking for YJ, do you know where he is?”

“Oh!? YJ’s finally doing it on man now!? Hey, you’re so lucky! The company has been pushing him to do gay sex but he won’t!” she suddenly exclaimed.

“Huh!? A-ah no, no, I’m not here for that,” he shook his head and even gestured with his hand. “I’m here for my documentary project,” he answered and smiles awkwardly.

“Oh right, I heard about it. Sorry and I think,” she pause to scan Soobin from head to toe. “You’re fit to be a bottom— a really YJ type. See you around, kiddo,” she stated before leaving.

Soobin blushed on that one and gulps his spit. He just continued walking until he saw YJ by the garden, near the pool. “YJ!” he shouted.

YJ turns to see and frowns, he’s not wearing his eyeglasses now but a sunglasses and still with his mask on. “You’re still here?” he asked.

“I need to get your number so we can talk when we’re going to start,” Soobin said and lend his phone. “I’m going to prepare the outline so you can check it. Also, you sure you’re not going to revise any of terms and condition?” he asks.

He grabs Soobin’s phone and dialed his number while speaking, “As long as you’re good at moaning and can take a huge cock then I’m fine,” he casually replied and then lends back the phone.

“T-too… vulgar,” Soobin muttered and keep the phone with him. “I-I’ll get going now,” he replied and bows a little.

Soobin is spacing out until he reached their unit. They don’t stay in college dorm because his roomie loves to fuck at midnight which is highly prohibited. He arrived around nine in the morning and moans are the first one to welcome him.

He just shrugged his shoulders, “Beomgyu, I’m here,” he yelled a bit to announce his arrival and the room went quiet for a while and moans sounds again.

He takes a seat on the rug and opens his laptop, he’s doing some research again, not minding the moans— speaking of moans, it doesn’t sound like a woman’s moan but he just throw the thought and continued doing his thing with a plugged wired earphone on his ear.

After couple of minutes, Soobin paused from writing when the door opens and it reveals Beomgyu, sweats all over his temple. “You already ate breakfast, Baby?” he asks as if he didn’t do something unholy and proceeds to the kitchen.

“You dare to call me ‘baby’ right after fucking someone?” Soobin casually replied, not leaving the screen off his sight. “And no, I haven’t yet.”

“H-hello…”

Soobin lift his sight and frowns when he saw a pinked haired boy went out of the room. “Who are you?” Soobin asked, intrigued. Beomgyu never bought a guy in the house.

“I-I’m Kang Taehyun, nice to meet you,” the guy greeted in embarrassment and smiles a bit.

Soobin just stares at him and didn’t replied, he continue what he’s doing. Beomgyu knows Soobin’s upset so he talked to Taehyun about meeting up again and such before he send him off.

“Bin,” Beomgyu called him and attempted to hold his hand.

“Don’t touch me,” Soobin coldly replied.

“I’m sorry, he’s just so cute, you know? And I think I like him,” Beomgyu said and smiled a bit.

“Get lost,” Soobin used the same tone.

“Baby, hey, bud, sorry. I said I won’t take any guys in here but yeah sorry,” he apologizes.

“You know it’s making me feel uncomfortable and you still did,” Soobin pauses and looked at him then took off his earphones. “You can fuck five girls at once even in front of me, I wouldn’t care but fuck a guy knowing I’m a gay and uncomfortable about it? I-I just…” he sighs.

“Sorry, sorry bud,” Beomgyu apologizes. “It won’t happen again, I swear! We’ll just fuck somewhere down the road or what-“

“Shut it! You’re disgusting,” Soobin snapped and rolled his eyes.

Beomgyu laughs and pinched the other’s cheek. “Sorry, baby. Just tell me about what happened to you instead,” he suggested.

“Worst.”

“Why?” Beomgyu asked in curiosity. “He turns you down? No! He just lost the chance to experience a good blow job—”

“Hey!” Soobin snapped and slap his thighs. “Shut it!”

Beomgyu laughs again, “Sorry but you’re really good, bud. So, now what?” he asks again.

“He’s so manly; he’s scent, the way he moves, veins, his tattoos, his voice. He’s just so him, he’s so YJ in every point but he’s a jerk, a tease, an ass,” he pauses and smile. “And I like it…”

“Cringe,” Beomgyu commented and Soobin slapped his thighs once again. “Ah! Sorry, okay?” he laughs hard. “What more? Tell me more about,” he continued.

“Well, at first he declined but then we negotiated and he has condition? Or conditions, I’m not really sure,” he replied and shrugged.

“What is it? Don’t tell me you’re going to be filmed to and post it on his channel?” Beomgyu scoffs and he saw Soobin looks down a bit and bit his lower lip. “You son of a bitch!” he cursed and stands up in annoyance. “Why did you agreed to that!?”

Soobin stands up as well to face him, “Hey calm down! T-that’s… Well, I’m not sure if there’s really filming going on but what I’m sure is… he’s going to fuck me,” he bit his lower lip and start fidgeting his fingers.

“Aigoo!” Beomgyu reacted in disappointment. “This is what porn is making to someone who hasn’t experienced anything yet. Look, Baby, I am allowing you to get fucked by who you wanted to get that v-card of yours but to be filmed while doing that? It’s a no,” he strongly disapproved and it’s vivid in his whole face.

“I-I already considered too—”

He got cut off, “But since it’s YJ you’re going to allow him?”

“No! No, of course! Okay, I won’t.”

“As you should! I don’t want others to see you getting fucked and they’ll start jerking off while watching you do that,” Beomgyu’s clearly annoyed. “Why are you smiling? Huh? You asshole.”

“Why are you suddenly being caring?” Soobin asks and stops himself from smiling.

“Then do it, go, do you want me to film it for you, huh?” Beomgyu frowns and walk away, heading to the kitchen.

“Hey! I’m sorry,” Soobin laughs. “Beomgyu! Thank you! I’ll approve your relationship with that pink hair dude!”

They might diss each other here and there but it can’t deny the fact that their friendship is more than the average. They take care of each other and makes sure to protect each other. They are best buds, after all.

“But am I really that good at it?” Soobin asks referring to sucking someone’s dick.

Beomgyu turns, leans on the sink, and memories flashes across his mind. He then nods and smiles, “That small mouth of yours can make a monster cum, Choi Soobin.”

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A/N: HAPPY NEW YEAR! SEE YOU ON 2024!!!