“How’s Soobin? Is he getting better?”

Beomgyu sighs before sipping his coffee, “I don’t know… He’s just pretending. He’s busying himself so he can forget about Yeonjun. I managed to convince him to pass the documentary project and now we’re just waiting for results. I also don’t let him get locked in his room because for sure he’ll masturbate till dawn.”

“What’s wrong with masturbation? Just let him if that’s can help him,” Taehyun retorted.

Beomgyu shakes his head, “He’s addicted. He became porn-dependent and that’s not good. He can’t sleep without jerking off. That’s why I’m looking for a private psychologist.”

“Oh no…” Taehyun reacted in concern. “I can recommend one. He’s Dr. Choi of HYBE Medical University, he’s a psychiatrist. He’s really a good one,” he recommended.

“Thank you,” Beomgyu smiles. “I need to go now. Soobin’s waiting for me,” he said and stands up. “I’ll drop you off.”

“Okay, thank you,” Taehyun smiles as well.

When Beomgyu arrived at their apartment, Soobin’s not around. “Where the heck is he?” he started dialing his number but it’s unattended. So Beomgyu just thought that maybe he’s busy with something and just waited for the other to come home.

“Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!”

Soobin grimace after chugging the bottle of tequila and he started getting wild on the dance floor. He decided to get wasted in the bar alone and getting hyped by other party people.

“You’re drunk,” a familiar voice whispered at him because of the loud music.

“Kai! Oh my goodness! Kai!” Soobin reacted, obviously drunk.

Hueningkai just chuckles and let Soobin dance. He just stood in there to ensure that no one will get close to him. Soobin who’s really wasted and out of himself is already doing sexy dance in front of Kai and the younger of course is enjoying what the drunken Soobin is doing.

Soobin wrapped both of his arms around Kai’s nape. “Hey, I’m good at bed too so why did he left me!?” he shouted at Kai.

Hueningkai put his hands on Soobin’s waist and pulled him closer. “You’re still thinking about him? He’s useless,” he answered.

“No! He’s a freaking monster! I love him!” Soobin yelled and laughs.

Kai just chuckles and starts kissing Soobin and he felt him responding to that kiss. “Soobin, wanna know why Yeonjun didn’t let me as your actor before?”

“Oh! Why!?”

“Because I fucked someone who’s so dear to him. He was just like you, a curious student. I invited the kid to join porn industry without Yeonjun knowing and that’s why he was so mad at me,” Kai chuckles. “And then the next thing we knew, that kid hand himself because when his videos got uploaded, his parents saw it and they disown him. That’s why Yeonjun hates me so much!”

Soobin frowns, “Hey! You’re such a bad man!” his even pointing fingers at him.

“I know right but one thing I know I’m good is on bed. Wanna try it tonight?” Hueningkai asks while smirking.

Soobin grins as well. “Why not? Show me what you’ve got.”

Hueningkai kisses Soobin the moment they got in the hotel room. Clothes started dropping as they head on the bed. Soobin lay down the bed and Kai’s kisses went down and reached the older’s manhood, starts stroking it.

Soobin moans in pleasure because it’s the first time once again that someone held him and he loves the feeling. Hueningkai grab a condom and put his fingers inside. He open Soobin’s legs and pushed his two fingers to loosen him up. Soobin moans as he feels it inside him and Hueningkai smirks at it, he loves the reaction.

“I’m going in,” Hueningkai whispered and Soobin’s too aroused to even realize that it’s not Yeonjun who’s going to enter his hole.

The next morning, Soobin groans as he takes a seat while feeling his whole body sore especially his asshole. “What the fuck happened,” Soobin muttered and scratches his head.

“You awake?”

Soobin’s soul immediately went back to him when he heard that cold and deep voice. “Choi Beomgyu? Why are you here— oh!?” he realizes that he’s only covered with the thick blanket and he’s not wearing anything. “H-hey… what happened?”

“Take a bath and we’re going home,” Beomgyu plainly replied.

“Wait! Wait! W-what happened? D-did… Did we have sex?” Soobin asks in confusion.

Beomgyu went closer to him with a paper bag that has new clothes inside. “Take a bath now,” he just replied.

“Beomgyu…” Soobin called.

“I’m sorry…” Beomgyu apologized. “We we’re both drunk last night. I looked for you and we both got drunk and that’s it,” he explained—lied, rather.

“Beomgyu! We’re… w-we’re friends…” Soobin pouted.

Beomgyu purses his lips and holds Soobin’s hand. “I’m sorry… I’m so sorry, Soobin. I really am,” he apologized again, sincerely. But where exactly he’s apologetic to? Maybe because he didn’t really look for Soobin that night. Maybe because he’s partly blaming himself that Soobin’s losing himself now. Maybe because it was too late when Beomgyu arrived and his friend was already wrecked enough by the guy named Hueningkai.

Nonetheless, Beomgyu is mad and hurt of everything that’s happening to his friend.

Soobin smile, “Hey, it’s okay. It’s better that I did it to you instead of others, right? Thank you Beomgyu,” he then hugs the other. “I’ll take a bath now and we’re going home.”

Beomgyu thought after Soobin fed with his lust of sex, he’ll stop from being addicted to pornography but things went worst. Beomgyu caught him taking a video while playing with his cock and they fought so hard because of that they didn’t talk to each other for a whole day. Beomgyu thought again it won’t happen again but Soobin started entertaining different man and even bring some inside their apartment to have sex.

“Soobin’s losing it,” Beomgyu sighs and look away. “He’s fucking losing himself, Taehyun. I don’t know what to do,” he open up and massages his forehead.

“It’s not your fault—”

“I didn’t say it was my fault, I’m saying what I should fucking do to let him stop doing those things,” Beomgyu cut him off in annoyance.

“W-well… Sorry,” Taehyun apologizes and purses his lips.

“This can’t continue, we’re about to graduate,” Beomgyu rants.

“You’re so… so worried…” Taehyun commented in his low voice.

“Then what do you expect me to do? Just stare at him while he’s slowly losing his life?” Beomgyu argued and even rolled his eyes.

“Look Beomgyu,” Taehyun called. “Whenever we see each other all you did is rant about Soobin and I’m hella tired of listening to it already!”

“Why can’t you understand me, Taehyun? Should I let Soobin be at this state? Of course I’ll take care of him,” Beomgyu shots back at him angrily.

Taehyun stands up in mad, “Yeah sure, just baby him, Beomgyu,” he stated and storms out the café leaving Beomgyu in heavy feeling and cursed.

Beomgyu went home clearly not in his mood. As he enters their place he frowns when he saw new two pairs of shoes. He quickly look for Soobin’s room spare key and open it.

“You motherfuckers! Get out of this fucking room right now!” Beomgyu raved.

Choi Beomgyu saw how Soobin’s getting anal double penetrated by two guys on his bed while he’s tied and he even saw some drug sachets and used condoms on the floor.

He dragged one of them out of the room and landed a fist on his cheek. “Get the fuck out of here!” Beomgyu yelled and despite being naked, the guy runs out of their place. “You fucking bastard, come here,” he gestured the other gay who’s panicking to wear his clothes. “You won’t come? Then I’ll come at you.”

Beomgyu went back to the room and pulled him on the collar dragging him out of their place. He opened the door and pushed him away by kicking hard his back that made the guy fall on the floor. “If I fucking see your fucking face in here again, I’m going to fucking kill you!”

Beomgyu locked the doors and went back to Soobin, he untied him while the other is clearly out of himself. Soobin’s eyeballs are moving everywhere. He picked him up and went to the bathtub then he aimed the shower at Soobin’s head.

“What the fuck are you doing, Choi Soobin?” he tried his voice to be calm.

“I like it though…” Soobin whispered and chuckles, acting so high. “Lots of dicks around me,” he laughs.

“Fuck,” Beomgyu closes his eyes in frustration.

After cleaning up Soobin, Beomgyu placed him on his room because obviously Soobin’s own room is a mess. “Beomgyu…” Soobin calls him.

“What?” Beomgyu answered, irritably.

“Fuck me.”

Beomgyu blankly stares at him, “Grip yourself or I’ll kick your ass,” he muttered a threat and Soobin just laughs.

“I need to see Yeonjun. Where’s… where’s my laptop,” Soobin tried to get up but Beomgyu pushed him back.

“Stop it, stay there.”

“I still need to watch one of his video today,” Soobin reasoned like a kid.

“I told you to just stay there,” Beomgyu suppressing his voice so he won’t yelled at his friend.

“Yeonjun—”

It feels like Soobin’s soul suddenly went back in him and the effect of the drug wears off easily when he received a hard slap from Beomgyu that echoed inside the whole room. His cheek reddened, his eyes started to focus at Beomgyu’s death glares, his eyes started to feel warm at the corner.

“Calm your fucking self right now and we’re going to the hospital tomorrow whether you fucking like it or not. You are going to see a fucking therapist, Choi Soobin.”

“I-I…” Soobin’s lips are trembling in fear. He never saw Beomgyu this cold and angry at him. “I’m not sick, Beomgyu…”

“Yes you are. You are fucking sick, Soobin,” Beomgyu shots back.

“I-is missing someone…” he sobs. “Is missing someone an illness now?”

“This is not you fucking missing Choi Yeonjun!” Beomgyu finally yelled at him that made Soobin gasp. “This is you being a complete mess right now after he fucking left you!” Beomgyu grips Soobin’s arms, “Soobin, please. Please, this is not you. Please don’t let yourself be at this state,” Beomgyu pleaded and hug him tight as he cry as well.

“B-Beomgyu…” Soobin called. “I’m sorry,” he cried hard.

Beomgyu bit his lowerlip to stop himself from making any sounds as he cries. “It’ll be okay. You’ll be fine, okay? J-just please let’s see a doctor. Please, Soobin, I’m begging you…”

Soobin nods at him as he hugs him tighter, gripping Beomgyu’s clothes. “I will. I-I will, Beomgyu. I’m really sorry…”