“Who are you with right now?”

[I’m in Taehyun’s place. I’ll sleep here for tonight before going to our pad. You aren’t there to cook for me.]

“What a user. Okay then, I’ll be back in two days. Let’s see each other then and welcome back to Seoul alive and kicking, bastard!”

[I’m not gonna do this shit again, Soobin. It feels like the horror followed me in here. I can barely fucking sleep.]

“HAHAHA! That’s what you got for sexualizing one of their stones, asshole.”

The bestbuds continued to diss each other until Beomgyu decided to hang up. It’s the day two already in the island and Yeonjun haven’t filmed anything yet while Kai already finished his part. Some of the artist that’s already finished went back to the HQ already. And whenever Yeonjun and Soobin got their own time, they always end up fucking each other.

“As YJ’s director for years now, what can you say about him?” Soobin asked Director Im.

“YJ? Actually, the only thing I admire from an artist like YJ is his desperation. I saw that kid vomit after his first sex. I saw that kid trembled during his first live. I saw him cries and begged to stop filming but you know what? Despite of those YJ continued to swallow everything just to earn money in a way he can and what he’s only allowed to,” Director Im storied as if he’s reminiscing.

“What if he’ll decide to leave?”

“It’s a big loss for the company,” the Director chuckles. “But we don’t have the rights to stop him. He has his own life,” he smiles. “YJ needs to enjoy his life too without any of the cameras and horny people watching him.”

Soobin nods and smile for a bit, “You’re right. He deserves to live with someone and be a husband or something,” he almost whispered and smiles widely to the director. “I hope he leaves his job sooner, Director. He deserves more than this.”

“We’ll hope so,” Director Im smiles as well. “Well, he’s up for later and guess what? He’ll show a bit of him.”

Soobin gasps, “For real!?” he exclaimed. “Why…”

Soobin started wondering what’s happening to Yeonjun that he agreed to show his face even if it’s just small features of him. He will surely include those questions in his last interview. For now he’ll look for Yeonjun.

“Hey,” Hueningkai offered some liquor to Yeonjun who’s preparing for his last shoot. “What’s gotten into you, huh?” he smirks.

“Leave me alone,” Yeonjun just snap and rolled his eyes.

“This isn’t because of Soobin, right?” Kai asked again.

“Nah,” Yeonjun answered. “Never.”

“Don’t leave me in here,” Hueningkai’s tone went serious that made Yeonjun stops from what he’s doing. “Why are you suddenly being like that?”

“Huening,” Yeonjun called the younger and face him. “Between us, the one who should leave this industry is you. Go back to studying and get a degree.”

“Fuck that degree!” Hueningkai yelled and frowns. “My life is a mess already, why are you trying to make me go back in there!?”

“Calm down. You have so much potential that be in this dirty work—”

“What’s dirty in here!?” he cuts of the older. “Politicians are dirtier than us, Yeonjun you well know that! We’re just working! So what if sex is the only job we can do?” he snapped.

“You well know as well that you shouldn’t be doing sex right now if you didn’t act like fucking bastard,” Yeonjun scolded him. “Your dad gave you options and you chose to be in here. You fucked your own life when I already told you before you can live decently since then!”

“Then should I just stayed home and let my stepdad molested me?” Hueningkai sarcastically laughs while tears start to flow. “House or here, it will always be the same. They’ll still fuck me all— literally! So why not make this as coping mechanism instead? So why not earn from your traumas instead?” he grins while tears streaming down his red angry cheeks.

Yeonjun sighs and looks away. “Get out,” he commanded. “Get out and go back to your house. We’ll talk things after—”

“I’ll leave only if you’ll leave as well,” Hueningkai stated and brushed his tears with the back of his head.

“Hueningkai—”

“Why?” Kai scoffs. “You’ve earned enough already.”

“Stop it,” Yeonjun hissed.

“You want me to leave? Then let’s leave together,” Kai provoked him and sniffs. “You know I stayed here because of you, Yeonjun.”

Yeonjun pierced him with his glare. “Get out, don’t anger me. I still have a shoot to do.”

Hueningkai smirks, “Whatever you tell me, I’ll still choose the same path over and over again,” he stated and turn his back but paused when he saw Soobin by the door with his camera recording.

“Get out now— Soobin?” Yeonjun stops and frown.

Soobin gulps and stood firm, “I’m sorry. I needed to do it,” he stated. “Please allow me to include it in the final cut,” he stated, firmly.

Yeonjun sighs and closes his eyes in frustrations. “Get out both of you.”

Hueningkai continue walking and dragged Soobin out. “W-wait! Wait—ah! Hey that’s hurt!” Soobin reacted to pain and Hueningkai finally let go of him.

“Do you like Yeonjun?” he directly asked.

“Huh!?” Soobin gasped. “Y-yes why? Yes,” he admits and gulps.

“Don’t. Just don’t—”

“Why? Do you like him? What’s with you two? Are you a secret couple or something?” Soobin asks, clearly out of nowhere and just a theory of him but he’s actually hurt by that idea.

“No!” Hueningkai madly shouts. “Of course not,” he answered. “I’m telling you to stop for your own fucking sake.”

“Tell me why!?” Soobin’s now mad as well.

“You’ll just end up hurting yourself,” Hueningkai replied and walks away.

“Hey!” Soobin called him but Kai just continue walking away. “What’s his deal? Argh! Fuck!”

Soobin being mad but he needs to keep his cool because Yeonjun’s is about to get filmed already. He’s frowning the whole time while he’s recording the preparation.

At that moment as well he confirmed that they are really going to film Yeonjun showing the glimpse of his face; his eyes and mostly his lips. The script is all about a tourist which is played by Yeonjun and a hotel staff which is another artist.

“So, there’ll be four sex scenes; at the lounge, the hotel room for BDSM, pool, and beach. Alex please moan louder than you usually do when we’re outside, okay? YJ be passionate as much as you can, okay? We’re rolling in two minutes!” Director Im briefs.

Soobin felt jealous the whole time. Yeonjun really went passionate and intimate. No wonder why he’s a good adult video actor. The production teams as well did a good job in teasing the future viewers by Yeonjun’s close up—especially the kiss part which is the first time.

Soobin sighs and gazed Yeonjun from afar who’s talking to the actress, Alex. Yeonjun felt eyes and he looked around then that’s when he saw Soobin staring at him and Yeonjun quickly look away.

“Now he’s avoiding me as if he didn’t buried his cock in me,” Soobin rolled his eyes and walked away. He decided to take a rest in his room as well and just transfer all the files to his hard drive.

He then played the video he shoot secretly and then aggressively pressed the backspace of the keyboard to pause it. He throws his back on the bed and stares at the ceiling.

“I just want to pass this subject and graduate for fucking sake,” he sighs and closes his eyes annoyingly.

Soobin takes a seat again on his bed, “I want him mine though?” he thought. “I should make him mine then,” he concluded. “But fuck!” he groans after. “Why doesn’t he want me?”

“Hello, Mr. YJ. This is going to be our last interview,” Soobin started.

“Yes, good day,” Yeonjun greeted, sitting on the front with beach behind him as the background view.

One camera focuses on his lips, the other at his eyes, and the other for the whole frame. Choi Soobin is ready to end his documentary project now.

“Before anything else, I want to thank you for accepting my offer to be my subject. I am grateful that you helped me with this,” Soobin stared and smiles. Yeonjun just smiles. “Now, may I know what’s your reflection about your job? How did it change you? What’s come of your decision?”

“There’s nothing really to reflect. Maybe yes, I missed a huge moment of enjoying my youth but I chose this path. Also, I am aware of the consequences and so far, I didn’t regret anything. I’m already here and there’s nothing left but to enjoy things,” he answered the question his usual plain voice.

“How about to those who wanted to be like you? To those who wants to enter the industry? What can you say about them?”

“It’s always up to you. I believe that no matter what you decide hereon, everything’s have been planned already. But personally, it’s a no. This industry isn’t for hungry teenagers who just wanted to get paid for sex. This industry is dirty and root of evil. So please, don’t,” he advices.

Soobin nods, “Why did you reveal a glimpse of your face feature in this episode?” he asked.

“A present? I'm not sure... I just feel like doing it. It's been a while anyway,” Yeonjun answered with his voice not really taking it seriously.

“I hope there aren't any reason behind that... Aside from giving it as a present for your fans,” Soobin stated and Yeonjun just shook his head. “And to those who loves and addicted to pornography?”

Yeonjun pauses and stares at Soobin’s eyes then he speaks, “Please see a therapist. Addiction to porn will never be good. It’s slowly eating you up without you knowing just like other addiction. It will always be equal to getting addicted to gambling and smokes. Please, don’t be. You can watch but not to the point that you’re getting addicted to it. Physical experience is still the best.”

Soobin smiles at him, “Thank you,” he mouthed to the older. “Cut.” Soobin stands up and breathe out. “Finally, it ended,” he whispered.

“Are you busy after this? Are you going to go back?” Yeonjun asked him and take a stand as well.

“I don’t have a car and look at how many my things are,” Soobin asked while pointing at his cameras and tripods. “So you need to get me back to my apartment,” he added and chuckles.

“No problem,” Yeonjun commented that made Soobin gasp.

“Really? Thank you!” the younger laughs in excitement. “Also, what can I do for you as a token of appreciation? You know, for doing this for me,” he added.

“How about a date, Choi Soobin?”

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A/N: Hello! My classes already started but maybe I can still do daily updates now. This book will also end this January, as what I planned. If I forgot to upload an update then I'll try to make up for it and maybe I'll update as well even during Sundays. Thank you everyone.