Sometimes I just feel empty

Or like breaking down in tears over the smallest things

Or like I could just... Fucking... Leave

Sorry guys I'm feeling agitated right now. For no real reason. idk

But just sometimes I feel like no one would miss me or that I could just disappear and people would stop for a single moment and say "Oh that's sad" and then go on.

Sorry, I know I shouldn't feel like this.

I know I'd disappoint the friends I have

And I know I'd be despised by them for leaving so selfishly v-v

Probably gonna delete this later

Just had to type this out

...

Sorry

I know I'm not good enough

I don't deserve all of you

But thanks for that

I guess

Well

In the meantime

Have fun with your lives

Don't be like me