Eren smashed his lips onto Levi's desperate for him to hold him, to prove to him that he still loved him.

Levi kissed him back pushing him down on the bed. Before breaking the kiss. "Wait. I thought you were still sore from last night?" Levi asked teasingly.

"When did I say that?" Eren joked before pulling Levi back into a kiss.

Levi wrapped his hand behind Eren's neck deepening the kiss making it more passionate.

Eren parted his lips, allowing Levi access which he gladly took advantage of.

He pulled back a moment later gasping slightly with a small blush. "You are being awfully submissive today," Levi noted, not that he really minded.

"Is there something wrong with that," Eren asked in a playful tone as his hands tugged at Levi's shirt, begging him to take it off.

"No, nothing wrong with it. Nothing at all." Levi replied with a smirk as he pulled his shirt off throwing it to the side. He didn't want to complain and ruin a good moment.

Eren smirked before tugging at Levi's jeans.

"Well someone is eager," Levi whispered in his ear nibbling at it slightly. He pressed a palm on the bulge of Eren's pants and began rubbing it through the fabric.

"Don't tease." Eren whimpered as the pressure made his pants tighter.

Levi unbuttoned Eren's jeans to relieve some of the strain from his skinny jeans. He slid them off and threw them to the floor next to his shirt.

Eren let out a sigh of relief but a moan was quick to follow as Levi, without missing a beat, returned to stroking Eren's erect member.

"L-Levi," Eren said with a breathy moan before biting his lip. 'I want to show him that I can make him feel good.' Eren thought before pushing Levi slightly signaling him to sit up.

Levi was confused but went with it. "Something wrong?" He asked thinking that Eren didn't want to continue.

Eren just smiled before moving so that he was positioned in front of Levi's clothed member.

Levi caught on and silenced himself watching as his lover began to undo his jeans.

Eren slowly slid down Levi's jeans in an attempt to tease him.

The waiting was excruciating for Levi. All he wanted to do was to pin Eren down and make him feel good. He wanted him to beg him for more. Even so every time he and Eren did it it wasn't just having sex, it was making love. To them is was more than sex it was the feeling of being connected, the feeling of intimacy between them made everything all the better.

Eren slipped his fingers in the hem of Levi's underwear playing with him as he took his sweet time sliding them off of Levi's growing erection.

"God Eren," Levi said throwing his head back trying to contain himself as Eren's teasing became unbearable. He tangled his fingers in the bed sheets to stop himself from interfering.

Eren just let out a smirk as he saw that he was getting inside Levi's head. He threw Levi's boxers to the floor before he lowered his head and began licking at Levi's member.

Levi let out an unexpected moan before biting his lip to try and suppress it.

Eren licked at the tip making Levi shudder with pleasure. Eren then took the head in his mouth swirling his tongue around it gently before beginning to slowly bob his head up and down Levi's length. Eren kept a slow pace that drove Levi mad with pleasure.

Levi had to resist from thrusting into his mouth so he wouldn't choke him. He fought back the urge to push his head down farther onto his member. He watched as his lover gently pleasured him with his mouth.

Eren flicked his gaze up to Levi's eyes. All Levi could think was how lewd his face looked.

"Eren if you keep, ah, looking at me like that I'll cum." He said trying to fight back his moans.

Almost as a tease, Eren kept the same lewd expression taking Levi deeper in his throat bobbing his head a little faster than before. He made a little humming noise in his throat. The vibrations were almost enough to push Levi past his limit.

"Eren, if you do that, ah, I can't, I'll-" Levi said throwing his head back as his sentences began to jumble from the mind numbing pleasure.

Eren pulled his head up from Levi's member, "You can't come just yet, the fun has just begun." He said before pushing Levi back so that he was straddling him.

He pressed his lips to Levi's neck. He started with a string of kisses that turned into nibbles. Next, he bit down hard sucking on his neck harshly in order to make a dark mark that would surely last a while. He wanted to claim Levi as his, he wanted to mark him to tell others he is taken. He waited for any sign that would convey panic from Levi, but it never came.

"Eren if you do that the students will see tomorrow," Levi warned but made no effort to stop him.

"Oh well, you'll just have to wear a collared shirt," Eren said releasing his lips from his neck to see a dark purple mark.

"Nah, I'm not that desperate to hide it." Levi laughed before gently placing a kiss on Eren's lips.

Eren pulled away from the kiss a moment later with a smirk, "Well I'll just have to make more then." He said before moving his head back over to his neck to make another hickey.

"Brat." Levi laughed before biting his lip. He moved his hands to Eren's hip and started to grind against him.

Eren moaned against Levi's neck as the friction between them sent a wave of pleasure through Eren.

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Levi smirked and slipped one of his hands in Eren's underwear pressing a finger at his entrance.

"Ah, Levi." Eren moaned as Levi slid his finger in.

After he got used to that one he slipped in a second one.

Eren began rocking back against Levi's fingers. "Levi I can't wait any longer." He said pushing Levi back on the bed and taking control.

"But Eren, if I put it in now it will hurt," Levi said knowing he didn't prepare him enough.

"It'll be fine, I can handle it Eren said sliding off his boxers and his shirt and throwing them in the pile of clothes on the floor.

The truth was Eren knew it would be painful and that's exactly what he wanted. He wanted the pain he wanted to punish himself. He wanted to hurt himself in any way possible and he thought it was more fitting if Levi did it for him. Not only was his depression coming back but his old addictions were starting to resurface. It took everything Eren had not to hurt himself earlier, all he really wanted to do was drive his car into a brick wall at full speed.

Talking to Hanji earlier had suppressed some of his urges, but he knew they were getting worse and almost as a cry for help he was now purposely asking Levi to hurt him during sex, just like they had.

Eren who had gone back to straddling Levi positioned himself over his lover's member.

"Eren are you sure?" Levi asked stopping Eren momentarily. He had never wanted to hurt Eren, especially never when they were making love, he never wanted to be even remotely like them.

Eren just nodded before sliding Levi's member in. Eren bit back his whimpers as he felt like he was being torn open.

"Are you okay," Levi asked watching as Eren struggled a little.

"I'm fine," Eren said quickly before he started to move his hips.

"Wait, Eren you should probably get used to-." Levi was cut off by Eren's lips smashing against his in order to silence him.

Eren started to move up and down. It took Eren everything he had to hold back his whimpers. He almost winced when he went deeper but took a breath and recomposed himself.

"Don't hold back," Eren whispered in Levi's ear as he went faster bouncing on Levi's lap.

Levi hesitated at first but when he saw that Eren was fine he bit back his protests and thrusted upwards to match Eren's bounces.

Eren shuddered and held back the tears that pricked at his eyes.

Levi changed the position laying Eren on his back. He thrusted deeper into him unsure of what else to do. Something was different. Eren wasn't his usual self.

"Eren are you okay?" Levi asked again leaning down and kissing him softly on his neck.

Eren nodded, "faster Levi," he moaned. All he wanted to feel was pain, but the pleasure kept rushing over him. As much as he was trying to ignore it Levi's love was present and he was showing him that he really did care about him. That hurt more than anything else.

As Eren was deep in his thoughts he let one of his whimpers slip which immediately snapped him back to reality.

Levi paused and shook his head. "Eren, let's do this right," Levi said stopping momentarily.