Eren let go of TJ and apologized, "sorry, about that," he said clearing his throat, "I don't know what came over me," he mumbled.

"It's okay," TJ said giving him another quick hug to let Eren know he didn't mind at all. Eren stood up and started to walk over towards Levi's office.

"We'll be up in a minute to help you and Alex with the room, but first I have to talk to Levi," Eren said and TJ nodded before heading up the stairs to the room where his sister was.

Eren knocked at the slightly open door getting Levi's attention. "Did you just knock?" Levi asked giving Eren a confused face before laughing. "You live here too you don't have to knock," he told him.

"I know, I just didn't want to interrupt you if you were busy kinda like how you do for me when I'm painting," he shrugged.

"Ah, I see," Levi smiled. "Well, are you just going to keep standing in the doorway or are you going to come in the room?" Levi asked closing his laptop.

"Right," Eren said awkwardly walking into the room closing the door behind him so they could talk privately. "So what were you working on?" Eren asked shaking off his awkwardness. He knew he had to talk about what happened earlier, and he could already feel as his hands got fidgety.

"I was just emailing some of the students back," Levi said pushing his laptop aside, "they had some questions that the sub didn't know the answer too for the assignment," he said.

"Oh okay," Eren said standing a little ways from Levi's desk. He wasn't sure where to go he didn't want to keep standing there, but his legs froze in place from the pure anxiety of thinking over what had happened.

"Eren?" Levi asked reaching his arm out and grabbing his hand, "come sit," Levi said guiding Eren to the desk. He had him sit down on top of the clean desk. Normally he would complain about Eren's paint-stained clothes on any of the furniture, but he could see Eren was still shaken up.

Eren sat on Levi's desk and Levi stood in front of him walking up to him and wrapping his arms around him. Eren buried his head in Levi's neck and just stayed there with his arms wrapped around Levi like his life depended on it.

"I'm sorry I left," Levi mumbled in his ear, "I should have stayed there with you," he said kissing the top of Eren's head.

"No," Eren mumbled, "I'm glad you weren't," he said looking up at him. "He could have hurt the kids, or you," Eren said before placing his head back down on Levi's shoulder.

"I would have killed him before he could even try," Levi said before biting his lip feeling his anger startup. He always did have a hard time controlling his temper.

"Levi," Eren mumbled, his voice was different than before, more scared, shakier. "I almost killed him," Eren whispered, "I could have. I was about to," Eren said before looking up at Levi with scared eyes, "I wanted to," he said before closing his eyes really tight and shaking his head a little.

"Hey," Levi said putting a hand on Eren's cheek. "It's okay, Eren look at me," Levi said trying to get Eren to open his eyes. "They put you through hell you are allowed to want revenge, to want some form of justice, but don't let it consume you," Levi said obviously speaking from experience.

"It just scared me," Eren said looking up at Levi, "it scared me more than he did," Eren admitted. "In that moment I didn't see myself anymore, I saw my dad and I-" Eren cut himself off laying his head back down on Levi's shoulder.

"Eren you are nothing like your dad," Levi said one of his hands going up to Eren's hair. He ran his fingers through it and kissed Eren's head again.

After talking to Levi Eren had started feeling a little better. He was still really jumpy and fidgety, but he knew nothing could really help that it was just a side effect of the day's events. Levi, on the other hand, after talking with Eren started to question himself. He knew if he had the chance to kill him there would be no hesitation, there would be no stopping he would have gone through with it, and there sure as hell wouldn't be any regrets after, but Eren actually had doubts whereas Levi didn't, and it started to scare him how much he has become desensitized to death and the thought of killing someone.

"Are you okay?" Eren finally asked Levi noticing he had disappeared into his thoughts.

"Yeah, I scare myself sometimes," Levi mumbled.

"Why," Eren asked.

"Because I wouldn't have stopped myself from killing him and I know if I did I wouldn't have any remorse," Levi said with a blank face.

Eren just hugged Levi. "Sorry, I got in your head," Eren said before kissing his cheek. "You don't have to worry about that," Eren said. He couldn't quite explain what he meant but Levi understood anyways.

"I love you," Levi said before leaning in and kissing Eren.

When they pulled away from the kiss Eren said it back, "I love you too."

"I think we have a few minutes before we have to go and help the kids," Levi said with a smirk.

"And you say all I think about is sex," Eren rolled his eyes, "you're just as bad," he sighed.

"Oh well," Levi let out a little chuckle before leaning forward and placing another kiss on his lips.

"Levi," Eren said pulling away from the kiss. "We can't. The kids are still awake, and we should go upstairs and help them like we promised," Eren said sounding just as upset about having to turn down Levi's offer as Levi was hearing his offer be turned down.

"Yeah, you're right," Levi said a little disappointed but he shrugged it off before thinking of something really fast.

Eren slid off the desk and was heading for the door when Levi spoke up catching his attention. "Too bad though," Levi sighed, "I was planning on giving you a blowjob, but I mean I guess that will have to wait till some other time," Levi shrugged and was about to stand up only to have Eren push him back down.

"Wait a minute," Eren said with a raised eyebrow, "I change my mind," he quickly said.

"But I mean we did promise the kids," Levi reminded him teasingly.

"Forget what I said," Eren rolled his eyes before straddling Levi's lap. "We should do that," Eren whispered in Levi's ear before nibbling on it a little.

"I don't know," Levi said with a shrug and an over the top voice.

Eren just kept on kissing at Levi's neck, "please," he mumbled against his skin.

"Okay," Levi said with a smile. Eren usually is the one to blow him, but Levi every once in awhile will do it especially if Eren's been seeming really down recently.

Levi pushed Eren back so that he was sitting on his desk again and he rolled his chair forward positioning himself in between Eren's legs. He unzipped Eren's paint riddled jeans and unbuttoned them sliding them down slightly so he could have access to his member. Eren watched him with lustful eyes as he began to stroke his hardening member. When it was erect enough Levi leaned his head down and placed a kiss on the tip of Eren's member before flicking his eyes up to meet his gaze and at a painfully slow pace, he began to move his tongue down Eren's length.

Eren watched him as he bit down on his lip from the sudden wet sensation. Levi's tongue traced back up till his mouth was back at the tip of Eren's member. He ran his tongue over the slit of his head licking at the beads of precum that had started to leak out already.

He parted his lips and began to take the head of Eren's member in his mouth. He began bobbing his head taking a little more in every time he went down. Eren threw his head back for a moment and had to refrain from grabbing a hold of Levi's hair and forcing his head down farther. He didn't want to choke him, okay maybe a little, but he wasn't going to.

Eren looked back down at Levi who then almost as if on cue looked up at Eren with one of the lewdest expressions he had ever seen him make. Eren place one of his hands on the back of Levi's head tangling his fingers in his hair holding back from pushing his head down, but he did guide it a little.

Levi let out a little hum and watched as Eren threw his head back again. Levi kept at it and Eren hissed out a warning. "I'm close."

Levi took almost all of Eren's full length in his mouth and proceeded to hum again. Eren thought Levi was going to pull his head up, but instead, he kept at it. "Levi," Eren warned again. Levi just flicked his eyes up at him.

Eren couldn't hold back anymore and he came into Levi's mouth and was ready with an apology on his tongue, but Levi never said anything he just pulled his mouth off his member and stood up before saying he was going to brush his teeth and get some mouthwash before changing to help the kids.

Eren slid up his pants and watched as Levi headed out of the room. 'Well that just happened,' Eren thought to himself laying back on Levi's desk for a minute thinking how sexy Levi looked. He heard a knock at the door and sat up a little confused, 'who could that be?'

He walked out of Levi's office and heard as Levi had asked if one of the kids could get the door. TJ came down the stairs and opened the door pausing with a confused face and looking up at the person in front of him who had an equally baffled look.