Gosh, why did I publish this, accident! Don't read this one XD

Hey, pleaase. Don't Read, lol. 

But since you are reading, the name for this chapter has nothing to do with what I'm writing.

Because I didn't plan this. This is weird, and because I can't unpublish single chapters on Wattpad (well, which I find is false much later), I'm down with making this chapter into something.

Skyrim is awesome, as we all (hopefully) know, and I hope you are enjoying the ride.

I dislike being the nooby person that's like, oh, I'm unprepared, I'll be out for a week, oh, my, look at all this time that has passed without me writing, someone please know I'm busy, ohhh! Okay. I'm sorry to anyone like that. But I don't work like that. And I left you all a follower-message you can check in your emails to see what in the world is wrong with me right now, lol.

I didn't explin in full in that, but I can explain more, here. I've entered a writing contest, a writing workshop on Wattpad (but closed to new members, sorry), and have helped people through comments and am planning to help people with chapters perhaps and am in the process of editing for people on here, oh my goodness, busy me. Yeah. Haha, who knew I'd happen to be one of those people?

I don't like to do this to anyone, though. But most of all, I know that I must struggle with my in-awesome tendencies as a writer in order to keep writing. Because if I ever sucked and was like, man, I don't want to write anymore, I'd get no better. It's like me playing CoD. Lol. Call of Duty...I got like three or four kills a couple days ago, I really tried. And I'm a noob. But I'll only get better with practice.

And that's what I'm doing with writing, getting better with practice (where's the italics, lol?). There it is: I'm getting better with practice. And so I won't stop because I obviously suck in some areas, seem like I need to edit, and et cetera. Sometimes, you may have no idea what I or Desraim are trying to convey. But don't we interest you? Yeah. So That's all that counts before I try and get professional: a.k.a. editing every single last chapter of mine. Getting your interest, first.

(Shall continue to talk on this): Now, I've had a person look at a few chapters in the beginning so far and comment. spikesmyvice has been very important to giving me an outlook on my chapters that I as the writer don't have. And I'm willing to give her opinions a try, willing to look at my writing through her eyes, which I have inevitably been doing and finding that sometimes I just suck, and now it's hilarious because I'm feeling that it's mutual: all writers suck. haha. Yes, even your favorite ones.

But anyway so this doesn't end up a ramble, and you feel like you're missing anything while reading this, I noticed I slack on my inner-chapter A/Ns with recommendations for fanfics: look at xCloudlessNight's stuff. Profile, book(s), whatever. Because her Assassin's Creed one-shots are to live for. And honestly...they aren't even smutty. They are romantic, and I wish everyone the opportunity so read something like that once in their lives! (LOL, I am not calling any of you smut-readers...I just want everyone to partake in the wonderful romantic community that exists).

Speaking of, I noticed we don't mingle well with other writing sites, well, at least for recommendations....okay, I have no idea what I'm talking about, but what I mean is, it'd be nice to refer to a great fanfiction.net writer or what not every once in a while (as a responsibility of mine). Wattpad is my space, but I've looked on the fanfic.net every once in a while and have seen some mindblowing (not even derogatorily, or, um, provocatively? ^0^) things. And I mean, just because it's on a different platform doesn't mean it doesn't deserve its shine.

Nevertheless, besides what I need to do, check out _Charcity_'s stuff because she is a great manga/anime(does anime even make sense in this instance, since it's animated - oh, welll) drawer. And AnnaTalsie025 just writes heartwarming stuff with my favorite character from the Soul Calibur series, Talim. And another Soul Calibur series fanwriter is Mak021 who's name you've seen posted in here before, I believe and dedicated to in my story. She is finishing her story Chronicles of the Sword: The Art Of War, and if y'all know the Chronicles of the Sword Mode in Soul Calibur 3, her story is really similar to it, and I'm really glad for her piece, shrouding the old game in glory (and if it's not obvious that game was my favorite of the series and probably most favorite of all the games I've played, Soul Calibur 3 was). So now that I've talked about some users you should probably know, because I always like to post them because they are a great big part of my writing community and inspire me, I'd just like to say thanks to all of you, because you're really nice. 

It was really weird starting this story out: I had 16 views for weeks, then it averaged out to 20, then 60, and I was in the sky all happy. I got a hundred and something and was amazed, thought I was the stuff. The mid-hundreds was dreamy, and now the thousands is a pleasure. But as I go up and up in how many views I get, I see it's not just about me. I see it's really about you all. And I never thought of my writing like that before, because it's usually been private. A private event between me and myself, like eating, or something. And now it's something people can see, and monitor my growth within. I love you all for reading and voting and commenting and doing whatever else you like to do with this story (because I know you can't plagiarise, please don't :D) and so you need to eat some cake. Right now. Yes, lick that icing, shove that yeast-formed bread up your pie-hole. Delicious, ain't it?

I could rant about the views and you as my readers, but it would probably bring me to tears as it is trying to now...I can feel my tear ducts shift...and no, I don't like to be that crybaby person, because I can take these strong emotions...I really can...except the moment that Rue dies in the Hunger Games XD

I only shed one tear though. -____-

Have a great weekend and hoped you like this ranting ramble of your greatness, others' greatness, and my feelings, and I want you to read every chapter if you haven't. I will be uploading more, and even going back to add at least one extra chapter in the beginning, where I left y'all standing on the romance between the two protagonists (Uthgerd and you know who) in the very beginning after a wolf attack I didn't explain very well: right before High Hrothgar Hopes: Fullfilled. Yeah. I'm thinking of pushing this story into a little more obvious romance with Uthgerd and Desraim, which will cause for some extreme (maybe?) editing in their attitudes with each other at times. But it's just a thought. I shall be editing this story, and not just leaving it what it is. Because stories are living breathing things. 

But do you like it the way it is, because I can keep them where they are in their relationship with each other: not very obvious love interests? (Lol, maybe they aren't, but they seem pretty obvious so to me). Or I can make it more obvious -_-. 

I have no idea. But I do know that this shall be coming to a close (the story), and I love y'all for reading. 

I said Desraim wouldn't die, but she comes so close after this, it's hilarious.

Very. 

Read on. Lovelies.

Fireflies.

And bookbugs. 

- Gracedwriter98 - and you better remember it. :3

4th July Shall Be Awesome

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SHOULD I WRITE A FALLOUT STORY? xD IT WOULD BE ON THE VERY VERGE OF 'INSPIRED' AS I HAVEN'T FINISHED ANY FALLOUTS, HAHAHA.