I'm really OCD about my writing, not just editing, if that. Just plain writing.

      I like to write everyday, guys! And yet, when I publish on here, I've written it, already O.O like almost a month before I published it, and so it drives me crazy, that long wait I have to publish due to my editing urges which crank out to you a full piece only when I've edited it to perfection. But anyway, a lot of things can happen in that one month I wait to publish, and not just the usual (school, periods, lol, just wanted to put that in there to creep y'all out from reading any longer, but I know you will). Mainly, I have a life.

        But I'm used to having a life, so used to it that I've gone into shock with all the stuff I haven't been able to do, as if I had a job and was an adult, jajajajaja!

       You teenagers know what I'm talking about. For example, I'm a junior. I took ACT not too long ago (hoot hoot for those 26s) but that's not the only thing that's been taking from my life, as a teenager. It's particularly the fact that I am a junior and what else that means: for my parents, that means no afterachool activities. Focusing mainly on homework (You guys go through the same thing?). And while I'm also taking public transportation this year, that same cycle of doing nothing afterschool, then having no mental stimulation in order to watch out for thugs on public transportation, for Skyrim is real...that's draining me (Skyrim is kinda dangerous, and so is life, in other words. So instead of being happy go lucky, I kinda have to pay attention to the real world and be on edge all the time. Can't even sleep in the car anymore, for fear of accidents. Maybe it's because I feel more of a responsibility while my parents are driving because I'm really supposed to be taking driver's Ed :D

        While I'm on the bus, I notice how far time flies. I start to write, and I'm 3/4s home already. I get home, and I'm 3/4s done with my day and ready to sleep. Then by the time that happens, I'm 3/4s into the next week.

        Time, the littlest times, turn into days, so I want you all to know to enjoy every second, because it goes by fast, and every second you don't enjoy yourself is almost like a year. I have no job, nothing afterschool as of this year, and yet I feel I have less time than usual (being used to my afterschool activities and such, which I used to do, which created extra time in my day to just have fun, ironically, rather than drained it like doing nothing is now).

       I don't know where I'm really going with this :DD haha, surprise, like Chuy Gracia! (It's a Chicago thing) but your passions carry you. I mean, I know your parents and/or bosses get on your case for writing and singing and drawing and doing whatever you love which isn't appropriate for the time you're in their presence, but what else are you to do? We are simply creative beings, and not putting out makes us go crazy, which is why I'm writing this.

        So, back to my fanfic (I really wasn't talking about that at all, was I?), I have to get YouTube and sit down and look at a whole playthrough just to remember what happens in this next chapter :) which is why I'm writing this right now. Because that Companions questline is kicking my butt and so my adventuring has been stunted to finishing that barrow (near Dustman's Cairn) they gave me to clear...a.k.a. I haven't been adventuring in a while because of that and so can't really remember my Embershard Mine adventure, 20/20...Because maybe I've been avoiding trying to finish the barrow because...I don't wanna die!!! And I have so many times. :D

        Okay, guys, so you see what's going on. Yet, I can barely remember Embershard Mine because of this and yet I want to get the scenery in my head, as well as this paticular creepy shard I found there that links to a Dawnstar quest: and if anyone knows what that is, it can help me update faster :D.

        So when I get to that, I will update, if you weally weally want me to!

       *I guess if anyone wants to, and has been a Companion and can remember what they did to survive the endless Silver Hand swords that kill in two hits and the ugly, numerous draugr, let me know, by the way! So I can finish clearing that God-deserted place!

        *And Avril Lavigne's song down there was a courtesy of "CozOfYou's channel" posting it on YouTube! Hope they don't mind me borrowing it :D

        I feel better talking to you all, already. Justice will prevail! (If anyone got that Xiangua reference from Soul Calibur :D). I've been talking about that lately, too, I think, a lot in my waking life. Because I'm a boss at it! I need to get back playing Soul Calibur...nostalgia! *Anyone agree?*

       Alright, I'm done ranting today. Thanks for sticking it out, 550+ readers!

      [Bye. What'cha waiting for? Spring-Break Binge-Read, and check out CatTheStrange, I think, and Solienna's Stuff! They have this Skyrim fanfic out and I got attached to the first page of it. Literally! (It's called...dangget, just search Adri_and_Cat or something, their other profile name, and dig into their works to find it. It should be pretty easy...Okay, got it: it's called Unbroken :D). And please don't let my gloomy chapter drench your day, because I'm feeling better :)]. THNX Y'ALLLLLLL!