If you look up selfish on the dictionary,you'll see my profile.

If you look up garbage,you'll see a real picture of me!

Here comes a rant.

I fucking hate people who are always depressed about something. I have many friends who are always depressed,even at school. I'm fucking depressed,but you don't see me posting every single damn chapter, "I should die. I'm really annoying. I should kill myself. Mmmm,smells like fresh death. Hey look,I cut myself again." You know why? Because I don't want to worry others with my own personal shit.

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I'm a hypocrite​,shit. I'm just going to describe how I feel right now,even thought no one will remember,try to help unless I talk to them,or care. I don't consider myself having friends here,no not at all. I only have friends if willingly talk to them. I'm such a helpless pics of antisocial trash that can't see while they're crying. Whenever I want to vent,I only simplify it. I don't get to say what I want to say. I see that many people who write when they're depressed actually get-

Nevermind. I can't​ take all of this shit anymore on my back. I tell my friends I'm free to vent,free to talk with, free to laugh with. In realty,I'm only saying that to cheer you up and make myself worse. I'm jealous of people who have friends that actually want to engage a conversation with them,but I'm too antisocial. Heck,I'll even wait here for hours just for one person to message me. I'm so pathetic,I need the internet to make friends. I don't visit my friends in real life,because my parents don't give any white about my social life. The only friend I have is someone younger than me, literally only comes over for the fucking wifi,and plays Minecraft with my brothers. And she is the only friend that can come over because my mom is friends with her mom.

Opposites don't fucking attract at all. I try to talk like I'm mature,but I'm a mcfucking mess. I w a n t a t t e n t i o n.

There I fucking said it,bye.