Letter To My Tengu

Do they know?
The way our eyes seems
to always meet in the crowds so close yet
so far,the way that those bright yellow
eyes slightly soften afterwards.
Acting as if that didn't mean
the world to us.

Do they know?
Your internal turmoil?
The way you would question
if it was worth it being loyal to
your father,your name, your clan.
The things that have shaped you
to be the general you are.

Do they know?
Does this nation even
know that you searched for
each and every man that
fought beside you in the war
and lost their life bodies?
burrid them yourself, giving them
a respectful goodbye.

Do they know?
How subtle you are with your affection?
Brushes of fingers, soft gazes across the crowded
city of Inazuma,short letters with one singular flower,my favorite kind. A small promise to meet up at midnight in the mountain,besides the gentle cold river where is just us and no one else beneath the silver glow of the moon.

Do they?

This city doesn't know.

Our clans doesn't know.

Not my brother,not Thoma. Not anyone else.

They don't know how much I crave you how
my heart aches everytime our clans meet
for boring discussions about politics,all due respect
I couldn't careless when you're there looking so distant
like you would be anywhere else but there.

I feel the same way. But that place would be in your arms on the mountain enjoying the soft sounds of nature and the beating of your hearth. Enjoying those rare moments you let down your guard taking out the wings from their prison.

Soft jet black color feathers that never stopped mesmerizing me every time I see them,even if they don't work as they should I still think their pretty beautiful looking.

They don't know how insecure you are about them.
Why would they? Most people only see you as a stone cold hearted woman, daughter of a traitor. Even if the Kujou Clan no longer is hated like it was during the Vision Hunt Decree they will never see what I see in you.

Do they know?
They way I see you?
How my heart aches for you
the way I feel like I'm 15 all
over again just because i saw you?

Do they know about us?
How if the word got out we would be
in serious diplomatic issues? I have no doubts
Kamaji would have your head served if it got out.

Do they?
I wonder if they know how much you hate to pretend I didn't mean something more as if those nights in the mountains never existed where it was just us exploring each other being, trusting the other at their most vulnerable.
No weapons,no words. Just the moon as our witness.

Does this city even care how much you bottle up because of them? Because of Takayuki? Years from emotional neglect and blind loyalty? Does anyone even care that you feel used? Like the only reason you are within human society is not of what you are or who you are but of what you bring.

Does this damned city know how much I love you
Kujou Sara? How we yearn for each other every waking moment? How much I care for you and your well being?

They don't but at least know this:

I love you with every being in my body Sara.

-Kamisato Ayaka

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