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Shivaay was waiting impatiently for his private investigator to call him and hoping to hear what he wants that is, about his bade papa and dad's innocence. Just then he got a call and in no time he picked it up. His private investigator told him about kalyani mill's manager. He told him that he got to know that he is currently living in bhopal with his family. So he is going to meet him personally so that he can inquire him about that incident and other details about that mill. Shivaay left for his office after hanging the call.

Anika woke up late that morning, not because she is a lady kumbhkaran as Shivaay used to call her but because she took sleeping pills to sleep. As soon as she woke up she felt nauseous and the next moment she ran to washroom to throw up. She was feeling weak. To top that off headache was not in a mood to leave her. She came back and sat on her bed as she was exhausted.

Meanwhile Gauri came in her room and saw her condition. Seeing Anika holding her head,  she quickly went upto her.

Gauri : What happened bhabhi are you ok ?

Anika : yes Gauri I'm fine. It's  just headache.

Gauri : yes I can see how fine you are. You don't take care of yourself nor you eat or drink properly. So headache is obvious na.

Gauri rebuked her as if she was her mother.

Anika ( she let out a chukle ) :  Gauri it looks like you are my mother and I'm your child. I'm fine my doll.

Gauri : No bhoujayi I will go and tell this to ma and Omkara ji.

Anika ( she stopped her ) : Gauri please don't tell anything to anyone. They'll get worried and I don't want that. I've already troubled them alot.

Gauri : but..

Anika : please Gauri, you can do this for me, right ?

Gauri : Ok fine bhoujayi, but on one condition. You will take care of yourself. What do you say ? That.. yes ! Pinky promise. You have to promise me.

Anika sighed and said : ok I'll  take care of myself.

Gauri : Ok then get ready, we'll do breakfast together. And don't you dare say no.

Anika : Ok. You go. I'll set the room and come after freshening up.

Gauri : No bhoujayi, you freshen up I'll do it.

Before anika could argue Gauri gestured her to go with a stern face. Anika smiled and walked upto her cupboard. She felt dizzy but ignored it thinking it to be weakness. But again she felt dizzy and this time she couldn't stable herself and next minute she fell unconscious.

Gauri saw her unconscious and immediately ran towards her. She was worried and started shouting.

Gauri : Omkara ji, Bhavya, Rudy bhaiya, Please come fast. Look what happened to Anika bhoujayi.

Listening Gauri's shouting Rudra, Bhavya and Omkara came there and they were shocked seeing Anika unconscious. Other than then none was at home.

They came and tried to wake Anika up by tapping her cheeks. But nothing worked. Rudy picked her up and placed her on bed. Bhavya sprinkled water on her face whereas Gauri was sitting on the other side of the bed caressing Anika's forhead. Om and Rudra were really worried. 

After almost five minutes Anika slowly opened her eyes and saw all of them looking at her worriedly. She tried to get up and Gauri and Bhavya helped her.

Om : Bhabhi are you ok ? How did you faint ?

Gauri : Omkara ji, what nonsense are you talking ? Do you seriously think you will ask her and she will tell you everything ? She will say that she's fine as always.

She said all this little angrily and sternly, eyeing Anika.

Anika let out a chukle and  spoke : Gauri you are in full mood to take my class today.

Bhavya : Gauri bhabhi is right. You don't try to change the topic.

Rudra :I think we should call the doctor.

Rudra was going to call the doctor when Anika stopped him and she was fine.

Anika : I hadn't eaten anything, that's why I fainted.

Om : Aren't you sure bhabhi ?

Anika : yes, Om.

Gauri : Look, I told you. She doesn't care for herself. Bhoujayi why don't you understand, if something happened to ypu then.... I found a mother, an elder sister in you, I don't want to lose you.

Saying this she hugged Anika. Bhavya also got emotional as Anika was like her mother. She was the one who made Rudra and her realise their love. She was the one who always calmed her when she missed her family.

OmRu said in union : we are also here bhabhi.

Anika gestured them to join the hug. They shared a group hug. With too much difficulty Anika convinced them that she was fine. After they left telling her to rest, Anika was lost in her own thoughts.

Anika's pov

I convinced everyone that I'm fine but, what if what is in my mind is true ? What's happening to me ? I can't understand anything. I don't know what's happening from morning itself ? What if I'm preg....no how's that even possible.

Then she remembered her and Shivaay's moments together. Their consummation came to her mind and with these thoughts she decided to visit to doctor. She was having a storm in her heart and mind. An unknown fear of something was there in her heart. About what ?s) She couldn't decipher.

In afternoon she decided to go to doctor but alone and made an excuse to Gauri and Bhavya that she also wants some time for herself. Om and Rudra were adamant on not letting her go alone but then Anika used the card which always works. She tried to blackmail them emotionally and it worked.

Anika was  sitting in a garden. She was lost in deep thoughts

Anika's pov

Haha... what a life ? What a fate I have ? Whenever I think now I'll be happy, my two rupee fate brings sorrows in my life. When I and Shivaay got married, I thought now nothing bad is going to happen. I thought, now Shivaay is with me and no matter what, he will always stand by me. He shattered all my dreams, all my hopes. HOPES of a happy family, HOPES of being loved. 

When a woman gets to know that SHE IS GOING TO BE A MOTHER, that day she comes alive once again,  she gets new dreams, new hopes, new feelings. Feelings of holding that little one in her protective arms, to protect him/her from all the evils, feelings of possession. She wants to tell it to her dear ones, to her husband, but here I am, thinking about ways to hide this thing from everyone.

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Anika (To herself ) : I just want to do one thing and that is to protect my child, to keep him away from all the evils. I won't let anyone to use my child lije people always used me. No, never. Now I know what I have to do.

Anika came back to oberoi mansion in evening and quitely entered her room to keep her reports safe so that noone sees them. She mentally thanked god that noone was there. But then she heard a knock on the door and hurriedly locked the cupboard. She went to open the door.

When she opened the door, she found OmRu and Gauri and Bhavya standing there. As soon as she opened the door, all of them bombarded her with questions like, "Is she fine ?", "when did she come back ?", " what did the doctor say ?"

Anika : Stop. Will yoy all let me speak ? Doctor said everything is fine nothing to worry about. It's just weakness.

Om : Bhabhi are you speaking the truth ? Hope it's just weakness.

Anika felt bad because she was lying to the people who care so much for her. She thought she was betraying them. But she shrugged her thoughts.

Anika : Nothing to worry about,  Om. I'm fine and I'm telling you the truth only. Why would I lie when I know my sach ka boyfriend Brother doesn't like liars.

Om chucked at this and all of them left from there leaving Anika to take rest.

Shivaay came back from the office at night. He was heading towards his room and Anika was coming out of room her room to take water. She was in corridor when there was a black out. It was dark. She stiffened on her place. The jug which was in her hand slipped from her grip and broke making a sound. She was taking baby steps and moving backwards.

On the other hand, Shivaay sensed Anika's presence near him. Then  he heard the glass breaking sound that came from near anika's room. At that moment his mind could think nothing except for Anika and that she was scared of darkness. He rushed towards her room.

Anika was continously moving backwards when she collided with someone. She was about to fall when he saved her.

Due to darkness Anika's mind went numb. She hugged him tightly. In the darkness also there was an unknown peace. Both of them were in each other's embrace which was the most peaceful place for them. Especially for Shivaay, this moment seemed like he got his breathes back, her embrace seemed like an oasis in desert for him.

Shivaay : It's ok Anika. Don't worry everything is fine. I'm here. There's nothing to worry.

Just then lights came back. Shivaay cursed the lights. He wanted everything to be still at that moment. But everything can't be according to our wish. Soon Anika realised her position and cursed herself for doing this. She abruptly withdrew herself from the hug. With this action of hers shivaay felt hurt.

Anika : Amazing. How's it possible that a person doesn't remember someone but knows that the other person is scared of something.

Shivaay tried to speak something but nothing came out from his mouth. He was just feeling low of himself.

Anika wanted to leave from there as soon as possible because if she stood there for more time she would end up crying amd falling weak infront of him. That was what she didn't want to happen. She turned to go back to her room but her bracelet's moon wanted her to stay there or to say it was helping shivaay to stare HIS CHAAND FOR SOME MORE TIME. Due to this both of them remembered an incident happened before their marriage.

When dadi stopped shivaay from coming near anika, Shivaay, with the help of rudra called Anika on terrace. It was a chilly night. They were just sitting on floor. Anika was sitting with her back facing his front and he had encircled his arms around her waist. Anika was admiring the beauty of the moom and the stars. It was just beyond descriptionally beautiful.

Anika was admiring the moon as it was her favourite thing to do. To top that off, she was in her Shivaay's embrace. It was just perfect.

Just then the cute villain, Dadi called Anika or to say sge tried to check if her grandson was trying to disobey her orders.

Anika got scared. She stood up to leave because she didn't want Dadi to scold her Billu Ji. Shivaay was annoyed. Anika's bracelet's chand stuck in his watch.

Shivaay : Your moon is really good, Anika. He is helping me in staring my moon for some more time.

It was overwhelming for Anika. She blushed and hugged him out of happiness. That moment she felt she was complete.

After remembering this memory she got even more restless. Her inner storm was getting heavier. Her will power to stay strong was getting weak. She was getting suffocated.

She turned and without looking in his eyes or without looking towards him she started freeing her bracelet's chand from his watch. She was not at all trying to remove it. She was being harsh. It was looking as if she's trying to break it.

Her restlessness didn't go unnoticed by shivaay. He felt several stings in his heart seeing her restlessness, her pain was clearly visible on her face. Her tears were threatening to fall. His guilt was increasing by each passing second. The girl who used to say that she feels happiest when he is around was now trying to go away from him as soon as possible. He was just looking at her without blinking his eyes.

His thoughts were broken when Anika broke her bracelet and her chand was left in his watch. She left from there running. She closed the door of her room with a thud and leaned back to the door and cried. She laid on the cold floor and cried like a kid, her sobs were not in her control whereas Shivaay stood there only, listening her sobs.

Somewhere in an unknown place swetlana and Tanya got to know about Anika being pregnant.

When anika went to doctor, Tanya followed her. In tge garden Anika was sitting on the bench when she saw a little girl playing. Suddenly the girl fell down and started crying. Anika rushed to help her and grabbing the opportunity Tanya saw her reports.

Swetlana : We can't let this happen. If Shivaay got to know about Anika being pregnant, he will go back to her. And once both of them got together, no body would be able to harm oberois.

Tanya : Don't worry di. I'll find a solution. I'll do something before anyone knows about it.
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