I went back to Seoul and moved to Tiffany's house. I know, it's kinda fast but she insisted it and I couldn't refuse.

She didn't accept my resignation so I still work in their company. The next month issue of magazine is already out and we didn't change anything there.

Everything is falling into its proper place and I feel so happy being with the one I love. I always wished for this in the past ten years and now, it's happening.

Tiffany is my fiancée. She proposed to me before I moved to her house. We're living together and we're doing great. Our bond didn't change a bit. We're comfortable with each other even if we have differences.

I wake up every morning seeing her beautiful face. That's surely a blessing from above.

I have my family, my dream job and Tiffany. I couldn't ask for more. I'm contented. Actually, my family and Tiffany are enough. My dream job is just a plus, I could live even without it. But not my family and Tiffany, they are source of my strength and happiness.

Well... Tiffany is my happiness.

A happy smile plastered on my face as I entered her office. My love was busy typing on her laptop. She was so adorable as she focused on her work.

It was lunch time. I walked to her and cooed "Rest babe, it's lunch time." Then I bit her earlobe.

Tiffany moved away and glared at me "Stop. Don't bother me. Don't you see that I'm working? I'm your boss here Taeyeon, you're being unprofessional. I'm disappointed." She said being grumpy. She was stressed.

Well... that hurts like shit but she's right. I'm being unprofessional.

Gosh, her words never fail to hurt me but it's my fault. I stepped back from her as I tried not to cry. I know it's just a simple thing but I'm kinda emotional when it comes to Tiffany.

"I'm sorry..." I murmured.

I'm trying to be sweet but I guess, it's wrong time and place. Also, people here don't know our relationship. Tiffany said that they don't need to know because it's our private life. I understand her but sometimes it makes me think that Does she really love me? or Is she ashamed of me? I know, I'm overthinking and I shouldn't question her love.

"Excuse me, Ms. Hwang," I bowed to her then I walked to the door.

"Shit," I heard her said.

Before I could leave, I felt arms were wrapped around my body.

"Hey... I'm just messing around. Are you mad babe?" Tiffany asked worried.

I shook my head.

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean that," she said softly.

I shook my head again "No you're right. I'm being unprofessional. I understand." I tried to remove her arms but she wouldn't let me go.

"No... I told you, I'm just kidding and I didn't mean that. I'm sorry Tae..." She apologetically said as she put her chin on my shoulder.

Tears were running down my cheeks. I was being emotional again and I couldn't control it. I was hurt, really hurt though it was a simple thing.

I shouldn't be like this, I don't know what's wrong with me.

"Babe..." Tiffany softly said as she let go of me and turned me around. She frowned when she saw me crying. "You're crying?" She turned pale. 

I quickly wiped my tears "It's fine, Ms. Hwang." I bowed to her then rushed out of her office.

I heard her calling me but I just ignored her. I knew that it was disrespectful but I couldn't face her, I was ashamed of myself.

Be professional became my mantra. It's not that I'm butthurt but it's just... I don't want to be hurt again because of this matter. 

Know your place here Taeyeon. She's your boss. I mentally noted.

I went back to my cubicle, I knew Tiffany wouldn't follow me here. I wiped my tears but it kept falling down. 

I hate being like this, a frail little shit.

"Are you alright Taeyeon?" Juniel approached me.

I wiped my tears and somehow my intense emotion subsided "Y-yes. I'm alright."

"But you're crying..." Juniel pulled a swivel chair and sat next to me. "What's wrong? Did you fight with the boss?"

"No..."

"I'm your friend Taeyeon, you can tell it to me." She carefully wiped my tears.

"But I won't force you," she added.

I smiled a bit, I appreciated it "Thank you."

"Obviously you don't want to talk about it so just drop it. Did you eat lunch?" She energetically said as she changed the topic.

I chuckled "Not yet."

"Me too! So will you go on a date with me? I mean... lunch," she joked as she giggled.

Don't get this wrong... Juniel and I are just friends. I already confronted her about her feelings for me and I told her that I already love someone else. She avoided me for few days then told me that we could still be friends.

She's a good person and she deserves someone who will genuinely love her. It's not me, I only love her as a friend.

"Okay... lunch," I said.

"Don't worry, it's my treat since you're feeling bad." She winked at me. "Let's go," she held wrist and stood up.

I smiled and stood up.

"That's better. I don't like seeing you sad," she said.

"Thank you Juniel."

I feel better, somehow.

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I'm overthinking again.

I'm contemplating my decisions. I think me and Tiffany are moving fast, that I shouldn't be here.

But I love her and our bond didn't change. We're comfortable with each other and we have this special connection.

Maybe it's just me because I have a lot of insecurities. I worry too much, I think too much and it's not healthy. I don't want my relationship to suffer because of this. I need to change this.

I get easily offended or hurt when it comes to her. I should control my feelings and how I think. I don't want to be pessimistic and miserable.

It's just me, overthinking.

Then I felt a warm arms wrapped around me, I felt safe and secure. I closed my eyes and just felt the familiar touch. It was comforting me.

"Tae..." Tiffany cooed as she put her chin on my shoulder. "I'm sorry." She sadly said.

"No. It's me Tiffany. I'm sorry if I overreacted," I held her arms and caressed it.

"No Taeyeon, it was a bad joke. Yes... I can see now but my feelings became blind and I was being insensitive, I didn't consider how you feel. I always mess things up and you became like that because of me. I hurt you and I'm sorry. I don't like seeing you cry, it breaks me," her hug tightened and it felt so good.

"I'm alright Tiffany..." I opened my eyes and turned around to face her.

Tiffany held my cheek and stroked it "I love you Taeyeon," she leaned to me and kissed my forehead.

"I love you too, Fany."

"I don't want you to change Taeyeon. I like it when you're being sweet and affectionate to me. Don't change it," she said as she stared into my eyes searching for something.

I nodded and smiled "Okay, I won't change it. But don't worry, now I know my limit this time."

Tiffany frowned "Limit? What limit?"

"That you're my boss and I should know my place..." I answered.

"Stop it... Please... There's no limit for you Taeyeon. You're my fiancée, you can do anything you want. Show how much you love me, just do it without limit," she firmly said. "Just be yourself and do it wherever, whenever. I don't care about what other people will think. You're the most important thing in my life. You are my main, Kim Taeyeon."

I smiled. That was so sweet of her.

"And one more thing... I will tell everyone about our relationship." She seemed serious about it.

"Huh?"

"I told you that I didn't want to tell others about us because I don't want them to judge you. I don't want them to think that you got that job because of me. I don't want them to hurt you. But I don't want you to think that I'm hiding you or something. And I don't want seeing others so close to you. I can't tell them how much I love you and I can't take it anymore," she elaborated.

"I want to introduce you as my fiancée, I hope it's okay with you," she clarified.

I smiled widely "Of course Fany ah..."

Tiffany held my hands and kissed the back of it "I will do anything for you Taeyeon and I will do my best not to hurt you."

I squeezed her hands "Pain is part of love. You know love is there when there's pain."

"I just can't stand it when I know that I'm the reason you are hurt."

"I can bear it as long as you're the reason of it because I love you," I leaned forward and pecked her lips.

"I love you more Taeyeon... I love you so much," she wholeheartedly said as she glanced at my lips.

"Show me..." I said.

Tiffany smiled "I will." She touched my lips with her thumb. "Let me show you how much I love you."

I didn't know what exactly happened but I was on bed and Tiffany was on top of me, kissing every part of me.

That night, she made me feel confident with her love. She made me feel beautiful.

I could feel her overflowing love and it feels great.

I'm no longer insecure because I trust her.

We became one that night.

And everyday, as she promised, she shows how much she loves me.

I'm contented and happy being with her.

I'm happy when she's happy.

Love connected us, again. And I'm really grateful for that.

"Though Love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to."

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