Chapter 7

"Let's break up."

Y/n's eyes widen, "What? You are kidding right?"

"No, relationships are not for me." Jungkook said.

"Did I do something wrong?" She was about to cry.

"You didn't, don't think that I am doing this because of you. I just, Y/n I don't want to be controlling or anything, but I can't tolerate this anymore. You might think of Taehyung as a best friend, but he doesn't. Also, you confess that you had feelings for him too."

"Jungkook I was drunk, and There is nothing in between me and Taehyung."

"I don't know, you both look like a couple. Not me and you. All the time we are together, you are texting him, I don't think you even care about me. It's just too much." He wants to end things now, before everything gets worse, he doesn't like Taehyung, and how Y/n is close with him.

"I am sorry, I didn't know it bother you that much."

"It does, I can't be with you when you are friends with Taehyung."

"Jungkook, Taehyung has done so much for me-"

"I know and I can't do anything for you, I feel awful, and I can't handle that."

She felt her cheeks getting wet as she started crying. He couldn't see her cry, he was about to leave but Y/n held his arm.

"Jungkook, don't please. I love you."

"It's not about love Y/n, because I love you way more than you do. It's about him,"

She cupped his face, "I promise, to put boundaries between him and me. I can't break my friendship with him, I will try to make sure I stay within my limits. But Jungkook didn't leave me. I love you so much."

He put his head over her head, "Things will be worse in future, it will be harder to leave me. I will not tolerate it if you ever leave me, so it's better to end things now."

"No, no, I will never leave you. Don't end things." She kissed his lips. He breaks the kiss.

"I love you Y/n, a lot. You tell me, how would you feel if I had a friend, who you know has feelings for me and she would always be clingy to me, text me, randomly hug me or kiss my cheeks?"

She would feel jealous and uncomfortable if Jungkook had a friend like that. "I am sorry, Jungkook."

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"Are you okay? Y/n?" Taehyung asked. She shook her head. "Something to do with Your mother?"

He can already see how drunk she is, she couldn't even stand properly. He holds her.

She shook her head again. "Jungkook?"

She sighed and nodded her head. "What that jerk did? Did he hurt you? He cheated? Tell me what happened?"

"W-we broke up. He did."

That news actually made Taehyung really happy. "That is good, he doesn't deserve you."

She started crying, "I don't deserve him, he was right."

He cupped her face while wiping her tears. "Why? He broke up with you?"

"I choose our friendship over him."

She just continued crying. Taehyung hugged her.  She wanted to drink, and he just let her drink and cry. It was sad to see her crying but also he felt happy because now he has hope that Y/n and he can be a thing.

"Why are you crying so much? It's fine you will find someone better."

"I don't want anyone else, I can't stop thinking, his bunny smile, his face moles, his eyes, his everything. " She closed her eyes and saw Jungkook, opened her eyes and Jungkook. She can't get rid of him.

"You know it was pathetic of me to cry to him and he said he just wants to end things before it gets worse. He left him crying there." She hid her face in her palms.

"Remind me how you left me crying."

She looked at him and hit his chest slightly. "Yah! You are saying it's karma?"

"I want to be him, but I also didn't want to let you go, Tae. You made everything complicated by loving me."

"You are putting the blame on me?" He said.

"Yes, I am putting the blame at myself and you." She put her head on the table.

"Y/n?" He moved her but she has passed out. She had too many drinks.

He sighed. He started cleaning up, his father would get mad at him if he saw all the empty alcohol bottles on the table.

After cleaning he saw Y/n, who was sleeping with her head on the table. He sat beside her and put his head on the table too. He stared at her face.

He didn't think it would be this easy, Jungkook has broken up, maybe if he tries again. He will be able to win her heart.

He removed the hair from her face, he caressed her cheeks. Then he stood up, he lifted her up. He brought her to his room and laid her on the bed. He took off her shoe and put a blanket on her.

He has taken care of her drunk self a lot in the past, so nothing new. Except the fact that she is heart broken this time.

He went to take a shower and changed into something comfortable. He looked at time, he hoped Y/n ate something and wasn't drinking empty stomach.

He laid beside her, he just wanted to stare at her face. He wants her beside him every night and wakes up every morning.

She opened her eyes, she stared at Taehyung.

"Y/n, did you have dinner? Let me go and bring something for you to eat then you can sleep again." Taehyung was about to sit up.

She held his shirt, pulled him closer to her. "Please stay, don't leave me."

She pulled him and kissed his lips. He was surprised, and for a few seconds he just let Y/n kiss her before giving in and replying to the kiss. He holds her waist, pulling her closer to him.

He closed his eyes and kissed her really gently, he couldn't feel her kissing back. He can't hold himself back, his mouth fits with her perfectly.

He pulled back for a few seconds just to take off his shirt and toss it to the floor.

He slides his hands up the back of her top, and begins to unclasp her bra.  Her bra was undone, he lifted her shirt over her head and his fingers slid under the straps of her bra, he pulled them down her to zoom arm, he tossed them away.

He stopped when he realized what he was doing, he looked at Y/n who had her eyes closed. "Y/n? Are you awake?"

"Hmmm?" She opened her eyes.

"Can I? Can I have you? You are fine with it right?" He knows that she is too drunk to make a decision. He wants to neglect this.

"Hmm." She closed her eyes again. He wants to stop, but it is impossible to do so now, his palm one of her breasts while his other hand dips into her pants.

He knows he will regret this later, he knows Y/n will hate him for this. He knows the outcome of this.

Yet he still wants to forget everything, he just needs her, he wants to feel her warmth, he wants to love her, kiss her.

He wants to be her first, and last. He let it happen, it was happening on its own, he couldn't control his thinking.

He liked holding her naked body, he liked how she felt, he kissed her lips again. His hand grip her hip, and he pulls her to him, readying himself against her. "Y/n? Are you awake?"

She whined and opened her eyes.

"You want me too?"

She wrapped her arms around his neck, her eyes got teary. "Yeah, just don't leave me."

He smiled a little, that gave him a little relief. He kissed her lips, he positioned himself, they both moaned at the same time when he was with her.

He spread her legs wider, He held her hand to the side of her. "I love you y/n, I want nothing but you."

"I love you too." She mumbled, he kinda doesn't believe it. He let it slide, he wants this too, he wants her to love him. He craves her love and her.

He pressed his lips with her's, and they moaned in each other's mouths.

He breaks the kiss, just to leave kisses on her face, neck, collarbone and chest. While mumbling, 'Sorry,' and how much he loves her.

After reaching his high, he stopped and pulled her. He laid beside her, as he stared at the ceiling guilt hit him.

She wrapped her arms around Taehyung, turned to her, and hugged her back. He wants to undo this, he regrets it, already. He broke her trust, he wanted to undo it somehow.

"Jungkook,"

The feeling of guilt is replaced with feeling hurt. He deserves it this time.

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Jungkook couldn't sleep, he worked all day and studied. He gets so tired throughout the day that he falls asleep as soon as he hit the bed.

But he couldn't sleep today. He decided to go to the rooftop. He stared at the sky, there was not even a single star in the sky, just darkness.

He misses Y/n. He feels empty without her.

He felt someone pat his back. He looked up and smiled at his father. "You are still awake."

"Yeah, I couldn't sleep." Jungkook replied. His father sat beside him.

"How's your girlfriend?"

"I broke up with her." Jungkook replied.

"Why? You both seem to be in love." 

"We were, we still are. But it's a lot to be with her. The feelings I feel are a lot. Too much love, too much care, too much  too much obsession, too much jealousy. Also I hate her friends, they make me look like I am the toxic one because I don't want her to hang out with her friends."

Things got a lot, the way her friends humiliate him, he is fine with that. But his friends humiliate his father and he can't tolerate that. 

"She is a nice girl, you should not have let her go." His father said.

"Things will get complicated. I am afraid I will start loving her too much, or Hurt her." He said.

"It's a choice, but I hope you do what your heart tells you."

"My heart wants to break her best friend's hands every time he dares to touch her."

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