Y/n's heart raced as she sat in the clinic room, awaiting the results of the pregnancy test she had taken earlier. She already knows she is pregnant, but she doesn't know for how long. She was really hoping to not be pregnant with Taehyung but if she is pregnant with Jungkook's child it will still be complicated.

The door creaked open, and the doctor entered. "Y/n, I have the results," she said gently, holding a folder in her hands. "I was not expecting this, I thought you would have taken a break after Junseok, he still young."

The doctor is the same one which was with her during her first pregnancy.

"Yeah, sorry. I should have been more careful." She said.

Taking a deep breath, Y/n nodded, her hands clasped tightly together. The doctor paused before speaking, "But still Congratulations, next week you will become four months pregnant."

Instead of the expected joy, Her eyes welled up with tears, not of happiness, but of sadness and loneliness.

As the doctor continued to explain the next steps of the pregnancy, Y/n struggled to focus. She couldn't decide if she should be worried about Jungkook's absence or Taehyung's presence.

Leaving the clinic, She clutched the ultrasound image in her hand.

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Y/n stood outside her apartment,
as the landlord coldly informed her that she couldn't stay, despite having paid the rent.

Panic set in as she clutched her belongings.

"But I've paid my rent for this month," Y/n said.

"I already told you that you can't come here right? Go find another place." She said, And now Y/n was shocked.

She literally had nowhere to go now, she wandered the streets, trying to get her thoughts.

She decided to seek employment to secure a new place. However, every job application met with rejection.

She approached every establishment, inquiring about job opportunities, but the doors remained closed.

The dim glow of a neon "Help Wanted" sign caught her eye. With hope, she entered the small diner, only to be met with another rejection. The manager apologized, explaining that they had already hired someone.

It wasn't this hard, in teenage she would get small jobs so easily with really good salary. Little did she know that it was Taehyung who helped her.

He can make her life so much easier and harder just by helping or banning her.

She caressed her neck, maybe this is the reason she is not getting any jobs. Because she had a bandaid on the side of her neck as she tried to cut her throat.

She decided to just end her life again. What's the point? She stood on the bridge and looked at the water.

She was hesitant, because she was not just ending her life but two lives.

Maybe informing Jungkook would be right, but she doesn't want to get disappointed.

"You have been standing for 45 min, I was waiting for you to do something, are you planning to or not?" She heard a man's voice. She turned and saw a tall man with wide shoulders, it was Jin. She doesn't know who he is, same with her.

"What?" She was confused.

"You standing near the edge alone is making it look like you were about to jump." He said

"No, it's not," she admitted.

"Good, if you were think about your loved one." He said.

"I don't have any loved one, I lost them. More like I failed them." She said.

Jin took a step closer, he noticed her ring. "So you are married? Your husband must love you?"

Tears welled in Y/n's eyes, "Now I can't find peace with my recent husband. It feels like I'm drowning in sorrow. No matter what, I am just thinking about how unintentionally I hurt my ex husband and son."

Jin sighed, choosing his words carefully.
"Then you should not think of k'lling yourself, that it will end your suffering, not there."

Y/n didn't reply, he added, "Well, It's hard to see it now, but there's always hope. Life has a way of surprising us, bringing people who can help us heal."

He noticed the files in her hands and the ads, "Oh you are looking for a job, you can visit my company," he took out his card before handing it to her.

He offered a smile before leaving.
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Y/N was walking along the road. She will find some place to live but she just wanted to make sure she tries one last time to find a job. And she will tomorrow.

A black car stopped in front of her, he came out of the car. "How was the day? The world is harsh outside the bubble I kept you in?"

"I have lived in this harsh outside world since my teenage, so I can survive." she exclaimed.

Taehyung laughed, "Trust me you can't, oh I was told you went to hospital?"

"Just nothing, I went to meet an old friend," she lied.

"And they didn't help you? Oh Y/n the only old friend you need is me, You've been through enough today," he said gently, "It's time to head home."

Y/n nodded, her gaze fixed on the distant city lights. "There is no need," she replied, her voice weary. "Actually, I've prepared $500,000. You can go now."

Surprise flickered across Taehyung's face as he processed her words.

"How did you manage that?" he asked, curiosity evident in his tone. She gave him money and he was surprised wondering how. He noticed she was not wearing her ring. "Really? Did you sell the wedding ring?"

"Just leave me how, you told me to just pay you. Just leave Taehyung, I will pay you up slowly," She exclaimed. He held her hand.

"Hmm, think about leaving when you pay me up with your own money, not mine. And how will you do that? You don't even have job." He took her to the car.

"Taehyung! Leave me. I got a job," she said and showed the card Jin gave her.

Taehyung's eyes darkened, as he read the name, a possessive edge creeping into his voice. "Y/n, you don't need to worry about money. I'll take care of everything."

"I want to be free. I need independence," she said.

His grip on the waist tightened. "Independence? You don't need anyone but me. Why are you trying to push me away?"

Y/n meeting his intense gaze. "Taehyung, it's making me go insane to just sit home and do nothing, I can't be in marriage like such, I want to put efforts and be alone.",

His expression shifted from frustration to a twisted smile. "Efforts, huh? You won't need effort when you're with me. I can provide everything you desire."

Y/n, uneasy, opened the car door. "Taehyung, please understand."

Taehyung held the door and closed it.

"Taehyung, I hate us, I hate being with you, I hate everything," She started crying.

"It's all his fault, you're depressed because of him, I am here to love you." He mumbled as he pulled her on his lap.

She tried to push him while she couldn't stop crying. He started kissing her.

She literally felt like she was about to lose her mind. She has already lost it.

"Just one day yet I missed you so much." He kissed her neck, kissing the bandage.

He unbuttoned her pants, His hand had found its way to the entrance, tracing the pattern of her underwear. She tried to push him.

"Taehyung, please stop. So much is going on in my mind," She exclaimed.

"Let me blur your mind then," He mumbled, pulling her jeans down.

He rubbed her cl't through the fabric, Growing frustrated with the fabric, he ripped it off.

"Look how wet you are for me?" He says as he rubs her gently.

"I am not!" She exclaimed.

"Oh you are," Taehyung said, He inserted two fingers into her, causing her to gasp against his lips creating an opening for his tongue. "I know it's too much, but I am here for you. I will always be here for you."

He works his fingers at a steady pace, before rapidly moving his fingers backwards and forwards, his fingers curling inside of her.

He wiped her tears. "Shush, I am sorry. I know the world is harsh, but I am here to protect you from everything."

It worked once or twice, he was able to make her forget about Jungkook for a few moments, but not anymore. She couldn't get rid of her thoughts about him even for a second.

Jungkook is the only one she wanted or she would go insane.
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Y/n clutched her phone, tears streaming down her face as she decided to call Jungkook.

He didn't pick her calls. Y/n hesitated before leaving a voicemail for Jungkook, her words carefully chosen.

As she ended the voicemail, she stare at it waiting to get a reply. She kept staring at her phone.

Taehyung stood behind her, he was about to hug her but he furrowed brow as he noticed the name, "Y/n, why are you still talking to Jungkook?"

Y/n, caught off guard, stammered, "It's just want to check-in Jun, Taehyung."

Taehyung's expression darkened, jealousy evident in his eyes. "Jun? Okay play the recording, why did you ask my permission before contacting him?",

"What would I need your permission?" She exclaimed, he pushed her to the wall harshly. He held her jaw.

"Because I know how badly you want to run to him." He took her phone. And tried to play the recording but Y/n tried to took the phone from him.

Making Taehyung furious, He throw the phone hard on the wall, causing it to break. He twisted her arm and pinned her to the wall causing her to be shocked.

"Fcking stay away from him, I am not Jungkook who will stand and tolerate his wife lying to him," He exclaimed, he pulled her closer. Twisted her arm to the point she felt like he was about to break her arm.

As she continued crying, "Listen here Y/n, just because I love you, doesn't mean I will tolerate everything that you do, so be mindful of your actions. I don't want you talking to him, I know it's not about Jun, or you wouldn't act this way."

He let go of her, and left the room. She could lift her left arm. She looked at her phone, and picked it up. It was cracked but she turned it on.

She saw Jungkook's voicemail, she felt a little hope.

Y/n's hands trembled as she listened to the heartbreaking voicemail. She hugged herself, while crying.

The room seemed to close in around her, and she sank to the floor, wrapping her arms tightly around her stomach. The sobs escaped her uncontrollably.

It was merely 5 seconds, but enough to tell her. There is no hope, no hope for Jungkook to be back.

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