002. Possessive Tendencies
Y/N's fingers moved with practiced precision, weaving stems together in a pattern older than language itself. Green against green, petals of white and yellow interspersed like stars in a living constellation. The flower crown was taking shape nicely—delicate yet sturdy, beautiful in its simplicity.
Daisy. Dandelion. Clover. The small things. The mortal things.
She sat cross-legged in the grass outside the main building of Tokyo Jujutsu High, her back against the rough bark of a zelkova tree that had probably stood here longer than most of the sorcerers had been alive. The afternoon sun filtered through the leaves above, dappling her skin with shifting patterns of light and shadow. Somewhere in the distance, she could hear the rhythmic thwack of someone hitting training dummies, the sound carrying across the expansive grounds.
It had been a week.
Seven days since Gojo Satoru had found her in that blood-soaked clearing, since he'd somehow convinced her to come here, to this place that smelled of old wood and newer magic, of teenage hormones and ancient curses barely contained. Seven days of sleeping in an actual bed—strange, too soft, she'd spent the first three nights on the floor—and eating food that hadn't required her to hunt and kill it first.
Seven days, and she hadn't met a single one of his friends.
Strange, that. Gojo talked about them constantly—his students, his colleagues, the "kids" he was supposedly responsible for. He'd mentioned their names in passing, told her stories about their training and their missions, painted pictures with words of people who sounded simultaneously extraordinary and remarkably normal.
But he hadn't introduced her to any of them.
Is he ashamed? The thought slithered through her mind like a serpent. Does he not trust them around me? Or does he not trust me around them?
Y/N frowned, her fingers pausing in their weaving. A ladybug crawled across her knuckle, tiny red shell gleaming in the sunlight, and she watched it with the kind of intense focus that came from having once been a predator who tracked prey by the twitch of a single muscle.
Or maybe, she thought more generously, he's just been busy.
After all, Gojo seemed to be perpetually in motion—teaching classes, going on missions, dealing with what he vaguely referred to as "higher-up nonsense" with an eye-roll and a dismissive wave. The few times she'd seen him this week, he'd been either arriving or leaving, always with that insufferable smile and a casual "How's it going?" thrown over his shoulder.
As if she weren't a divine entity currently pretending to be a normal person.
As if the last week hadn't been the strangest seven days of her impossibly long existence.
She added another daisy to the crown, tucking its stem carefully under and over, creating a chain that would hold. The repetitive motion was soothing. Meditative. It kept her hands busy and her mind from wandering too far into territories that made her want to transform and run back into the wilderness where things made sense.
But did they make sense there either?
The question hung unanswered in her consciousness.
The air shifted.
It was subtle—a change in pressure, a new scent carried on the breeze, a disturbance in the ambient cursed energy that permeated every inch of this school. Y/N's fingers stilled immediately, her shoulders tensing despite her attempt to remain relaxed.
Someone was approaching.
Not Gojo—his presence was like a star going supernova, impossible to miss or mistake. Not Shoko either—the healer moved with an exhausted shuffle that announced her presence well before she arrived.
This was someone new.
Someone young.
Y/N's enhanced senses picked up the details before her eyes confirmed them: light footsteps, slightly uneven gait, breathing elevated from recent physical activity. Male. Teenage or close to it. And there was something else, something that felt wrong in a way she couldn't quite articulate—a second presence overlaying the first, like a photograph with double exposure.
"Excuse me?"
The voice came from directly behind her, bright and curious and so earnest it almost made her wince. Young, just as she'd suspected. Maybe seventeen, eighteen at most. There was a smile in those words, the kind of friendliness that came naturally to some people and felt completely alien to her.
"Are you Gojo-sensei's girlfriend?"
Y/N's entire body went rigid.
Girlfriend. GIRLFRIEND?
For a moment—just a single, suspended moment—her mind completely blanked. The concept was so absurd, so utterly disconnected from anything resembling her reality, that she couldn't even formulate a response. Her? Gojo's girlfriend? The man was insufferable. Arrogant. Far too cavalier with his own safety and far too interested in treating her like some kind of fascinating science experiment.
And yet.
He did bring me here. Gave me a place to stay. Hasn't tried to hurt me or capture me or use me.
She shook off the thought viciously and turned around, her movements deliberately slow and controlled.
The boy standing there was exactly what she'd expected and yet somehow still surprising.
He couldn't have been more than eighteen, standing perhaps five-nine or five-ten, with a lean, athletic build that spoke of regular training. But it was his features that caught her attention. His hair was bright pink—not dyed, she could tell, but naturally that impossible shade of salmon-rose that shouldn't exist in nature. It stuck up in messy spikes that defied gravity almost as flagrantly as Gojo's white mop.
His eyes were gold.
Not hazel, not light brown catching the sun. Pure, molten gold, like coins fresh from the mint or honey held up to sunlight. They watched her with an intensity that seemed at odds with his friendly smile, and his head was tilted to the side in a gesture so dog-like it was almost comical.
Curious, she thought. He's curious about me.
But there was something else. That double-presence feeling intensified now that she was looking at him directly. It was as if two beings occupied the same space—the bright, earnest boy in front of her, and something other, something ancient and malevolent that lurked just beneath the surface, watching through those golden eyes with an intelligence that made her skin prickle.
He's possessed. Or hosting something. Like a vessel.
The boy seemed completely unaware of her scrutiny. His smile widened, showing teeth, and he bounced slightly on the balls of his feet like an excited puppy.
"Sorry if that was weird to ask!" he continued, apparently unbothered by her silence. "It's just that Gojo-sensei has been acting kind of strange lately—well, stranger than usual—and Fushiguro said he saw him leaving the school with someone last week, and Kugisaki started this whole theory that he finally got a girlfriend, and—"
He paused, seeming to realize he was rambling. His hand came up to scratch the back of his head sheepishly, a gesture so naturally awkward and teenage that it made Y/N's defensive posture relax infinitesimally.
"Anyway," he finished, "I'm Itadori Yuji! First-year student here at Tokyo Jujutsu High!"
He stuck out his hand for a handshake, that bright smile never wavering.
Y/N stared at the offered hand like it might bite her.
Social customs. Right. Humans had those. Sorcerers probably did too. She was supposed to... what? Take his hand? Shake it? The gesture felt alien despite the week she'd spent trying to observe and understand the protocols of this strange place.
Slowly, carefully, she reached out and grasped Itadori's hand.
His grip was firm but not aggressive, warm and slightly calloused from training. He shook once, twice, three times—apparently there was a specific number of shakes that was socially acceptable—and then released her hand with another one of those sunshine smiles.
"So?" he prompted, his head tilting to the other side now. The movement really was remarkably canine. "Are you? His girlfriend, I mean?"
Y/N's jaw worked soundlessly for a moment before she finally managed to form words.
"No."
Her voice came out rougher than intended, scraped raw from disuse despite the week of relative civilization. She cleared her throat and tried again.
"No. I'm not... that. Gojo is..." What? My keeper? My observer? The person who found me at my most vulnerable and decided not to kill me? "...helping me."
Itadori's expression shifted into something thoughtful, though the friendliness never left his eyes. "Helping you how?"
Good question.
"I'm..." She hesitated, unsure how much she was supposed to reveal. Gojo hadn't exactly given her a briefing on what story to tell, what cover identity to maintain. Did these students know what she was? Did they know anything about her at all?
Probably not. Gojo likes his secrets.
"...new here," she finished lamely. "He's helping me adjust."
"Oh!" Itadori's face lit up with understanding and immediate sympathy. "Are you a new student too? That's so cool! When did you get here? What grade are you? What's your cursed technique?"
The questions came rapid-fire, enthusiastic, without malice or suspicion. He genuinely wanted to know, wanted to connect, wanted to be friendly.
It was overwhelming.
Y/N's fingers tightened around the half-finished flower crown in her lap, stems bending slightly under the pressure. "I'm not... I don't..."
How do I explain? How do I tell him that I'm not a student, not really human, not anything that fits into his understanding of the world?
Itadori must have noticed her discomfort because his expression immediately softened. "Sorry," he said, less enthusiastically but no less kind. "I'm coming on too strong, aren't I? Fushiguro says I do that sometimes. I just get excited about meeting new people!"
He plopped down on the grass beside her—not close enough to be invasive, but near enough to be companionable. His legs crossed, mirroring her posture, and he looked at the flower crown in her hands with genuine interest.
"That's really pretty," he said. "Are you making it for someone?"
Y/N looked down at her handiwork. The crown was nearly complete now, a circle of white and yellow and green that represented... what? Peace? Normalcy? A desperate attempt to find something gentle in a life that had been anything but?
"No," she said quietly. "Just... for me."
Itadori nodded like this made perfect sense. "Sometimes it's nice to make things just because. Fushiguro reads his books, Kugisaki goes shopping, and I watch movies. Everyone needs something, you know?"
Do they?
But looking at this pink-haired boy with his tilted head and genuine smile and that terrifying thing lurking beneath his skin, Y/N thought maybe she understood.
Everyone needed something to make them feel human.
Even when they weren't.
"Yuji," she said, testing his given name on her tongue. "What are you?"
His eyebrows shot up. "What am I?"
"Inside." She gestured vaguely at his chest. "There's something inside you. Something old."
For the first time since he'd arrived, Itadori's smile faltered. His expression turned serious, almost grave, and for a moment she could see the weight he carried despite his cheerful exterior.
"You can sense him?" he asked quietly.
"Him?"
"Sukuna." The name dropped between them like a stone into still water. "The King of Curses. I'm his... vessel, I guess. I ate his finger—well, fingers, plural now—and he's kind of living in my body. It's a whole thing."
He said it so matter-of-factly, like he was describing the weather rather than revealing that he was hosting one of the most dangerous entities in existence.
Y/N studied him with new eyes. "And you're still... you?"
"Most of the time." Itadori's smile returned, smaller but somehow more genuine. "He can be a real jerk, but I don't let him out unless absolutely necessary. We have an understanding. Sort of."
A vessel. He's a vessel for something ancient and powerful, and yet he's still kind. Still smiling. Still making friends.
Something in Y/N's chest tightened.
"I'm Y/N," she said finally. "And I'm... complicated."
Itadori's grin widened back to its full brightness. "Aren't we all?"
And somehow, sitting in the grass with a flower crown in her lap and a vessel for the King of Curses beside her, Y/N almost believed it.
Yuji stood up in one fluid motion, brushing grass from his uniform pants with casual efficiency. The smile he gave you was warm, genuine, the kind that made something in your chest feel strange and tight—like your body remembered what it was like to have friends even if your mind didn't quite grasp the concept.
"It was really nice to meet you, Y/N-san!" His enthusiasm hadn't dimmed even slightly despite the heavy conversation about curses and vessels and complications. If anything, he seemed more interested now, more determined to understand. "We should hang out sometime! I could show you around campus properly, introduce you to everyone, maybe grab some food from the cafeteria—oh, but fair warning, the food's pretty mediocre. We usually order out."
Hang out. The phrase felt foreign in your mouth, but you found yourself nodding anyway.
"Sure," you said, and meant it. "That would be... nice."
"Awesome!" Yuji gave you a thumbs up—an absurdly cheerful gesture that shouldn't have worked but somehow did. "I'll see you around then!"
And just like that, he was gone.
Not slowly, not with a leisurely walk. He simply left, his footsteps fading rapidly as he jogged back toward the main campus buildings with the boundless energy of someone who'd never learned to walk when running was an option. You watched him go, pink hair bouncing with each step, until he disappeared around the corner of the training facility.
The silence he left behind felt heavier somehow.
You looked down at the flower crown in your lap—complete now, a perfect circle of delicate blooms woven together with stems that would hold for a day, maybe two before they started to wilt and brown. Mortal beauty. Temporary. Fragile.
Like everything else here.
You lifted the crown and placed it carefully on your head, adjusting it so it sat evenly. The weight was barely noticeable, but you were acutely aware of it anyway—a small reminder that you'd made something with your hands that hadn't involved claws or blood or violence.
Progress, you thought wryly. I'm making progress.
The sun had shifted during your conversation with Yuji, the shadows lengthening as afternoon edged toward early evening. The air had cooled slightly, carrying with it the scent of dinner being prepared somewhere in the main building—rice, fish, vegetables, all the mundane smells of human sustenance.
Your stomach didn't rumble. It never did anymore, not unless you let yourself get truly desperate. But the smell was... pleasant. Grounding.
You gathered yourself up from the grass, your joints protesting slightly from sitting in one position for so long. The flower crown shifted on your head but held, and you found yourself reaching up to touch it self-consciously as you made your way across the grounds.
The estate Gojo had set up for you was separate from the main campus—a small traditional building tucked away behind a grove of bamboo that swayed and whispered in the breeze. It wasn't large, just three rooms and a bathroom, but it was yours. Private. A place where you could exist without constantly being observed.
Or so you'd thought.
You slid open the door to your quarters, already thinking about whether you should attempt to make tea—you'd watched Shoko do it, how hard could it be?—when suddenly—
Arms wrapped around your waist from behind.
"EEP!"
The sound that escaped your throat was mortifying—high-pitched, startled, completely undignified for a being of your supposed status. Your body tensed immediately, every instinct screaming THREAT even as your conscious mind registered the familiar presence.
The scent hit you a heartbeat later.
Crisp. Clean. Something expensive and probably designer that you couldn't name but had learned to associate with one person and one person only. It wafted over you like a physical thing, and beneath it, the distinctive signature of his cursed energy—vast, overwhelming, barely contained even in moments of relaxation.
Gojo Satoru.
"Welcome home~" His voice was a low purr directly against your ear, his breath warm on your skin. There was amusement in his tone, that perpetual playfulness that made it impossible to tell when he was being serious. "You were out for so long. I missed our cuddles."
Our WHAT?
You rolled your eyes so hard it almost hurt, your body relaxing incrementally even as irritation spiked through you. "We don't cuddle."
"We could." You could hear the pout in his voice even though you couldn't see his face. His arms tightened around your waist, pulling you back against his chest. He was tall—infuriatingly tall—so your head barely reached his shoulder. "You're so warm. And you never try to stab me anymore. That's basically cuddling."
"That's basically you having low standards for physical affection."
"Tomato, tomahto."
Despite yourself, despite the absurdity of the situation—a god being hugged by an overpowered sorcerer who apparently had zero concept of personal boundaries—you felt some of the tension bleed out of your shoulders.
When did this become normal? When did I start accepting this?
"I was talking to one of your students," you said, partially to change the subject and partially because you knew Gojo would want to know anyway. He seemed to have an almost obsessive need to know everything that happened within a five-mile radius of campus. "A kid named Yuji."
The effect was immediate and dramatic.
Gojo's entire body went still behind you. Not the relaxed stillness of contentment, but the frozen alertness of a predator that had just spotted something unexpected. His arms remained around your waist, but you could feel the subtle shift in his muscles, the way his breathing changed rhythm.
His voice, when it came, had lost all its playful warmth.
"What did you and Yuji talk about?"
The suspicion in those words was palpable. Sharp. Almost accusatory.
You frowned, twisting slightly in his grip to try to see his face. He didn't let you turn fully, but you caught a glimpse of white hair and the edge of his sunglasses—which he was still wearing despite being indoors in your space, the absolute maniac.
"Nothing important," you said, injecting as much confidence into your voice as any god should have when discussing their subjects. Because that's what they were, wasn't it? All of them—Gojo included, even if he didn't seem to realize it. Subjects. Worshippers. Mortals who existed in your sphere of influence. "He asked if I was your girlfriend."
You felt more than heard Gojo's sharp intake of breath.
"He asked what?"
"I corrected him, obviously." You reached up to adjust your flower crown, which had shifted slightly when he'd grabbed you. "Then we talked about flower crowns. And he mentioned the thing inside him. Sukuna."
"You talked about Sukuna." Gojo's voice had gone flat. Dangerous. The temperature in the room seemed to drop several degrees.
"He brought it up, not me. I just asked what he was." You shrugged as best you could within the confines of his grip. "Why? Should I not have talked to him at all? He seemed harmless enough. Friendly. Very... puppy-like."
"Harmless." Gojo laughed, but there was no humor in it. "Right. Harmless. The kid hosting the King of Curses in his body. Totally harmless."
"I'm older than Sukuna," you pointed out reasonably. "And significantly more dangerous. If anything, Yuji should be worried about me."
That seemed to give Gojo pause. His arms loosened slightly, and you felt him exhale against your hair.
"Fair point," he conceded. Then, more quietly, almost to himself: "Still don't like it."
You waited, sensing there was more coming. With Gojo, there was always more—layers upon layers of schemes and plans and carefully orchestrated chaos masquerading as spontaneity.
Sure enough, after a moment of silence, he continued.
"You weren't supposed to meet anyone yet," he said, and now his voice had taken on a quality you'd started to recognize over the past week. Possessive. Protective. The tone of someone who'd found something precious and had no intention of sharing. "Not yet. I had this whole plan—this grand introduction where I'd gather everyone, explain who you are, set proper boundaries, make sure they understood..."
He trailed off, his grip tightening again. Not painful, but firm. Claiming.
"You kind of ruined that."
You bristled despite yourself. "Ruined? I had a conversation. With your student. On campus grounds. It's not like I went on a rampage or revealed the secrets of the universe to him."
"Still." Gojo's chin came to rest on top of your head, right on the flower crown. You could feel him toying with one of the daisies, his fingers gentle despite the tension in his voice. "I'll need to talk to Yuji. Make sure he understands not to come to this estate again until I specifically ask for him."
Your blood ran cold.
"Excuse me?"
"Just temporary," Gojo said, and there was that false brightness again, that cheerful deflection he used when he knew he was being unreasonable but was going to do it anyway. "Just until we get everything sorted out properly. Can't have the students thinking they can just wander over here whenever they want. You need your space. Your privacy."
My isolation, you thought.
You said nothing.
What was there to say? That you'd enjoyed talking to Yuji? That it had been nice to interact with someone who didn't treat you like either a deity or a science experiment? That maybe, just maybe, you wanted friends who weren't Gojo Satoru with his suffocating attention and possessive tendencies?
But the words stuck in your throat, heavy and useless.
Because the truth was...
Gojo's arms around you felt good. Warm. Safe. Grounding. His presence, for all its overwhelming intensity, was the only constant you'd had in this strange new existence. He'd found you at your lowest, brought you here, given you shelter and space and—in his own twisted way—care.
You knew obsession when you saw it.
Gods, you'd invented obsession. You'd seen it in the eyes of worshippers who would burn down cities in your name, who would sacrifice their children on altars built from desperation and faith. You'd felt it in the weight of prayers that demanded rather than requested, in the love that was really just control wearing a prettier mask.
This—Gojo's arms around you, his chin on your head, his casual declaration that he would isolate you from his students "for your own good"—was obsession. Pure and simple.
And you were doing nothing about it.
Could you do something? Yes. Absolutely. You could break his hold with a thought, could reduce him to atoms with a song, could unmake his existence so thoroughly that reality would forget he'd ever been born.
But why bother?
What would be the point? Where would you go? Back to the forest, hunting and being hunted, transforming into monsters and fighting for territory against prehistoric nightmares? Back to loneliness that stretched for centuries, to an existence where the only constant was violence?
At least here, you had... something. Someone who knew what you were and hadn't run. Who looked at you and saw not a god to worship or a monster to destroy, but—
What did Gojo see when he looked at you?
You weren't sure you wanted to know.
"Fine," you said finally, your voice flat. Defeated. "Do what you want."
Gojo made a pleased sound, something between a hum and a purr, and his arms tightened around you in what might have been meant as a comforting squeeze.
"Don't worry," he said, his voice dropping back into that playful register. "You'll meet everyone properly soon. On my terms. Under my supervision. It'll be great! You'll love them, they'll love you—well, probably be terrified of you at first, but we'll work through that—and everything will be perfect."
Perfect.
The word hung in the air like a curse.
You stared at the far wall of your little estate, at the shadows lengthening across the tatami mats, and said nothing. Just stood there in Gojo Satoru's embrace, wearing a crown of flowers you'd woven with your own hands, and wondered when exactly you'd stopped being a god and started being someone's possession.
The worst part?
You weren't entirely sure you minded.
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