"You think giving you a hug would give away too much?" He says.

"You know," I say, "I really don't care." I lean into a kiss, we stand there for a while kissing, my hands involuntary moving around his neck. He snakes his arms around my waist, careful not to pull my top up. He breaks away and we both flush red for a second as Christina and Will pull shocked faces at us. Christina begins to make her way over to us, so I look at Tobias for help. He just shrugs, leaving me to sort Christina out by myself.

"What is going on?" She asks raising her eyebrows and then looking back and forth from me and Tobias. I feel my face get increasingly hotter, as if I was being burnt.

"We're together." Tobias says covering for me, however he looks at me like I need to explain.

"I'll tell you later Christina." I say hurriedly, but also desperately trying to get of the topic of me and Tobias.

"Are you coming to Uriah's party?" Will asks, looking at me. I look at Tobias, he pushes his hands into his jean pockets and began to kick the ground awkwardly.

"Yeah, we will." I hint to Tobias he gets the hint and pulls his hands out of his pockets and nods at Will. Christina and Will say their byes and leave, leaving me staring at Tobias.

"Tris?" I look up to him, his face full of nerves. "D-do you want to move in within me?" I want to, but I'm terrified.

"Yes, of course." I say with the most confidence I can right now. He sighs in relief and I see his shy Abnegation side showing, he blushed slightly and then began to speak up again.

"Well, we should...uhh...pack your stuff." I nod in agreement and we head to the transfer dormitory to collect my stuff.

We collect my stuff, which reminds me of Abnegation, because I have such little stuff. I take everything and place them carefully into a small backpack. I put in the final piece of clothing, which I recognize to be Tobias's jumper. He stares at it for a few seconds, while his mind registers what it is. I smile as I place it my backpack and we head off to Tobias's apartment.

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Once I finished unpacking, I decide I need to get ready for Uriah's party. I scramble through the clothes I have and pick out a pair of black skin tight jeans and Tobias's jumper. I slid the jumper over my head and let it fall on me loosely. I throw my pants off and put on the black jeans.

"Your beautiful." I hear him say, I instantly began to feel uncomfortable that he saw my bare legs. He comes over to me and I blush more; to cover my blushing I hug him tightly and release a strangled laugh.

"Tris?" I nod as I continue to hug him.

"Yeah?" I say, listening to his heart beat.

"Are you ready to go?" I nod and pull away from the hug. We head out the door hand in hand an we travel to Uriah's and Zeke's apartment.

I sit on Uriah's bed, Uriah sits on his bedside cabinet, Al sits awkwardly on a gaming chair, Tobias sits next to me, arm round me, Christina and Will sits next to Tobias, squishing me and Tobias even closer and Zeke sits on the dog shelf (floor) with Shauna and Marlene.

"Is anyone drinking?" Zeke asks as he stands up ready to get some alcohol. Christina, Uriah, Shauna, Tobias and Will all ask for some and me, Marlene and Al stay quiet. Zeke comes in a few minutes later, five beer bottles linked in between his fingers. He hands them out, I watch Tobias as he chugs it down slowly. He looks like he's drunk it before; I know he's drunk it before, I've seen what it does to him and I don't mind it...

"Let's play would you rather!" Uriah shouts trying to liven us all up, it works for pretty much everyone as we all begins to run into the living room, desperately trying to get the best seat. I head in there, slightly slower and see Uriah, Tobias and Will squeezed onto one sofa, Christina and Zeke purchased on the single living chairs, Zeke with Shauna on his lap, and Al on the floor, leaning against the coffee table. Me and Marlene share a weirded out look and she takes a seat next to me, on the floor.

"Al, would you rather, kiss Zeke or sleep (as in that) with a stranger?" Al pulls a funny look and then answers,

"Sleep with a stranger." He continues, "Christina, would you rather, snog Marlene or sleep with Will?" Marlene looks pure disgusted at Al and he laughs.

"Sorry Mar, sleep with Will." Will laughs, hyped from the beer. "Tris, hang over the chasm railings or sleep with Four?" Tobias raises his eyebrows at me, I feel my face getting hotter, this is a tough one, I might die over the railings, I'm not all that strong, but I'm too scared to do that with anyone, even Tobias...

"I-Uhh..." Tobias grins at me, drunk. "Sleep with Four..." I mumble embarrassed. "Uhh, Uriah-" He interupts me, shouting.

"Finally! About time someone pick me!" He nudged Tobias and winked at Will.

"Would you rather...face all of your fears again or face your very worst fear?" I ask him, he looks purely terrified from the words that came snaking out of my mouth.

"All of them...Definately not my worst...!" I chuckle as he consults Tobias. "Four, would you rather fight with Eric or go back to your home from before the chosing ceremony?" He asks Tobias, gesturing with his hands. I'm the only one that knows about his life before the chosing ceremony, so I instantly know what he is going to pick.

"Fight with Eric." He says bluntly, Zeke stops him before he continues the game.

"My friends, how about a game of Candor and Dauntless?" Everyone nods in agreement but me. He nods to Tobias for him to continue.

"Uhh...Marlene! C or D?" She takes a minute to think, summing up if Tobias's dares will be harsh.

"C."

"What's your worst fear?" She shakes her head awkwardly, but I'm sure her fear isn't as bad as my intimidate fear...

"Uhh...Pain...Agliophobia..." Nope, nowhere near as bad... "Tris, C or D?" I sigh, I'm going to regret this...

"Dauntless." Uriah chuckles at something Tobias says to him.

"I dare you to sit on Four's lap for the rest of the party." Not to bad I guess...I make my way over to Four and make myself comfy on his lap, his shuffles around underneath me for a while then he wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me in closer to his body. My hearts pumps and flutters like crazy.

"Christina?" I say being to lazy to even bother to ask her the question.

"Candor." Will winks at her.

"It's what your secret hidden talent is, honesty." She blows a kiss at him and he pretends to catch it.

"What do you hope for in the future?" I ask her, she lets her mind wander for a while and then eventually comes up with an answer.

"To get married, maybe have kids, it depends really..." Will clicks his fingers as he mutters something to Tobias.

I unlock the apartment door, for us as Tobias is to drunk to even find the keyhole. I let him in first and then lock the door behind me.

"Trisss..." I watch him as his arm leans against the front door frame and he continues to speak. "I looove you." I chuckle as I lean back against the door.

"I love you too, Tobias but I think it's time we went bed. Your going to have a major hangover tomorrow..." He frowns at me, his arm slowly drops down the door frame and I watch it carefully.

"Your no fun." He says pouting, his hand moves to my hip, which shocks me a bit at first at he kisses me roughly. I start feeling my usual uncomfortableness with extra nerves because he won't be able to control himself, he's intoxicated. I break away and pull his hand and drag him into the bedroom. He flops down on the bed and begins to fall asleep, so I take my chance and get changed into a loose top and Tobias's old pants.

"You are very pretty, Tris." He says, my face heats up even though he's talking drunken. I nod and climb into bed. Almost instantly, I feel his warm arms wrap around my small body, enclosing me into his warmth.

I wake up to the toilet flushing, I sit up letting my back crack and climb out of bed. I head to the bathroom door, the door is open and Tobias is being sick.

"Don't laugh at me..." He says looking up to me, I hold my hands in the air in defence.

"I wasn't going to..." I rub my face, covering my laughter.

"I know, I shouldn't of drunk, Tris...Was I a pain last night?" He asks looking at me, guilt slipping into his eyes.

"Not really..." I say as I fiddle with the towel next to me. He jerks and then throws up, I look away. He flushes the toilet and stands up holding his head. "Are you okay?" I ask him, he moves his hands from his head and half-heartedly smiles.

"Yes Tris, how are you?" I shake my head, why is he asking me if I'm okay?

"Tobias, I'm completely fine." I walk to him and hug him, at first he doesn't hug me back but a few seconds later he pulls me to him tightly. He breaks away and smiles at me, I smile back and ask him, "Are you ready to go eat?" He nods and then brushes his teeth, leaving me waiting. I wait until he's finshed and then we head to the cafeteria.

I have a simple bowl of corn flakes and a glass of water, Tobias has a muffin and a glass of water too. Abnegation have water. I'm still not Dauntless...

"Hey Tris, how was Four last night?" Christina asks me, Four turns to me.

"Uhh...fine..." She wiggles her eyebrows at me and I frown.

"No hangover, Four?" He shakes his head with a serious look, but he looks paler than I've ever seen him. "Okay..." She says smirking, Will kiss her and he starts a conversation with me.

"Tris, did you enjoy the party last night?" I nod slightly, I did enjoy it, but not that much. I take a deep breath.

"You?" I ask him, he pulls a face, half smirking and half frowning.

"Yeaah...It's wasn't too bad. A little more booze and dancing, then yeah, tip top party." I nod letting my mind process what he just said. Christina tucks into her ceral, mouthful after mouthful.

"You up for shwwopping lllater?" She says to me, her mouth filled to the brim.

"Sure." I say and Tobias shuffles next to me.

"I'm going to be...I'm going back to the apartment, see you, Tris." He leans down, wraps his right arm around my waist and kisses me. He leaves and I finish eating my ceral.

I meet Christina at seven to go night shopping. Not that I enjoy it, but it's better than sitting in with no Tobias. As soon as he let the table this moring, I new that he wasn't going home. And I was right, I got home and there was a note left there:

Hi Tris, as you can see, I'm not wear I said I was, I'm in the fear landscape room. Feel free to join me after your 'shopping trip'. Good luck...Meet me in the fear landscape room after 'shopping', I want to show you something. I love you Tris xxx

When I read it I knew that I'd be more excited to get shopping over with...

I walk with Christina and she drags me into a clothing store.

"How about this, Tris?" She holds up a skin tight dress, with leather patches on it. I shake my head.

"No way! I'll look like a..." I don't finish my sentence. More Abnegation there...She frowns as she puts it back on the railing. I pick up a few black and dark red jumpers, loose black jeans and black ankle boots. Christina grabs some stuff, which she shoves in a bag before I can see and we pay with our credits.

I get back to the apartment, put my new clothes in my drawers and get changed into a loose dark red jumper, a pair of black gym pants and the black ankle boots I bought today. I head out to the fear landscape room. I climb up, until I reach the door, I turn the handle and I walk in.

"Hey Tris." He says smiling at me.

"Uhh...What's gotten into you?" I asked slightly confused to why we're here.

"My fear landscape, it's changed..." I stand in front of him, shocked.

"How?" He get his fingers and rolls it in.

"Let's go." I smile, excited. He brushes the hair behind my ear and injects my neck, I inject him and Ibsit on his lap.

We find ourselves at the top of a building. He leans against a metal frame for support and I lean against him as the wind almost pushes me over.

"Tobias, Divergent?" He shakes his head.

"I don't want to jump..." He takes a deep breath in and releases a long one. I take his hand and pull him to the edge.

"1...2...3!" I launch us of the edge, the wind flipping my hair. Everything turns white and the landscape changes to the next obstacle. My eyes adjust to my surroundings and the walls are pushing us closer. He pulls me into a hug, making the walls inch closer to us.

"Ready?" He slowly nods and we begin to bend down, he sits close to me woth his arm around me. "See, not that bad..." I say. He pulls a funny look at me and leans his head on my shoulder. He closes his eyes.

"Thank you."

"It's okay." I say rubbing circles on his hand to comfort him. The room changes, we sit in the position we came from. We slowly get up, blood rushing to our legs. An innocent Abnegation sits in a chair, gun on the table. He picks the gun up and shoots whilst looking away. It changes to Tobias's final fear. Marcus.

"This," He starts, "It's changed.Finally." He sighs, as the Marcus's surround us. They bring out a wprn leather belt.

"It's for your own good, Tobias." Marcus bring his belt up, Tobias prepares for his beating and I prepare to save him. But the simulation stops.

"I found a way to manipulate the system." I grin at him.

"You'll have to show me sometime, Tobias." He grins back at me and leans in for a kiss.